Since I Was Always Going Off On August For No Reason August Just Separated Himself From Me Some Nights He Wasn't Even Coming Home

So What If I Shut Him Out He Still Supposed To Be Here For Me But Instead He Was Everywhere But Here For Me

When He Was Going Through It And Having A Hard Time I Was Right By His Side

Right Now All I Want Is Some Love And Affection I Wanted To Feel Special Feel Like I Was Beautiful

I Was Tired Of Being Lonely,Sad,And Depressed So When Jalen Told Me He Was In Town And He Wanted To Take Me Out For Dinner I Didn't Hesitate

Infact I Jumped At The Idea,August Was Home He Nevers Home Anymore And I Just Needa To Be Around Someone Who Loved Me

The Boys Was Spending A Night Over My Fathers And I Was At Home Getting Dressed

I Had On This White Lace Dressed That Hugged Me So Well

I Spent A Hour Doing My Make Up And Curling My Hair

Jalen Was Meeting At The Restaurant And I Won't Lie I Was Kinda Excited To See Jalen Tonight

I Put On My Black Knee High Boots And Twirled Around In The Mirror One Last Time Than I Looked At The Time On My Phone My Phone Was Charging So I Left It On The Sink On The Charger

I Grabbed My Chanel Purse And The Keys To My Pink Ferrari And I Felt Like I Was Forgetting Something But I Didn't Know What

I Shrugs My Shoulders And Left And It Didn't Occurred To Me That I Left My Phone Upstairs On The Bathroom Sink

I Was Looking Good And Feeling So Nervous To See Jalen

When I Pulled Up To The Restaurant Valet Parked My Baby I Walked In The Restaurant And He Was Sitting At An Table

I Smiled As He Stood Up And I Walked Over Too Him

"Look At You..You Looking Good "He Said Smiling As He Leaned In And Hugged Me

I Giggled And Said "How Are You Doing"

"Better Now I Missed You Girl...And You Smell So Good"He Said As Squeezed Me Tighter

"Its Been Too Long"I Said As He Finally Released Me From His Arm

"Who You Telling"He Said As He Pulled My Chair Out

I Sat Down And He Sat Across From Me And Said "You Look So Good"

I Smiled And Said "You Do Too Hows New York"

"My Only With New York Is That You Ain't There"He Said

I Laughed And Said "Oh Stop It"

"Im Foreal" He Said

"Oh God I Gotta Get You Back In Atlanta"I Joked

He Laughed And Said "I Would For You...How Them Babies Doin"

"My Babies Are Just Fine,Ayden Will Be Two In A Few Months And Azian Is 7 Months"I Said As I Smiled.

"They Grow Up Too Fast I Remember When You Had Ayden Your Water Broke In That Bar"Jalen Said

"I Know Right...Every Since That Happened I Don't Even Go Into Bars No More"I Said As I Laughed

"I Was Right By Your Side Tho The Whole Time"He Said

"Yeah You Was I Missed That Having By My Side"I Said As I Opened The Menu

"Im Still By Your Side Even Tho Im Miles Away "He Said

I Smiled At Him And Said "What About When You Get Married You Still Gon Be Here For Me"

"Lemme Think Bout That For A Minute....Ummm..Yes"He Said

I Giggled And Said "How Long Are You In Atlanta"

"A Few Days Im Staying At An Hotel Handling Some Business....I Couldn't Come All The Way In Atlanta And Not See My Baby"Jalen Said

I Blushed And Said "Did You Tell Mimi You Was Coming To See Me"

"Hell Nah...You Tell That Nigga You Was Having Dinner With Me Tonight"He Asked Me

"No I Didn't"I Said Honestly

He Sat Back In His Seat And Said "Yall Still Having Problems"

"Pretty Much Welcome To My World....Its Always Something With Us We Always Arguing Its Like I Can't Understand Him And He Can't Understand Me,Im Not Happy Sometimes When He Comes Home I Pretend Im Sleep Because I Get So Tired Of Fighting With Him"I Explained

"Is That Why You Here With Me Now"He Asked Me

"Yes I Needed A Break From Him"I Said

"You Wouldn't Be Going Through All This If You Would Of Just Married Me When I Asked You Too"Jalen Said Making Me Laugh

"Oh Whatever You So Happy To See Me Being So Miserable"I Said

"Nah I Hate Seeing You Upset,Angry,And Unhappy....I Always Thought The Least That Nigga Do Was Atleast Make You Happy"Jalen Said

"Me Too...I Don't Know Where I Went Wrong Jalen"I Said.

