I shut the front door, walking outside to talk to her. The hell was I supposed to do slam the door in her face or something.

Whether I liked it or not her and I did need to talk. I wasn't apologizing for anything I couldn't control. I wasn't apologizing for loving her ex either.

"You wanted to talk. So talk" I tell her crossing my arms as well.

"Your upset?" She asked if I didn't have the right to be. For weeks, I went along with that "RM and Lisa dating" bull crap and it wasn't real.

"No. I just find it strange your at my house without calling or asking to be. And the only thing you want to do is talk. Why? About what?" I asked her.

"About the fact that we were friends and the least you could've done was tell me about you and Joon" she said.

"Friends? Is that what we were?"

"Were we not?" She asked arching her eyebrow. Maybe her and I live in a different lifetime. We were never friends. Maybe friendly but never were we friends.

"Friends don't lie about having a relationship with someone they know their friend likes. Friends don't kiss them in front of millions to prove a point" I spat causing her to sigh.

"I didn't know that you and him had a thing, okay. I just.... i love him and i saw he didn't want me. I had to do something" she tries to explain as if that was an excuse.

I snickered at her comment. "You made him lie. Not only to everyone but to himself just so you would be happy. Have you ever thought about his happiness?" I asked her.

"You have no right to talk about lying"

"And what's that's supposed to mean?" I asked her wanting to know what the hell she was talking about.

"I'm talking about you. You not only lied to everyone, you lied to Joon. I know about you and Bam. How every time Joon screwed up the first person you ran too for distraction was Bam" she said.

I was getting real tired of her.

"Joon and I have nothing to do with you. You and him broke up months before I even knew I liked Joon. I-i don't even know why I'm explaining myself to you when I didn't do anything wrong. It was you who lied to not only everyone, but also Joon when you told the public you and him were dating again. Knowing Joon never had intentions of getting back with you" I spat.

"Is that what he told you? That I forced him to lie for me?" She pauses smirking as if she knew something I didn't.

"Joon didn't lie... because it wasn't a lie to began with" she tells me.

"Wow, you really are delusional aren't you?" I asked her.

"Whatever you and him have... your relationship? I can promise you it isn't going to last long, I hope you know that. He'll get tired and bored of you, and he'll run right back to me" she tells me.

I nodded listening to her words, as she wasn't getting much as a reaction out of me. I could already tell she didn't like that.

I watch as she starts to break down in front of me, "I don't understand. What do you have that I don't? you don't know him like I do... why can't he see that?" She asks tears streaming down her cheeks.

I wanted to feel bad for her but I didn't. I tired of hurting my feelings to protect others.

"Are we finish here?" I asked her not wanting to speak anymore on the subject.

"Aish!" She shouts in anger raising her hand as if she was about to hit me when she was stopped.

I turned to the side of me to see Yoongi holding her arm, looking down at her.

"Are you crazy?" He asks his tone deeper then I've ever heard before. I notice Jin and Taehyung walk out through the open door.

Great. Attention.

I didn't need or want this.

"Let me go" a crying lisa tells Yoongi who still restrained her.

"Are you okay?" Jin whispers to me as if she was something I had to be afraid of. I nod.

"Can't you hear me? I said let me go!" Lisa shout yanking her arm out of his grip, staring me down in anger.

"You should go" I tell her.

"Next time you touch me— I cut her as she was about to threaten Yoongi, "there will be no next time. Because if you show up at this dorm again, I will not hesitate to beat your ass" I told her seriously causing her to look at me.

I slowly lean forward as she leaned back, "now go cry about that" I say to her.

I watch her quickly walk away from us, I turned around facing the boys, who all looked at me.

-

Joon and I already talked about meeting up at the airport. So I wouldn't miss his official goodbye.

"Are you sure you can't stay for another day?" Taehyung pouts causing me to smile.

"I wish I could but I really can't. Shooting picks up tomorrow, so I probably won't see you guys for another week or so" I explained causing JungKook and Jimin to sigh.

"Put I promise that I will FaceTime you everyday" I added. They all either looked down and sadly.

"Oh come on, you guys. Don't be like that" I say wining causing them to all look at me.

"Normani" Brandon says walking into the dorm causing to turn and look at him. If I wanted to make it in time to the airport, I'd have to leave today.

I turned back to the boys, "group hug?" I asked forcing a smile. I wish I didn't have to leave them. I miss them so much already and I haven't even left yet.

They all sigh, and gathered around me. I felt them arms surrounded me causing me to tear up, I didn't want to cry in front of them.

So I fought through it.

"Alright. I'll call you when I land" I tell them all before walking out the dorm. Brandon walked beside me as we walked towards the limo.

"After this week filming is going to be on a short hiatus" Brandon explains to me.

"Hiatus? How long?"

"Probably three months" he tells me.

Three months? That meant I could come back home with boys. I could always be with them. Like old times? Omg.

I smile at the thought.

"So during that period the trailer will be released, also you my dear will be going on your first official solo tour in North America" he tells me crushing my thoughts of just coming back here.

"Tour?"

"Black Woman: NORMANI" he tells me.

"Already? It hasn't even been out for 6 months. Don't you think I should wait to go on tour, especially with the groups album just dropping?" I asked him.

"RM didn't tell you?" He asks me.

I shook my head.

"There going to America too. To promote their album. Technically you guys will be together, but it's like they're going back home earlier then you because you will still be in tour" he explains.

"So you want me to go to America with them but stay for my tour?" I asked him.

He nods.

"So what do you think?"