Im Taking Over Dallas Tonight And Tomorrow I Will Be Taking Over The World

Edges Was Laid Face Was Beat And Me On Fleek

You Couldn't Tell That I Was Sick No Not Tonight

After My Flight To Dallas Landed August Had A Limo Come Pick Me Up From The Airport 30 Minutes Later I Was Pulling Up To The Arena I Went In Through The Back Door Than I Walked Back Staged When I Saw My Hubby

With A Red Cup In His Hand And A Smiled Stuck On His Face

When He Looked At Me His Face Was Priceless

I Smiled And Said "Why You Look So Shock"

"I Am....You Look...Good"He Said As He Smiled

Than We Kissed And August Wrapped His Arm Around Me And Was Just Kissin On Me

"When You Go On"I Asked

"In Like Five Minutes...You Seen It Out There That Shit Packed We Sold Out Tonight"August Said

"How Are You Not Nervous"I Asked

"I Am..I Still Get Nervous Before A Big Show...I Just Wanna Give The People A Good Show Give Em They Money's Worth"He Said

He Had Already Been Drinking I Could Tell

I Took His Cup From Him And Said "You Don't Need Anymore Of This"

"I Ain't Finished With That"He Said

"Yes You Are Aug....You Can Barely Stand Up Straight Right Now"I Said

"...Ziah...Im Good"He Said

"Get Ready To Get On Stage..."I Said

Than I Kissed His Lips And Said "Have A Good Show"

August Had A Bit Of A Problem When He Drink..When August Had Way Too Much Too Drink A Whole Another Side Of August Comes Out

He Become Disrespectful And Violent When He Drinks

He Doesn't Drink When Hes At Home With Me And The Kids

But He Would Drink Heavily At His Shows,The Studio,Video Shoot And When Hes On The Road

It Concerns Me Alot Because His Drinking Have Definitely Gotten Worser

August Manger Brian Looked At Me And Shook His Head And Said "I Keep Telling Them To Stop Giving Him Alcohol And Some How Some Way He Keep Getting It"

"He Does It At Every Show"I Asked Him

"Every Single One He Drinking At Home"Brian Asked Me

"He Won't Even Take A Sip Of Alcohol In Front Of The Kids"I Said

He Ended Up Having A Good Show Surprisely When He Came Back Backstage He Had Another Red Cup With Hennessy In It

He Looked At Me And Said "You Ready To Go To This After Party"

"I Think We Should Just Check In The Hotel And Call It A Night Aug'I Suggested

"...You Sleepy?...Than You Go To The Hotel And Call It Night...Im Going To The After Party"He Said

"Fine...Lets Go"I Said

We Ended Up Going To Ace Of Diamonds And It Was Packed Me And August Was Up In V.I.P And He Was Non Stop Drinking

It Was Late And I Was Tired And August Was Getting On My Last Nerves A Hour Had Passed And I Was Read To Go

"August"I Said

"What!"He Said

"Can We Go Now!"I Asked

"Why You Always Gotta Be Buzz Killa...Chill Its A Party..You Know What Ya Need To Have Some Fun...Huh Have A Sip Of This"He Said Trying To Pour Champagne In My Mouth

"Stop..August..You Had Too Much Drink And You Embarrassing Me ...You Need To Come With Me To The Hotel So You Can Sleep It Off"I Said

"...I Think Imaa Grown Ass Man..And I Can Do What The Fuck I Wanna Im Not Ayden So Stop Talking To Me Like Ima Kid"He Said He Was Drunk As Eva

"Stop Acting Like One And Lets Go!"I Said As I Stood Up

Than He Took The Champagne And Poured It All Over Me

I Was Drenched In Champagne "Oh My God" I Said Looking Down At Myself

"Im Sorry I Ain't Hea What You Was Saying"He Said Smiling

"Look What You Just Did"I Said Getting Upset

"And I'll Do The Shit Again You Gon Learn To Stop Talking To Me Like Ima Bitch..Like Ima Hoe Ass Nigga Cause I Ain't None Of That" He Said

"You Being A Asshole"I Said As I Walked Away From Him

I Walked Outta The Club And August Was Behind Me

"Aye..."He Said As He Grabbed Me By Arm

I Pulled Away From Him And Said "Stop" Calmy

"Why You Walking Away From Me..."He Yelled

"Cause You Drunk Im Wet And Im Exhausted"I Said

"So You Just Gon Walk Away From Me"He Said Grabbing My Arm Again This Time He Grabbed It Tighter