Next Thing I Know I See Nina Who Was By The Way Slayed Standing At My Table

"Aziah....Nice To See Here....Umm Where Is Your Husband And Who Is This"She Asked Looking At Jalen

"My Husband Is At The Studio And This Is My Bestfriend Jalen"I Said

"I Guess...I Was Just Here Having Dinner And I Saw You Over Here So I Thought I Come Over And Say Hi"She Said

Than She Faked A Smile And Said "Hi....And Does August Know You Having Dinner With A Male Friend"

"Why Are You So Concerned"I Asked

"August Is My Bestfriend Thats Why Im Concerned"She Said

"We Had This Conversation Nina Stay In Ya Lane Im Not Gon Tell You Again"I Warned Her

She Smiled And Said "Well Than I Guess I Best To Be Getting On I Don't Wanna Piss You Off Cause Im So Scared Of You....Yall Have A Goodnight"

Than She Walked Away

"Who Was That?"Jalen Asked

"One Of The Many Thirsty Bitches Of August Alsina"I Said

"How You Deal With This Shit"He Asked

"Honestly I Feel Like I Have No Other Choice"I Said

"You Do And Its Called Divorce"He Said

Divorce Was Not Even Option To Me No Matter What Me And August Go Through I Always Felt Like We Work Out Whatever It Is We Was Goin Through

I Don't Wanna Be The One To Break Up My Family No I Can't Do That I Don't Care How Unhappy I Am

I Enjoyed Dinner With Jalen He Kept Me Smiling The Whole Time

Everybody Always Think Me And Jalen Fucking But We Just Cool As Friends Nothing More Nothing Less

He's The Only One Who Can Make Smile When Im Stressed He's The Only Who Stayed Down And Never Changed On Me

Even Miles Could Never Kept Us Apart Our Connection Is Too Dope To Deny

After Dinner We Waiting For Valet To Bring My Car Around

"You Gon Call Me When You Get Home"He Asked

I Smiled And Said "I Might"

"Im Serious And You Playin Call Me Its Some Shit I Gotta Tell You" He Said

"Tell Me Now"I Said

"Nah Ima Tell You Tonight So Call Me"He Said

Next Thing I Know August Comes Over "So This What We Doing Now"

When I Tell You Was I Shocked When I Saw August Standing In In Face He Ain't Have No Shirt On

All He Had On Was Jordans And Basketball Shorts

"August"I Said Still In Shocked

"Surprise Or Nah"August Said

"Or Nah"Jalen Answered

August Ran Up And And Punch Jalen In His Face

And Than They Both Start Swinging On Each Other

"Oh My God"I Said

They Was Literally Fighting August Was On Top Of Jalen Just Pounding Him With His Fist

"August Get Off"I Yelled

I Tried To Pulled Him Off Him But August Is Strong As Fuck "Stop August Get Off Him"

"I Will Kill This Nigga"August Yelled

He Was Dead Ass Serious "August Stop"I Screamed

That When The Restaurant Security Ran Out And Broke Up The Fight

"Insecure Nigga Be Like"Jalen Said Still On The Ground With A Bloody Nose

"Yeah Whatever Nigga You Scratch Me Like A Bitch Bitch Ass Nigga Told You I Was Swinging On Ya On Sight Hoe Ass Nigga"August Said As Two Security Guard Held August Back

Jalen Laughed And Said "I Ain't Gon Lie Tho Her Pussy Was The Ass Whopping"

