"What"He Said While Frowning

"You Know Damn Well What Im Talkin About Jalen"I Said

"Why EveryTime We See Eachother We Gotta Talk About This"He Asked Getting Frustrated

"I Just Asked A Simple Question...You Made Me Get A Abortion You Should Make Her Get One Too Its Only Fair"I Stated

"You Was 16..I Was Broke,We Had No Jobs And You Had Boyfriend Remember!.. You Know Like I Know We Couldnt Bring A Baby Up In This Damn World"Jalen Said Loudly

Jalen Been My BestFriend Since I Was Like Seven He Always Had This Crush On Me But He Was A Player And I Wasnt Into To Players I Started Going Out With Ryan And Jalen Was Mad At Me For Weeks When Me And Ryan Was Going Through Our Make Up And Break Up Phase Me And Jalen Sleep Together And I Got Pregnant

Jalen Was Scared Outta His Mind He Was Only Seventeen At The Time ...He Convinced And Even Force Even Threatened To Throw Me Down A Flight Of Stairs Just To Get A Abortion

Because I Had Feelings For Jalen I Wanted To Keep My Baby I Wanted Jalen To Married Me But He Really Didn't Want The Baby So He Paid For A Abortion After The I Had The Abortion He Dumped Me And I Ran Back Heartbroken To Ryan

"You Don't Know That Jalen We Could Of Kept It "I Said

"And We Would Of Been Two Struggling Ass Parents...Come On Now I Ain't Nothing Like My Pops Im Not Gon Bring A Child In This World If I Can't Provide Like A Man Is Supposed To"He Said

"You Know It Probably Was A Little Girl With Eyes Just Like Yours"I Said With Tears In My Eyes

"Aziah Don't...Don't...Everytime We Talk About This Shit You Get Emotional"Jalen Said

"She Would Have Five This Year"I Said As A Tear Rode Down My Face

He Grabbed Me And Kissed Me Passionately

And I Was In My Feelings So I Started Kissing Him Back

I Remember When Jalen Wanted To Be My First

He Use To Make Laugh,He Could Make Me Feel Better No Matter What The Situation Was,He Gave Me The Best Advice At One Point I Actually Thought I Would Married Him

Jalen Was A Player,Treated Females Badly,He Was A Thug A Coldhearted Thug,But I Always Knew He Had A Soft Spot For Me He Loved Him Some Aziah

As I Was Kissing Jalen

I Heard Tamera Singing "So DComing Lookin for love"

And In My Mind I Thought "August!"

I Immediately Stopped Kissin Jalen And Pushed Him Back

And I Was Feeling Guilty As Hell And From His Face He Was Too

"Congrats On The Baby And The Engagement" I Said

He Grinned And Said "Put Ya Number In My Phone" He Handed Me His IPhone And I Quickly Put My Digits In His Phone

I Gave Him Back His Phone As He Smiled And Said "I Meant To Tell You Early..That The Girl Im Marrying Is So Much Like You Its Crazy"

I Smiled And Said "I Knew Deep Down You Could Never Get Over Me"

He Looked At Me And Grabbed My Hand Gently And Responded "Not Even If I Wanted To"

He Kissed My Hand And Than Open The Door And Walked Out Closing The Door Behind Him

I Ran My Hand Through My Hair And Than I Slightly Pressed My Teeth In My Bottom Lip Reminiscing On That Kissed I Just Had

Its Been So Long Since A Man Kissed Me Seven Months Exactly

Jalen And I Was Just Simply Just Caught Up In The Moment Talking The Baby Just Brought Some Really Old Feelings

Later On That Same Night I Was At Home Baby Sitting Zoey Tamera Was At The Club Thottin

I Was Cooking Up Some Shrimp And Pasta When My Mother Just Walked In

I Looked At Her And Said "That Key Is For An Emergency Not For You To Be Nosey"

"It Smells Good"My Mother Said Sitting At The Table

"Keep Walkin In Ima Start Making You Pay Rent"I Said To My Mother

She Grinned At Me And Said "See That Now Tamera Live Here For Free"

"Tamera's Is Temporary Stayin With Me Until She Get On Her Feet"I Said

"And Where Is Tamera...I See Her Daughter But Look Theres No Tamera To Be Found"My Mother Said

