I Was Trying So Hard With All My Might Not To Jump To Conclusions But This Video Was Sayin A Thousand Words To Me

Voices In My Head Tellin Me To Kill Him,Kill Him Just Killin

Looking Down At My Ring And Im Just A Little Confused And Im Second Guessin His "Love" He Has For Me

He Had Arm Around Her So Comfortable She Smiling Like She His Fiancee And Im Nothing

If He's Cheating On Me I Might Just Lose My Mind And Freedom

He Smiling She Smiling As If I Never Existed Like I Wasn't At Home Six Pregnant With Our Second Child

How Can I Ever Learned To Trust Him If He Keep Doing Things Like This?....How Can We Ever Be A Family If He Won't Leave Her Alone....Im Fightin For Us While He Destroying Us

Seeing Him With Was Crushin Me Inside,I Thought We Was Passed This Shit But Here He Iny Face Lyin To Me Again I Can't Take This Shit Again

This Ring On My Finger Means Nothing If He Ain't Loyal Our Love We Have Means Nothing If He Ain't A Hundred With Me

I Sat Up Waiting For Him To Come In It Was Pass 3 And I Was Sitting Up Waiting For My Soon To Be Husband To Walk Through The Door So That I Can Confront Him

Normally I Would Be Extremely Exhausted I Would've Been In Bed By Now But Seeing August With That Bitch Suddenly Had Me Wide Awake

I Found Myself Day Dreaming Of Him And Her And All That They Could Be Doing That I Had No Knowledge Of

I Heard His Keys In The Door I Sat Up Straight Crossed My Legs And Sat Back I Was Losing Control Inside But On The Outside I Was Calm As Could Be

He Walked In

I Was Wearing An White Slik Robe My Hair Was Down And On My Face I Wearing Disappointment

And Soon As He Walked In I Hear

"I Ain't Fuck Her"He Said Looking Ashamed

I Shooked My Head And Said "You Sure....You Lied To Me August You Missed Our Baby's Ultrasound For Another Bitch"

"Its Nothing Like That She Hit Me Up...She Wanna To See Me So We Met At The Zoo Didn't Think No One Would See Us"He Admitted

"Why"I Asked

"Why...Because...I Had To Make Sure I Didn't Still Have Feelings For Her Anymore Thats Why"He Said

"Well Do You.."I Asked Him

And He Just Got Quiet

I Stood Up And Said "You Mean To Tell You May Got Feelings For Her...Than Why Am I Here Why Am I Pregnant ....What Am I Your Rebound"I Said

"Ziah...Its....Not Like That I Love You...I Just Gotta Be Honest With You.....I Owe It You And Me To See If I Had Feelings For Her But I Don't"He Said

"So Now What Im Supposed To Be Happy ? You Lied To Me ..And If You Think Ima Be Sitting Around Waiting For You To Come Home After You Do Your Dirt Nigga You Betta Think Again "

"I Lied Cause I Ain't Want You Get Mad....Calm Down You Blowing This Outta Portion"He Said To Me

"Am I?? Millions Of People Saw You With Her Today! You Know How Embarrassing That Is Do You! You Had No Business Going To See Her At All Period ! I Can't Trust August" I Said

I Looked Down At My Ring Attempting To Pull If Off

He Stopped Me And "Don't Do That....You Take That Ring I Swear On Everything That I Love You Not Getting It Back"

I Pulled My Engagement Off And Said "You Don't Really Wanna Married Me August Im Not Stupid I Can Read Between The Lines Clearly"

And Placed The Ring In His Hands

"So Now You Ain't Gotta Be Stuck Between A Rock And Hard Place GoodNight"I Said

I Don't Wanna Married A Man Who Thinks Its Okay To Lie To Me In My Face,Nor Do I Wanna Married A Man Who Can't Set A Date To Marry Me

I Went Upstairs Still Trying To Be That Strong Woman I Am But It Was Hard Because I Really Love Him And I Thought He Really Loved Me

And Going To Sleep With My Ring Didn't Make It No Better

When I Laid In Bed Tears Immediately Falling

I Was Pregnant And Very Emotional

I Was Tryna Hold It In Because I Always Hated Cryin Infront August It Made Me Feel Weak Inside

He Crawled In The Bed And Got On Top Of And Kissed Me "Stop Crying...I Don't Like It When You Cryin..I Don't Mean To Hurt You..I Love Ya..You Know I Love You."

While Cryin I Said "How Could You Think You Still Have Feelings For Her...August After All We Been Through"

"Ssh...Im Not Goin No Where...Im Here"He Said

"I Can't Trust That...August Those Word Are Just Words Just Tell The Truth You Never Wanted To Marry In The First Place Thats Why We Haven't Set Date..."I Cried

"That's Not True..Baby..I Wanna Marry You...I Just Had To See If I Still Had Any Feelings For Her...But Its You I Wanna Marry"He Said

I Pushed Him Off Me I Got Out The Bed And Said "Yeah...Sure You Do"

I Really Didn't Feel Like He Was Sincere

I Was All In But Now...Im Not Even Sure I Can Do This Anymore With Him

I Grabbed A Pillow And Said "Im Sleepin On The Couch"

After That Night Me And August Wasn't Speakin A Week Went By Past And I Was Literally Thinkin Bout Movin Out

Early This Morning I Woke Up Brush My Teeth And Went Down To The Kitchen August Was Sitting On The Counter And Ayden Was Sitting In His Highchair Eating Cheerios

I Kissed Ayden And Said "GoodMornin Baby"

"GoodMornin Beautiful.."August Said

"Morning August"I Said Walked Over To The Refrigerator

I Opened The Refrigerator And Pour Me A Big Glass Of Cold Milk

"Lets Go Out To Dinner Tonight..You Me And Ayden"August Suggested

My Face Was Like Nigga Please But Because I Felt Like Being Petty I Said.."Lets All Go The Zoo"

"Oh Yeah Cant Do That Daddy Already Been Without Us Ayden...How Bout Just You And Mommy Go Somewhere Else"I Said To Ayden

"How Bout Mommy.. Stop Being A Bitc...."August Said As I Cut Him Off And Said "Hey!"

He Got Off The Counter And Walked Over To Me And Said "Just Talk To Me..."

"Talk..Talk...You Should Of Talked To Before You Embrassed Mee....You Know What People Are Saying About Me...They Saying Im The Sidechick...Me A Sidechick..."I Explained

"People Gon Talk...You Know That Listen What Can I Do To Make This Up Aziah"He Said

"You Wanna Know...Kiss My A S S.....Thats What You Can Do!"I Said

"Thats How You Wanna Be...Ight Im Done Tryin....Do What You Want"He Said As He Walk Away

I Now Felt Bad...Wait What Am I Doing I Said Inside Of My He Head I Attempted To Go After Him But Ending Up Stopping Myself When I Look Down At My Empty Ring

Why Am I Still Here If The Ring Is Gone

Its Time I Distance Myself For Good