Continuing from last chapter..........

Kentrell POV

After I left from Kaizer's house I made my way to Tay's. I was so pissed off and hurt on top of being worried and sad. I didn't even know why Tay would be doing this.

He always seems fine, always smiling and laughing talking the most shit. He seemed fine but obviously wasn't.

It hurt to know my kids were not ok. I was gonna check on every single one of them.

A few minutes later I pulled up seeing his car was there and Kamiri's was gone. But then there was another one and I rolled my eyes

Alaia

That girl was crazy and so damn annoying. Wouldn't be surprised if Tay started beating her ass.

I got out my car and as I walked up the door I heard them arguing. Sighing, I knocked on the door.

"GO AWAY!" Alaia yelled and I laughed.

"Open it before I break it down." I said and then it opened.

"Didn't I say go away?" She asked and I smiled before pulling her out the house going in and shutting the door back locking it.

"Thank you." Tay said sitting down on the couch.

"Y'all need to break up, she ain't it. And she using you." I said and he sighed.

"I know, I just like to keep her around." He said and I nodded.

"You been good?" I asked him and he laughed.

"Yeah, just been arguing wit her." He said and I chuckled.

"What y'all be arguing bout?" I asked and he smacked his lips.

"The way she act with her selfish ass." He said and I shook my head.

"You just needa drop her." I said and he nodded. He started coughing holding his chest and I shook my head.

"Ight, Tay I need to talk to you." I said and he looked at me.

"I ain't do anything." He said and I laughed sitting down beside him.

"Tay if there's something wrong please tell me. You need or want help please tell me." I said and he laughed.

"I'm straight." He said and I sighed.

"Tay yo brother over there sniffin coke and told me he got the shit from you." I said and he froze. Watching as a tear rolled down his face I shook my head.

"Kai told me he wasn't gon tell nobody!" He yelled out in frustration.

"Why da hell Tay? Really? Outta all things you chose that? And to give it to Kai.... you know yo brother already ain't mentally right, you fuckin him up even more. Nigga gon die before he hit 20." I said and he sighed.

"How long you been doing the shit?" I asked.

"When Kayden died the first time." He said and I started twisting my hair. That was a long ass time to be doing some shit like this.

"Tay do you know how long that is?" I asked and he nodded.

"Some years, at first shit was good. Then I started getting attached and always wanted more." He said with a smile.

"But I'm good, I been good right? I don't act all crazy do I? So I'm ok." He said.

"Tay dats not the damn point. Just cuz you don't act crazy don't mean anything. It's the fact that you doing da shit in the first place." I said.

"But I'm Ight tho!" He yelled and I slapped him.

"I wish you yell at me again. I'm just- just tryna help you Tay. I'm going through a lil sum right now, please don't make shit hard." I said.

"Please get out. I don't wanna talk no more." He said and I laughed.

"Where da shit at?" I asked and he pulled a bag from out his pocket. He got up going in his room coming out with a box.

"All em are in there now get out." He said.

"I love you Tay, but this ain't it." I said and he shrugged

"This been it for the past years. Only thing is, you know now." He said and I shook my head getting up.

"Don't think Cuz I'm walking out of here I'm giving up on you. You my child and imma help you." I said.

"I don't need or want help." He said.

"I ain't ask you what you wanted and yes you do need it." I said and he laughed.

"Whatever." He said and I stared at him for a moment before deciding to just leave. I seen Alaia sitting down with her head down crying.

Walk away

Huffing I just sat down next to her. She looked at me before rolling her eyes.

"You ok?" I asked.

"Yeah." She mumbled.

"You not gon go home?" I asked and she shook her head.

"I'm not going home, I need to talk to Tay." She said.

"No you need to take yo ass home." I said and she sighed.

"Leave him alone Alaia, he going through sum right now and you not making shit any better." I said.

"I'm sorry, I can't help it sometimes." She said.

"How come?" I asked.

"Mind yo business!" She snapped.

"Calm down I was-"

"No! Everybody always thinks there's something wrong with me!" She yelled

"Well the way you act, people can't help but to think that." I said.

"Well there's nothing wrong, I just can't help the way I act." She said.

"What do you mean? Did sum happen to you? In the past maybe that you still holding onto?" I asked.

"You really got time for dis?" She asked and I nodded.

"Come wit me." I said getting up going to my car. We got in just sitting there.

"Go head." I said and she sighed.

