I need to do something. I know she is upset about my behaviour yesterday but she will have to deal with it. I am not saying sorry for asking her to stop talking to that monkey. But I am feeling a bit sorry for being rude. What to do?

I was thinking when I realised that she is awake. I act as if I am asleep. I can feel her stare and I can tell, she is looking at me lovingly. After sometime, she places her hand on my cheek and kisses me softly. I love her kisses. Her kisses always make me feel loved and secure. I try hard not to kiss her back. I don't want her to know that I am awake. Soon she leaves to take a bath.

I knew it. Her being in love with me will be an advantage for me. She can not really stay upset at me. She is already accepting me with my personality. But I still can't trust her fully. Not until we consummate this marriage. What to do?

I know. I need to win her heart by doing something she wants so that she is ready to be intimate with me. I am starting to think that my dad's order of taking her to her parents house for the weekend is actually a very good idea. She will be happy and will take it as a sweet gesture. I also need to plan for a honeymoon. I am sure she won't be able to resist me for long especially if we both are alone in some distant place. That is perfect. And I know the perfect place to take her for honeymoon.

*****

During breakfast

I see all my favorite dishes on the table. Well now I know she really does love me to make my favourite food despite being mad at me for yesterday.

I notice that she doesn't have a plate. I ask her if she has already had her breakfast. When she says no, I get angry. There is no way my wife is staying hungry any longer when I know she didn't have her dinner yesterday.

I soon bring a plate from the kitchen and make her sit on the chair and serve her food. She gives me a loving smile which makes my cheeks go a bit warm. Oh shit!

I cannot be blushing. But I can't help it. I try to cover it up by teasing her about her food killing me. That dims her smile a bit. I add that we are spending the weekend at her parents house which brings her smile back.

Nobody has ever given me such a warm and loving smile before, other than my parents. But still, her smile is different, like it is special, meant only for me.

I start eating my food. She really does make delicious food. After finishing, I go to my room to get ready to go to the hospital. I only took a 3 day leave for my marriage. I don't believe in neglecting my job for more than necessary situations. I see that the tie that I am going to wear is not knotted. Shit. I always struggle with this. Normally my mom keeps all my ties knotted beforehand for my convenience but I guess since I got married my mom thought my wife will take over this duty. Before I could call Noor, she comes and starts knotting my tie.

Hmm. She is definitely not mad at me anymore. But I still ask her to which she replies that she is still mad at me. I know she is just teasing me. So I tease her back.

And then, my favourite, she blushes. I love this. She looks so cute when I am teasing her. I think I overdid it as she turns to leave. I pull her back and kiss her- something which I wanted to do since she kissed me in the morning.

After kissing her to my heart's content, I tell her to get ready for our date when I come back and leave for the hospital. I don't need to ask my wife out for dinner. She is already my wife.