《The Sleepless Nights!》Never love your best friend

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When you wiped mayonnaise from my lip corner, my heart skipped a beat.

The feeling seemed to be obvious , but too inconspicuous to be pinned.

Then when you dropped me home, because the weather was quite dangerous that day,

You had somehow made a special place in my heart.

Whn you threw a birthday party for me, i felt so celebrated.

When you woke up whole night and listened to my breakup rant,

Your gesture touched my heart.

When you hugged me when I started crying over failing my anatomy test,

Your comfort soothed me so much that I started counting on you.

When you kissee me abruptly that day, when we were lying on the beach watching waves,

My heart did a summersault, I didn't know hearts could do that.

But when you claimed the next day, that it was a mistake,

My heart burned a bit, just a bit okay. Not much.

What changed that day , is beyond my vision,

My eyes searched for you whenever I went outside.

My phone caught my attention for longer durations , now expecting your call,

Your messages lightened up my mood.

One day, when we got into a fight, and you refused to talk to me,

That day I realised I'm a gone case.

Your ignorance hurt like a bitch,

You leaving my messages on seen seared my insides.

I never felt myself so helpless ever, now when i think of it, I cringe, hating very moment of that submission.

I didn't even realise when I got dragged into the black hole of misery and desperation ,

Holding the only hope of you pulling me over.

But that day never came,

Rather, you drifted away, Too clingy I am, you had said.

I just wanted to be with you when you were sad,

Nothing less, Nothing more.

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Crushing my self respect time and again backfired,

Because you tramped my heart under your feet which I had wore on sleeve.

Wiping my tears, and bracing my heart, I stood up,

To give you an answer , to tell you that I don't love you anymore.

Realisation dawned upon me, did that insinuate that I loved you,

That I lost you even before I found you.

Tired of my 'tantrums' as you quoted,

You walked away from my life, and I let you go for my own sanity.

That day I lost my best friend, and my love both at the same time.

My heart twisted, writhed and convulsed in pain,

Finally it broke into pieces ,shattering into thin red powder,

I didn't know my heart could that too.

Guess I need to revise my medical science books.

Sweeping the broken pieces together I moulded them with tears,

And made a new heart , not as perfect as before, but still beating.

It looks scarred, but mind my words not as weak as before,

Rather too stony for anyone's liking.

But I like it, whoever will etch his name on it now,

Will stay there forever, that I'm sure.

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