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"Negative emotions like loneliness, envy, and guilt have an important role to play in a happy life; they're big, flashing signs that something needs to change."

- Gretchen Rubin

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Jeon Yoongi is a good man. And Jimin knows it even if he doesn't want to admit it.

He has seen the way the elder secretly helped Jin sometimes. How he took care of his younger brother from afar.

Yoongi has saved Jungkook and Jin from the anger of his parents a few times,too.

Jimin, remembers it clearly. The elder had shown so much patience with him in the start of their marriage.

He didn't shout and scold him when he did something on impulse and acted out.

Yoongi never bothered him and gave him all the space that he needed.

But all the feelings of revulsion made him turn blind eye to the elder.

Jimin was so consumed by his own feelings that he ignored other.

He decided to drown himself with alcohol to not let everything get to him.

Broken. He felt broken.

No one knew how he felt. Because he never said anything and chose to suppress all the feelings.

Alcohol gave him a temporary solace. So he didn't stop drinking.

He was ready to do everything to get rid of those unwanted emotions.

But something changed with the elder soon. Yoongi's eyes turned cold and he also started ignoring the elder.

Before, there were always some emotion in the elder's eyes. And now they were empty when he stared at Jimin.

By the time he got a hold himself. He was too in deep to back out all alone.

His inner consciousness felt guilty for the way he behaved with Yoongi. But he refused to acknowledge it.

He wanted to stop drinking and everything else. But never found the strength to do so.

Soon Jimin realised how Yoongi couldn't control the verdict of their marriage.

He saw the real face of Jeon Family.

But he needed someone to blame and Yoongi was there at that time.

Than came the feeling of being hurt. Jimin knows that Yoongi didn't want this marriage either. But he was civil with him.

All this changed,though. Yoongi started behaving different.

He doesn't know the reason of the change and he didn't want to assume anything.

The elder's ignorance added more to his pain and it hurt.

Sadness never left him. It was with him when he lived with his parents and it was still there when he moved to the Jeon's mansion.

He never got to do anything with a free will and it affected him.

There were times when he wanted to paint desperately. Because it was a way for him to express himself.

Though the warning from his Father always stopped him.

Now he doesn't have alcohol to get rid of these feelings temporarily.

And he wants all the heaviness from his heart to disappear.

Mr. Kim's advice from last night was to express himself and tell someone how he feels.

The elder said that the someone should be Yoongi.

And it was correct in someway, his husband deserves to know why he acted like that in past.

If he wouldn't tell him than how would he know.

Yoongi can't know what's going inside his head.

He spent a lot of time thinking while trying to be sober.

So should he genuinely try to talk to his husband ?

But the thought alone scares him.

Still he is curious to know the reason that why Yoongi started behaving different.

Jimin acted like he has not noticed the change but he did.

The couple have a lot of problems and they'll have to face them all if they talk.

Jimin sighed and closed his eyes.

But he wants to change. So he'll try to get better.

"I am not alone. "He told himself and gave into the sleep.

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Yoongi streched his arms in the air and slowly opened his eyes.

Still in daze, he sat up and groaned in pain.

His back hurt from sleeping on the couch.

He sighed and leaned back, closing the eyes again.

He needed some time to be fully awake.

A thud was heard and startled the dark orbs opened again.

Jimin was picking up small table clock.

His hair still wet from the bath.

"Sorry." Apologised the younger softly and walked to the dresser.

Yoongi ignored it and took his phone from the table to check for any new message or mail.

Jimin did all his skin care and hair care routine as his husband was on the phone silently.

Ready for the day, he was about to step out of the room.

"Take a bath, I have laid the clothes on the bed. "He said and Yoongi looked up to see attire placed on the bed neatly.

The elder gave a short nod. And that was the gesture Jimin needed to go out.

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A loud sound of alarm was heard in the room. Taehyung scowled but still sat up and turned it off.

He turned around to see his husband still sleeping.

Both respected other's space and stayed at their sides only.

Younger smiled when Jungkook scrunched his nose, shuffling around.

It was an adorable sight.

His cheeks looked all puffed up.

Taehyung cooed and wanted to squish other's cheek but controlled himself.

He saw the time and gasped inaudibly.

It's late and he has to take care of breakfast. So he hurriedly got up and moved to the bathroom.

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"Make the coffee strong, please." Said Jimin to the cook as he stood behind him.

"Yes, sir."

Jimin is really startled by his own behaviour.

He just hopes Yoongi noticed the change in him. And approaches to talk himself.

Because Jimin can't do it.

He can show it through the actions. So he'll try to do so.

Taehyung rushed inside the kitchen. And was surprised to the elder.

"Hyung, what are you doing here? "He questioned and stood beside him.

"I figured you would be tired after yesterday. So I decided to help you." He replied with a smile.

Taehyung gave a bright smile as he eyes sparkled.

"Thankyou,hyung. "

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Yoongi fixed his tie and was ready to walk out of the room.

But he stopped abruptly when Jimin came right his way.

The younger's eyes widened as he also stopped inorder to not collide.

They were close.

Yoongi stepped left to give younger the way.

But Jimin also stepped left at the same time.

The elder furrowed his eyebrows.

He stepped right this time. And again Jimin did the same.

Their chests touched and they backed away.

