Dear Namjoon,

Tomorrow is my birthday. I remember you would take me out and we'd go to the bridge and dangle our legs as you stared out into the stars, seeing the ocean reflect on it. I loved that. Not you, but the memory.

I mentioned it to a customer today casually, as Taehyung looked at me and smiled. He said that I should go do something that day. I told him no. He said that we should go out with him. I told him no. He asked me why I was distancing him. I said because he had a boyfriend. He told me he didn't. And I was confused

- jh