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I don't know for how much time I kept thinking about the things happened today. It was too much for me. First knowing about my brother lighten up a new hope in my life and then get to know about his disappearance or more like kidnapping. Papa said bhai had a close resemblance with mumma and if that Ravi Singh loved mumma so deeply he can't hurt someone with her face. So can it be that he kidnapped him and then kept him with himself as a revenge from mumma.

I just don't want to build my hopes tower too high. Kanha what if I am just making things and there is nothing like this.

May be bhai is not even alive!

No no Shreya sorry Aaya what are you thinking. Thinking about this only is sending a shiver through my body.

But I have heard that twins have a strong bonding. And my heart says that bhai is alive.

Where are you bhai? I just want to hug you right now and want to let out all those tears I felt due to the loneliness. The feeling which I got when I saw our cousins fighting with their siblings or acting possessive towards them.

I am totally lost and am feeling heaviness on my brain. My head is hurting a lot and I am hungry.

Where is this stupid husband of mine?

Why he need to act so impulsive?

Idiot, stupid, donkey no he does not look like a donkey he can be the next Mr. Universe. If something like that seriously exist. I don't know I was never really interesting in movies and modelling.

Wait a minute I was never interested in it but I want to complete my college and do a job. What happen to that? I did fill up the forms of the colleges before our marriage.

Then everything happened so quickly that I forgot to check whether got the admission.

What if I didn't get admission in any college or worse the last date of admission is already gone.

God with this hands tied to the bed I can't even check anything. I am getting irritated now. I huffed. How can my husband leave his precious wife like this on bed? I have heard in movies when the hero tells his heroine that he is going to tie her to his bed. It's such a romantic scene. And here he left me without even doing anything. Stupid.

How can he leave such a moment?

When I was angry he could have kissed me to divert my mind or did something more so I can get tired to fight with him.

He doesn't even know how to flirt and do romance even with his own private wife.

I mean look at me ten boys were behind me in school and I always put them in friend zone. They always used to compliment me that I was very cute and I knew what they were trying to do but choose to ignore it and enjoy the kind of attention I was given.

I would never agree that I have these thought in front of my husband but yes I always thought about my wedding night. I was a bit tiny bit Okay fine very excited for it as well. Though I was scared. If one would say she is not excited to meet her Mr. Perfect then it's the biggest lie she ever say. I know leaving your parents behind and starting a new life again is not easy but it's full of adventures. Especially in an arranged marriage. The excitement, joy and fear is something unexplainable. Every girl at some point of life thinks about her wedding night. I mean who wouldn't. But when it didn't happen I was very dissapointed but then how can I give myself to a complete stranger who didn't have any feelings for me even though he is my husband, handsome as hell, as well as the sexiest man alive. God what happen to my imagination. I am really loosing my mind. Where are you my husband I need you right now?

Think something else Shreya. God what is wrong with me.

You were interrupting Rehan ji again and again to call you aayat and now you yourself are calling yourself Shreya. How intelligent you are?",my mind mocked me.

I know. My name is Aaradhana Rehan Khurana. That is the truth now.

And I need my husband now. I need to butter him a little to make him free from this punishment. And I know what to do. 😉😉😉😉

I heard the voice of door opening and here came my dashing husband.

Stop Aayat why are you having so dirty thoughts today it never happens usually. I will blame everything on hormones.

"Rehan ji please finish this punishment", I said making a cute pout but he glared at me. Seems like someone is still angry.

"Dear husband

Why are you not looking towards your precious wife who is begging for your attention. Even if I tried to leave doesn't mean you are going to punish me like this", I said while making a cute face.

"It is not going to work sh sorry aayat. Its been so long I called you that. It feels so different.", he said looking at me with a blank expression.

"I don't want our kids to have this emotionless face of yours", I said looking at his poker face.

"Aayat do you want me to increase your punishment", he asked raising his eyebrows.

"Why are you raising your eyebrows like that Rehan ji? Wait I forgot I applied in many colleges for my admission can you please check it", I said to which he nodded and started making his way out of the room.

"Rehan ji where are you going?", I asked him.

"I came here to see if you need something but I guess you don't", he said and started going out.

"Rehan ji please sit beside I am getting bored and my back is hurting as well. Open this for sometime", I pleaded.

"Good for you", he said.

"Rehan ji come na please. Don't punish yourself with me. I know you can't stay away from me for a longer period of time.", I said in a seductive voice and he looked at me raising his eyebrows.

He closed the door and made his way towards me but stopped at a distance.

"What got into you? Are you Okay? ", he asked.

"come here Rehan ji don't irritate me", I said in a stern voice.

"You haven't eaten anything wrong right? ", he asked while making his way towards me.

"Open this Rehan ji and it's all because of you. Why I didn't marry some romantic man? Kanha why you did this to me? ", I asked.

"What do you mean? What I did to get the tag of unromantic husband", he asked removing the tie from my hand.

I immediately rubbed the part of my wrist which was Tied. And then wrapped my arms around his neck.

"I wanted to ask this question that day as well who is this Lokesh you were saying that day? ", he said and I bit my tongue. Why I speak so much?

"I when Lo... Lokesh who is this?", I said pretending to think.

"Aayat don't force me to investigate myself because that won't be good", after today I am going to take his warnings seriously.

"No don't investigate I'll tell myself. He was my classmate. Let me tell you he was crazy for me. Though he is important to me. ", I said and saw him clenching his fist.

I put my palm on his cheek.

"Today what I'll tell you na is the darkest part of my school life. When I was in 10th standard my section was changed as many students got failed in 9th class. So they removed one section and merged the students in another class. It's take time for me to accommodate in a class. Everything was fine though I wasnt comfortable there but still Lokesh and Abhimanyu were two boys from my old class. I was a little comfortable with them. We used to have lunch together. My seat got changed after half year and was made to sit with the queen bee of our class. Though she was always sweet to me as I was the one who gave her notebook to complete her work. First time in my life I sat on the last bench. I knew that I was very innocent among all of them. Slowly the back benchers started using me to have their way in class. A boy wanted to sit in the front so the reason he gave was that I was very talkative and he couldn't focus well. Once the teacher asked my seat mate to sit on the other side because she was getting extra close to the boy on her side. She said that I had a crush on the boy sitting on the bench ahead of mine so I didn't let her sit there because I wanted to talk to him. I was so embarrassed and more than that I was hurt by her lie. I don't know how I controlled my tears that day. Continuously for seven days it happened they used to blame me for every wrong thing they do. And what I did after reaching home is used to cry for half an hour. Mumma was very worried that I'll go in depression but somehow I was strong enough. All the students used to taunt me because I didn't reply back. I didn't wanted to start a fight with anyone. But then this boy Lokesh came and asked me should he fight for me. Though I didn't let him because I was strong enough but it really meant a lot to me. But later he started being a creep and I blocked and deleted his number from my whats app. I don't know why I said his name. You don't have to worry I am all yours. I haven't felt the things I feel for you before. ", I said and I do have tears thinking about that time. It really hurt me when people use you.

He wiped my tears gently.

"You have gone through a lot Aayat I am sorry for not being there.", he said and hugged me.

"My name sounds good from your mouth", I said hugging him back.

"My mouth is good in doing many things and I know what you are doing", he said seductively and bit my neck to which I moaned.

And rest of the thing is history.

It felt good that I could share my pain and happiness with someone.

Marriage is not always a bad thing if it happens with the right person.

God please protect my love from any bad eye.