Dear Namjoon,

10/28. Taehyung stayed over as he got dressed nicely as I did the same. We were going out on a date, I told him he didn't have to waste his money on me but he said "you're worth more than I have in my wallet, don't worry" and that made me blush, it was odd feeling to feel after so long. We went out on our date, it was the restaurant we used to always go to, you know the one with the dragon painting? We got adjusted and ordered our food and drinks as I looked over and saw you again. I turned pale quickly as I felt the tears rising. I missed you. Everyone misses you, yet you hurt so much people by doing this. By ignoring. Taehyung looked at me as he traced my eyes, looking at you. He stood up out of his seat, walking over to you. I was so worried as he was talking to you, both of you staring at me. You both looked back at eachother as he punched you straight in the face in anger and I had to run and push Taehyung back, your boyfriend doing the same, his name was Yoongi I believe. I walked out of the restaurant as you pulled me back. "I've missed you Hoseok, I'm sorry." I looked at you as a million things I've wanted to say come out. "You should have thought of that a year ago when you slapped me and called me worthless" is what I said as I walked off, taking Taehyung to my house to bandage him up. I noticed your sad stare from behind, but I could care less, you're absolutely nothing to me.

- jh