"Stay."Said Yoongi and moved right pass him.

Jimin stood there for a while trying to collect his own thoughts.

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Jimin gave server the breakfast that they should place at the dinning table in front of others.

"Do you need any help,hyung ?" Asked Taehyung coming in his sight.

The elder was about to shook his head and deny.

"Coffees are ready." Said the cook and gave a tray with two cup on it.

"Thankyou."

"You know what, here take this and give it to Jungkook and Yoongi."

"Right cup to Yoongi hyung because its strong. And left to Jungkook." Muttered Jimin.

The younger nodded with enthusiasm and moved away.

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"Your coffee, hyung. "Said Taehyung and placed it on the table right beside him.

Yoongi gave a nod in acknowledgement, busy reading the news.

Jungkook also joined and smiled at him.

"Goodmorning, Taehyung."

The younger blushed and looked down.

"Goodmorning,Jungkook. "He said and served his husband breakfast.

Mr. Kim decided to stay in bed for some more time.

Soon Jimin also joined them with a cup of tea in his hands.

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( 7 years ago )

Jin sighed the first week in the Jeon mansion has been quite eventful for him.

It would definitely take him some time to accommodate to all this.

Namjoon is helping him. So that's a plus point.

He really didn't have any kind of interaction with Jungkook and Yoongi after their first meet.

Both of them are busy with their own studies.

He stretched his hand forward to the bedside and frowned when he didn't feel anything.

Namjoon's snores were heard in background as he reluctantly sat up and didn't see a jar of water.

"Great, now I have to go to the kitchen."He thought and scowled.

Slowly he got out of the soft blanket, making sure that he doesn't wake up his husband.

He wore the long cyan silk robe over the pajamas of the same colour.

Jin stepped out of the room and walked away.

But he stopped when he saw the lights were on of one room.

He decided to check it,confused.

The doors were open. So he could see that Jungkook was sitting on the study table, writing something on the notebook.

He knocked on the door softly, to not startle the younger.

Jungkook jumped at his seat for a second but soon turned to look at him.

"Yes ? " He asked softly.

"Why are you still awake ? Go to sleep, it's 2 am."

Jungkook shook his head.

"There's an exam tomorrow. So I have to study for it." Was the answer younger gave before he focused on the notebook again.

Jin stood there for a second and than moved to the kitchen.

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Jungkook turned around when he heard a knock again.

"Here." Said Jin and invited himself in the room.

He placed a plate of sandwiches right next to the notebook.

"Have some snacks and study well. "He cheered as the younger looked at him with his wide doe eyes.

"But don't forget to take some rest before the exam unless you want get sleepy later."

Jungkook nodded still a little shocked by other actions.

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"I missed that lecture. I don't even know what was taught. I just know the name of topic, nothing else. How would I make the assignment on it. "Said Yoongi all worried as he sat in the living room with a laptop on his lap.

"I missed that lecture, too. Don't worry I'll try and ask for some notes from our classmates. "His friend on the phone said.

Yoongi was really frustrated because the due date was on that day and he doesn't know anything.

I can't mess it up. Father will be mad.

He thought.

"Sure,do that and call me. "He replied and the call ended.

"What's your topic ? "A voice asked and he looked up to see Jin.

"I'm sorry I heard your conversation. But can you tell me the topic,maybe I can help." Said the elder.

Yoongi stared at his laptop and mumbled the topic name.

"I know that topic. I can help you. I think I even have an assignment saved up on it." Jin smiled brightly.

"Really ? "Asked Yoongi.

"Yeah. "

"How do you have it ? "

Jin chuckled.

"I am also a business major. And I attended the same college as you. So yes, I know stuff."

"If you want I can even explain it to you ? "

Yoongi stared at him and gave a short nod.

"That would be great, Thankyou."

Jin grinned.

"Wait here,I'll get my laptop."

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"You want something else ? "Asked Taehyung when Jungkook entered his room.

"No, I am fine. I should get going now, actually. I also have to visit the office in the afternoon and I'm sure Yoongi hyung also have some work."

"Sure." Nodded Taehyung and got up from the bed.

"Thankyou for the book set,Jungkook. I really appreciate it."

"It's nothing. I'm glad you liked your present."

"Liked it ? I loved it. "He gave a big beautiful boxy smile.

His husband chuckled.

"I'm happy than."

"How's Jin hyung ?" Questioned Taehyung suddenly and Jungkook's expression changed.

"He is fine, could be better but yes fine."

Taehyung frowned at the answer.

"Hey, don't worry. I am there. I will Take care of him, yeah ? "

The younger nodded with a pout.

"Hey, Taehyung."

The other hummed and looked at him questioningly.

"Can I hug you , before I go ?" Asked the elder shyly.

Jungkook wasn't even looking at him and his cheeks were red.

Taehyung bit his lips to stop himself from smiling.

"Yes, you may."

And Jungkook looked at him but this time the younger avoided his eyes.

Jungkook chuckled and stepped forward, taking other in his arms.

Taehyung hugged back with contented smile and buried his face in elder's chest.

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Hi I hope you guys liked it 💜

I know you guys want Yoongi and Jimin to talk and they will. After few more chapters. Please wait a little.

Also I do recommend you to read this story once in a while. Because a lot of things are going on and you may forget something and get confused.

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