"She's Out"I Said

"Out Where" My Mother Asked

I Sighed And Said "I Don't Know Probably The Club"

"She's At The Club While You Watchin Her Baby"My Mother Aggravated

"Ma Tamera At The Club Is Not New News Exactly"I Said

"Well I Know That Can't Believe She's Living Off You Instead Of Getting A Job Like She Promised You"She Said

"Its Been Two Long Months"I Said

"Aziah You Can't Baby Sit Both Her And The Baby She Gon Have To Grow Up Be An Adult!"My Mother Said

I Fixed My Mother Me And My Mother A Plate Of Food

Than I Sat Across From My Mother

"I Can't Just Put Her Out On The Streets..She Has A Child"I Said

"So What If She Doesn't Care You Shouldn't Either"He Said

I Laughed And Said "Im Not Doin That"

My Mother Laughed Than She Took A Sip Of Water

"August Will Be Home In A Few Days And She Still Gon Be Here?"She Asked

"August Have Nothing To Do With Tamera"I Said

"She's My Niece And I Love Her But Do Not I Repeat Do Not Have That Fast Ass Little Girl Around August"My Mother Said

"You Know She Had Jalen Stop By Here Today"I Said

"Jalen Jalen?"She Asked

"Yeah..He Came By He Looks Great He's Getting Married And Havin A Baby "I Said

"Really Now...So Tell Me He's Is Still In Love With You"She Asked As She Smiled

"I Just Said He's Gettin Married And Havin A Baby Apparently He's Not"I Said

"Good You Shouldn't Care About Him Anyways"My Mother Said

"And Why Shouldn't I?"I Asked

"Because You In A Relationship With August Remember'"My Mother Said

"Ma I Love August I Would Never Betray Him Not Even For Jalen"I Said

She Smiled And Said "Oh I Know That Miss Thang"

After Dinner With My Mother I Gave Zoey A Bath And Read Her A Story And Put Her In The Bed

Than I Went And Packed For Tomorrow As I Was Packing I Heard My Door Bell Ring

I Went And Opened My Door And It Was Erica

"Heard You Going To Miami..He Had Me Go Out And Get You A Some New Bathing Suits"She Said As She Gave Me A Nordstrom Bag

"Well Thank You... You Wanna A Glass Of Wine"I Asked

"Yes...Please!"She Said As She Walked In

I Closed The Door And Lead Erica To The Kitchen She Sat At The Table As I Opened A Bottle Of Wine

"So Im Guessing You're Two Are Gonna To The Beach"She Asked

"Umm..Me Myself And I Just Planned On Havin Sex All Day And Night I Guess August Have Other Plans For Us"I Said As I Filled Two Glasses Of Wine

"You Know He'll Be Home Soon...What You Plan On Doing When He Gets Homes"Erica Asked

"Sleep In Late,Cookin For Him,Layin On Him,Babyin Him,Kissin Him All The Time...I Missed Him"I Said As I Placed The Glass Of Wine In Front Of Erica

"Its Been Seven Months I Don't Think I Could Go Seven Days Without Seein My Husband"She Admitted

"I Can't Even Complain I Mean He's A Superstar He's August Alsina...I Told Em I Will Neva Make Him Choose Between Me And His Career...His Career Goes Before Me And Him And Im Okay With That"I Said.

"I Think Thats Why He's So In Love With You"Erica Said

I Blushed And Said "Im Glad The Tour Is Almost Finished Tho"

"You And Me Both...He's Gonna Stay Here"Erica Said

"Maybe"I Said

'With You Tamera,And Zoey?"She Asked

"Is That A Problem"I Asked Takin A Sip Of Wine

"I Gotta Be Honest I Love Aziah You Girl And All But I Don't Think You Should Let Tamera Be Around August"Erica Said

"Why Everyone Keep Tellin Me That...Look At Me Erica Why Would August Risk Losing All This For My Little Cousin"I Said

"Its Not August I Don't Trust Its Her Tamera I Don't Trust Her And I Don't Think You Should Either..Where Is Tamera Matter Of Fact"She Asked

"At The Club"I Answered

"See Why Would Trust A Bitch That Rather Be At The Club Than To Be At Home With Her Child"Erica Said

Why Everybody Trippin Off Little Ass Tamera Tamera Was The Least Of My Problems