Dear Diary,

We find out the gender of the baby today!

~Aria

"Fourth month," I smiled while kissing Ty, we only have two more to go after this. This pregnancy is flying by but I can't complain I just want to hold my baby in my arms and kiss it's head.

Our baby will be fully developed at six months in my womb because of the wolf blood.

Today we find out if it is a boy or girl, which is a relief because I'm tired to referring to the baby as "the baby" or "it."

"I can't wait until I prove you wrong," Ty beamed.

"I can't wait to teach you that I'm always right," I replied.

I walked into the room with a smile.

"Ready?" the nurse smiled.

"Ready," Ty and I both grinned.

Regardless of the gender of our baby it will be the most loved child in the world.

However words can't describe the feeling that ran through me when the nurse said the words "It's a girl."

"A girl," I shouted tears running down my face.

"Yes and a healthy one at that," she nodded.

"I told you," I sobbed while socking Ty in the arm.

"She's going to be a daddy's girl," Ty smiled but a few tears escaped from his eyes as well.

"Awe babe a little me running around," I laughed.

"I wouldn't want it any other way," he chuckled.

At that moment I truly felt complete. In two months Ty and I would have a daughter and man would she be the most spoiled girl in the world with two parents who love each other and her to no end.

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"I'm not doing that," I groaned.

"Come on that's a cute name," Ty protested.

"I know what it's like to have a boy middle name as a girl, I'm not doing that to her," I replied.

"What name?" Carter asked while plopping down on the couch.

"I'm not telling you because you are going to side with Tyson," I sighed.

There have been a lot of name ideas floating around lately. Everyone and I do mean everyone has ideas and suggestions. Names with meanings, cute names, celebrity names, and I'm happy that the pack members have their ideas and Emmalee and my mother have theirs, but at the end of the day it's Ty and my decision.

I can't say that the putting our names together wasn't a thought I mean it would have meaning and everything but I haven't heard a name that clicked yet. I think when I hear the perfect one that will forever be my daughter's name I will just know.

"As the babies favorite Uncle ever I should have a say," Carter pouted.

"You're a pain," I laughed.

"Tell him," Ty pushed.

"Kayla Dalton James Benson," I muttered. Ty really liked this name but I didn't want her name to be Kayla and I definitely didn't want her to have a boy name as a middle name, let alone two.

"Kaya? Who came up with that," Carter asked.

"KAYA," I shouted. [kay-uh]

"What?" Carter asked slightly taken back.

"That's the perfect name," I smiled. In that moment with Carter's lack of focus the perfect name has been spoken; Kaya.

"I'm confused," Carter announced.

"She said Kayla," Tyson chuckled while putting an emphasis on the "l."

"Oh, well Kaya's cute," Carter shrugged.

"I think Kaya would be perfect," Tyson agreed.

"But she is not having two middle names especially James," I replied.

"But then the name will have a meaning," Ty commented.

Carter rolled his eyes at us and then patted my stomach.

"Your parents are crazy Kaya I'll talk to you later," Carter cooed while leaving.

"Psycho," I called after him.

Ty picked me up and placed me on his lap. He started playing with my hair making me relax.

"Why?" he asked.

A simple word, yet I knew exactly what he was talking about.

"My dad's middle name was James," I replied.

He thought about it for a minute and nodded.

"Okay we won't use it," he chuckled.

"How about Alee," I suggested. [Aly]

"Alee," he asked?

"Yeah because your mom's name's is Emmalee and my mom's name is Aleeah so Alee is in both of their names," I concluded.

"Kaya Alee Benson," Ty confirmed.

"Do you like it?" I asked.

"I love it," he grinned.

"Great," I smiled. Finally the perfect name and it did have meaning.

I cannot wait to call my daughter Kaya Alee Benson, it is a name I will never grow tired of.

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"I just love feeling her kick," Audrey gushed.

"I know it's just proof that there's a baby in there," I laughed.

"Did you ever picture yourself as a mom?" Audrey asked.

"I've always wanted to be a mom but I never pictured myself with a guy or even being pregnant," I replied.

"You wanted it to be a girl though," she smiled.

"Yeah I just want to be able to do the fun mother daughter things and I'm sure Ty and I will have another one down the road," I assured.

"I'm sure you will and one things for sure, Kaya is going to be beautiful," she smiled.

"Thanks, what about you and Carter?" I asked.

"What?" she blushed.

"Any baby making practicing going on?" I laughed.

"No," she groaned.

"It's okay the boys are out buying a crib they can't hear us," I laughed.

"I know but no we haven't," she whispered.

"Yeah you guys are just so cute together," I gushed.

"Thanks," she laughed.

"Girl, quit blushing the psycho's are back," I laughed while seeing them approach the door, Ty carrying a huge box under his arm.

"Why is it you are blushing?" Carter smirked while kissing Audrey.

"You will never know," I cut in while bouncing up to Ty.

"I want to know," Ty pouted but he kissed me anyways.

He set down the box making me look at the picture on the side.

"You found a white one," I grinned.

"Of course I did," he smirked while flexing his muscles.

"That has nothing to do with finding a crib," I scoffed.

"Yes it does," he scoffed back. I laughed making him grin.

"I found you a bed Miss Kaya," Ty added while leaning down to talk with my stomach.

I laughed and pushed at him because I wanted to hug him.

He chuckled and then wrapped me in his arms and kissed my head.

"I love you," he mumbled into my hair.

"I love you too," I mumbled into his chest.

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We were now lying in bed watching "She's the Man."

I was in deep thought and not really watching the movie.

I mean I want to tell Kaya that her daddy saved me but I don't know if I want her knowing all the details of my life.

I want her knowing that you always have to stand up for yourself and not let anyone push you around. I'm so scared and I haven't even brought her into the world yet.

I just never want her getting hurt.

Mostly I want to be the kind of mother like Emmalee, Ty's mom. I want to take her shopping and be their when she has her first crush. I just can't wait to be there for her.

I just never had a role model like that. I really hope Kaya will want to do these things with me. I want to be able to connect with her more than anything.

I know the connection when I talk to her and she kicks but when she's actually here I hope I can reach her like a mother a supposed to able to do.

"You okay Ar?" Ty asked ripping me out of my thoughts.

"Yeah," I smiled however I didn't look at him.

"Aria," he demanded.

I looked over and then back at the movie.

"Arrabella," he sighed while grabbing my face.

"What?" I laughed while pushing at his hands. He let go of my face and I stared into his brown eyes.

"You want to tell me what's been going through that brain of yours for the past half hour?" he chuckled.

"Nope," I mocked.

"Yep," he teased.

"I was just thinking about Kaya," I replied.

"What about her?" he pushed.

"I was just thinking about how I don't really know how to be a mom," I sighed.

"What? You are going to be a great mom," Ty replied.

"No Ty, I mean I didn't have a mom growing up so I'm not going to know what I'm doing," I groaned.

"Aria, I've seen you with the babies in the pack and how you are with talking to people like Audrey and Addie. You are going to be a natural," he soothed.

"You think so?" I questioned.

"I know so," he grinned.

"Thanks babe," I laughed.

I snuggled into him and closed my eyes, maybe I will be natural.

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Hey thanks for reading!

Ty and Aria? :)

So it's a girl? What do you think about the name? ;) The [ ] in the chapter are the pronunciations of her name

~Abbie