"Growing up was very frustrating for me because my parents literally controlled my life. They told me what to wear, what eat, what sports to play, they chose my friends, they wouldn't let me go anywhere so always had to lie and sneak around." She said and I nodded.

"They are the reason I got bullied everyday in school. I had no real friends not that it was a real problem, but it was when they started putting their hands on me." She said.

"That shit went on all the way from middle school to high school. But in high school when I was senior I rebelled. Started doing things I couldn't before. Not listening, started smoking drinking wearing 'hoe' shit. I started fighting talking to people all disrespectful." She said with a chuckle.

"But by doing that I only really made shit worse. Got my ass jumped one day so bad I was put in the hospital. Then they tried to kill me by poising me and I was put in a coma." She said and I shook my head.

"After that I shut down, was kicked out my house and had to make a way for myself. I didn't even get to finish school, my life only got worse." She said.

"Then I a couple years later I met Tay and he helped me out a lot. But I treat him like absolute shit. I take my anger out on him and everybody else. I'm just still so angry about that. But I need to move on that's the past I need to leave it in the past." She said with a smile.

"You've never told anybody this have you?" I asked and she shook her head.

"Nobody's ever asked. Never checked on me. I didn't have friends to really talk to. Treasure is my bitch been that for for like 4 years but I just never told her." She said with a shrug.

"You should, tell Tay too. Don't hold shit in ok." I said and she nodded.

"Thank you, for listening. I know you don't like me." She said and I laughed.

"No I like you I just don't like your attitude. You very funny pretty and smart but that attitude is what I don't like." I said and she nodded.

"I'll work on it." She said and I smiled. She gave me a hug and I hugged her back but then what threw me off was when she kissed me.

"Alaia get out my car please." I said and she chuckled.

"Is your wife gonna be upset?" She asked

"Yes! Very! She's crazy!" I yelled and she rolled her eyes.

"Just get out please. This looks so bad." I said shaking my head.

"One more and I'll leave." She said and I looked at her like she was crazy. I leaned over opening her door.

"Get out." I said

"One more kiss and I'll get out." She said and I started trying to push her out.

"Alaia please mane, I do that, that's my ass." I said,

"Kiss me now before I do the most, imma good actor and a good lier, now kiss me." She said and i sighed.

"Get. Yo. Crazy. Ass. Out. My. Damn. Car." I said and she grabbed my face giving me a quick kiss.

"Bye." She said with a smile getting out.

I just cheated didn't I?

"Not finna get me killed." I mumbled wiping my lips. I smelled my shirt smelling her perfume. I took it off throwing it in the back.

"Lemme go check on her." I said driving off.

Hopefully Miya didn't notice anything strange and flipped. I didn't really cheat, did I?

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Kamiya POV

I was sitting on the edge of this hospital bed getting my stuff together so I could leave. I was so upset with myself right now, I was mad I allowed myself to get so worked up about something that wasn't even that serious.

I was four months and it all was a waist. I wanted like 2 more kids to make up for the ones that I lost. So I wasn't gonna give up.

The door opened and a doctor came in.

"Please don't tell me anymore bad news I might just go crazy." I said and she chuckled.

"I'm just telling you, you're free to go and your husband is here to get you." She said and I nodded leaving out the room. As I was walking I rubbed my bump. It was already getting smaller.

Seeing Kentrell I sighed but scrunched up my face confused as to why he didn't have on a shirt. I rushed over to him pulling him out the hospital.

"Dang chill out." He said and I let him go.

"Why you not wearing a shirt? You want all them hoes looking at you?" I asked and he laughed.

"Chill out, I just got hot." He said and I rolled my eyes. We walked to the car and I got in slamming the door.

"Le'asia don't be upset about it Ight. The baby in a better place. We can make another as soon as we get home." Kentrell said but I really wasn't listening to him.

I was to focused on this smell in his car. Smelled like cheap bitch shit.

I looked at him as he started driving off. I smiled as I started laughing.

"What's funny?" He asked with a smile and I shook my head. Looking on the floor I seen there was a ring. I looked at Kentrell's finger and it wasn't his and it wasn't mine.

I nodded my head slowly looking at him.

"Kentrell wanna know something funny?" I asked with a chuckle.

"Yeah wassup?" He questioned.

"I'm taking my kids and leaving yo ass." I said laughing and he scrunched up his face.

"Nigga what?" He asked and I shook my head.

"You heard me, I'm done." I said.

"Done? Fa what?" He asked.

"You should know."

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