For me the days are contant nights

It's cold and no one is in sight

For me the days are never ending

it feels like time is slowly bending

for me the speaking is not my job

the one they love is the one to talk

I chat and laugh but that's not me

I've never tried to take her seat

I let her lead my friends to think

That I am cheerful, that I am sweet

Truth being told i can't recall

The last time I talked with them at all

it's as if I know the fact that deeply

They'd rather talk with her than with me

for me the problem are my words

Using I's and Me's with no purpose

using 'me' just wont feel right

I see my body, arms and legs

But I know the core of me has left

I see I'm moving on command

But I've lost sight of who I am

now I'm drowning in their pity

they know I know I've lost myself

they know I know I've never known me

they know my mirror that stands before me

Is empty

They see the person who's inside

But know the person is a lie

they know I move just so I move

they know there's nothing they can do

for I am nothing and I'm nowhere

for I can't help but disconnect

There is nothing for me here

no magic mirror that can show me

who I actually reflect

for me the days are contant nights

For me it's cold and I can't fight

For me the days are never ending

For I stay trapped as time is fading

For me there's no peace to be found

I've forgotten what it means to want to stick around