"Let Me Go August"I Whined

He Looked Me In The Eyes "Dont You Eva In Ya Life Walk Away From"

"Would You Stop Before Someone Takes A Picture Of You Grabbing Me Up..And Send It To The Blogs"I Said

"So Fuck Them...!"He Said

I Rolled My Eyes "...August Listen To Me..Your Drunk...Lets Go To The Hotel Please"

I Finally Got Him To The Hotel Room He Was Still Drunk

I Was About To Take A Nice Hot Shower When August Began Kissing On My Neck

I Really Wasn't Even In The Mood At All

He Aggressive Kiss Me In My Mouth And Had His Hands All Over Me

He Was Being Very Rough With Me And I Didn't Like It At All He Had His Hand Tightly Around My Neck And Kissing Me

I Move His Hand And Said "...You So Fuckin Drunk"

"...Im Hard As Hell..."He Said Pressing His Dick Against Me

"Im Not In The Mood.....I Need To Get Out Of These Clothes And Take A Shower"I Said

He Looked At Me And Frowned His Face And Said "So What That Mean You Not Gon Fuck Me"

"You Drunk!"I Said

"Man Fuck All That...Why You Don't Wanna Fuck Me... You Fuckin Another Nigga Behind My Back You Know How You Get Down"He Said

I Look At August Like He Was Stupid "What.....You Not Making No Sense"I Said

"You Must Be Fucking A Another Nigga Cause You Ain't Fucking Me...Tell Me The Truth Who You Fuckin What His Name"He Said

"August Im Not Fucking No Nobody But You"I Said

Than He Pushed Me And Said "Bitch Stop Lying"

"Im Not Lying....You Trippin"I Said

"I See How Bitches Wanna Act Get A Few Degrees And Don't Know How To Act...Bitch I Made You...Who Been Paying Yo Tuition All These Years Me...Than You Gon Fuck A Another Nigga "He Said Getting Angry

I Shook My Head And Said "You So Drunk Right Now You Don't Even Realize What You Saying Right Now"

"I Know What Im Saying...You A Hoe Always Gon Be A Hoe.. Im Stupid For Falling In Love With A Hoe"He Said

I Just Sat Down On The Bed And Just Got Real Quiet As I Stared Away From Him

"So Bitch Tell Me Who You Fuckin..."He Said

I Ignored His Question

And Than He Got Real Mad He Picked Up A Fruit Basket And Threw At The Wall

"August Stop Before You Get Us Put Out This Hotel"I Said As Tears Feel Down My Eyes

"Bitch I Been Faithful Tryna Be A Good Husband And You Gon Fuck Around On Me"He Yelled As He Took His Hand And Balled It Up And Punch A Hole In The Wall

"August Stop..."I Screamed

But He Kept Punching

I Hated This Side Of August.. He Only Gets This Way When He's Drunk And I Hated It

August Called Me Bitches And Acuse Me Of Cheating All Night Long Until He Finally Went To Sleep

I Stayed Up All Night As He Slept

It Was About 7 In The Morning And August Opened His Eyes

He Looked At Over And I Just Stared At Him

"Why You Looking At Me Like That"He Said

He Was So Drunk He Didn't Even Remember All The Things He Said And Did Last Night

He Got Up And Said "My Head Is Killin Me."

Than He Looked Around Our Hotel Room And Notice How Messy It Was

"...What Happened"He Asked Me

I Shook My Head And "You...Is What Happened"

"What"He Said Looking At Me Clueless

"You Was Drunk Last Night..You Poured Champagne All Over Me Than You Was Grabbing Me Up Calling Me Everything But A Child Of God...Than You Destroyed Our Hotel Room...Thats Why You Head Hurts..And You Probably Broke You Hand From Punching The Wall All Night"I Said Calmy

"I Did All That"He Said Looking Surprise

"Yes You Did...I've Gotta Get Ready To Go Home You Should Probably Get Ready...Your Flight Leaves In About Two Hours"I Said As I Stood Up And Attempted To Go In The Bathroom

He Gently Grabbed My Hand "Ayee Don't Do That...I Was Just Havin Fun...Its Alot Been Going On With Us Than You Getting Sick I Just Needed A Night To Let Lose And Maybe I Took It Too Far And Went Pass My Limit But It Wont Happen Again..Im Sorry"

Than He Leaned In And He Kissed Me "Im Sorry" He Said

Even Though He Said Sorry I Knew In My Head That It Would Eventually Happen Again