— To all the big ghosts who

live in this little graveyard heart,

If you think that I am writing about you,

I always am.

I am not in the business of forgetting love —

I am merely not in the business of .

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depression, general melancholia, eating disorders, sexual abuse trauma, self-harm, suicidal ideations and musings, suicide attempts, borderline personality disorder, mental institutions, etc.