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Jackson and I have been fighting a lot lately. He doesn't know why I'm in this relationship and he thinks I'm not happy. Which is a total lie. I've been very happy with him lately. The only thing I'm not happy about is us fighting 24/7. Its not what I wanna do. I don't want a relationship where I'm fighting all the time. I want a happy relationship where I love being in it. Where were always doing fun things together. Not constantly arguing.

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*snap chat from Andrea*

I open the snap from Andrea and its a picture of Ethan. I smile at how cute he is.

*awhh* i reply back.

*i have a lot to tell you when i get home* she replies back.

*kk, good or bad?* i say back.

*both* she says.

great good and bad news.

This honestly an everyday thing. Its so annoying. I wish things could just be easy.

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normally I would care that she's telling stuff like that to other people but honestly I don't care if she tells Ethan. He's the type of person you can tell anything and wont judge you. He wouldn't tell a single person. He would just sit there and listen to you. He would comfort you. Make sure your okay. He would let you let all your emotions out to him. He was that type of person you could count on for anything. He was amazing.

I'm lost. I don't know what to do at this point. I don't wanna break up with Jackson over something so stupid. I don't want to go to someone else that might not work in the near future. I don't wanna ruin something that could be good.

i dont know how much longer I can take of this.