Than August Start Acting Like A Beast Tryna Break Loose From The Security Guards Grips

"What You Just Say...Nigga I Will Kill Yo Bitch Ass"August Was Furious

He Was Doing Everything To Break Lose And Kill Jalen

"August"I Said

"Look At Me..!"I Said

He Looked At Me "Can You Stop" I Asked

"Im Good....Im Calm...Let Me Go"August Said To The Security Guards

"You Sure" They Asked

"Im Sho....He Already Got His Ass Beat Like The Bitch He Is"August Said

They Let Him Em Go And It Was Fire In His Eyes He Looked At Me Than He Started Walking To His Car

And I Followed Him

"August"I Said As He Continued Walking

"Ay Stop Talkin To Me! Right Now"He Said

"Its Not What It Looks Like"I Said

"You Texted Me Told Me You Was Goin To Bed And Than I Get Call From Nay Nay Sayin You Outcha Eating Dinner With A Nigga You Know I Don't Want You Around! So What The Fuck Is You Talking Bout"He Said

We Got To His All White Bugatti That He Recently Purchased

"I Don't Want You Around Kacy Either But You Always Goin To See Her And She's Always Over And I Don't Say Nothing"

He Turned And Looked At Me And Got In My Face "First Off She Is The Mother Of My Child! I Have To Be Around Her Because She Has My Son You Ain't Go No Kids With This Lame Ass Nigga So Bitch How Stupid You Sound" He Yelled

I Looked Em And I Can Tell That He Is Pissed

"It Was Just Dinner"I Said

"Since When You Get All Dressed Up For "Just Dinner"Look At Ya I Can See Yo Ass In That Little Ass Dress You Think That Shit Cute!,Yo Ass Was All Out Showing For That Nigga SO DON'T TELL ME IT WAS JUST DINNER YOU CAME OUTCHA TONIGHT BECAUSE YOU WANTED SOME DAMN ATTENTION !"He Yelled

He Yelled So Loud I Was On The Verge Of Cryin

Than He Calmed His Self Down And Said "You Did All This To Get Some Attention And Now I Can't Even Trust You No More"

He Got In His Car And I Was Upset Because He Was Right And I Was Wrong I Hopped In The Passenger Side And Said "Im Sorry"

He Just Pulled Off And Ignored Me

"Im So Sorry You Right I Was Only Tryna Get A Little Attention I Didn't Mean To Hurt You"I Said

He Still Ignored Me

"Say Something To Me Please"I Said Looking At Him

He Still Said Nothing To Me He Just Kept Driving With This Angry Look On His Face

And He Wouldn't Even Look At Me The Whole Ride Home

When We Finally Made It Home In The Driveway

And We Were Both Sitting In His Car Quiet Until I Blurted Out "Its Just That I Been Feeling So Lonely Lately After We Lost Are Baby Its Like All We Do Is Argue,I Just Wanted To Have A Conversation With A Man With Out Arguing"

"God You Really Somethin Aziah The Only Reason We Argue Is Because You Keep Blaming Me For Our Loss Like I Pushed You Down Some Stairs Or Some Shit That Don't Give You An Excuse To Lie Or Be Sneaky !You Had No Business With That Nigga Tonight Period! "He Yelled

"Im Sorry Babe Just Tell Me What Can I Do To Fix This Please"I Said Desperate

"I Don't Think You Can...Right Now I Don't Even Wanna Married To You No More Anymore"He Said

Those Words Cut That Cut Deep Into My Heart Like A Razor Blade Straight Through My Chest

Those Words Had Me Crying On The Inside But My Pride As Woman Wouldn't Let It Show

I Would've Died Before I Let Em See Me Me Weak Or Hurt

"Okay...Well Can You Take Me Back To My Car"I Asked Softly

He Started His Car Up I Sat Back And Put My Seatbelt On

As If He Didn't Just Hurt My Feelings As If He Didn't Just Make Me Feel So Bad