a month passed by hanna continue doing her physical therapy and even got a medication like zolpidem 10mg that improve the symptoms of sca specially people who got sca type 2.

her parents did second opinion but like the first findings on her she's indeed have sca and classified type still unknown. which according to her doctor this is the hardest case to handle since they're clueless about the symptoms and medication need to prescribe. but still her godfather doctor have no intention to give up on her and her family not losing hope. she's now already using a wheelchair because the stiffness of her muscles slowly affecting her walking.

"ill take it here.. thank you nurse joy" hanna said to her assigned therapist assistant. she was done to her daily physical exercise and nurse joy help her to push her wheelchair going to her room, until she decided to take over when she saw a few doors away only before her room.

"ok see tomorrow hanna. you did a great job today" she smile and started to thrust down the wheel of her wheelchair.

she was delighted to see her godfather enter in her room from afar. she was about to slide the door open when she heard her mom crying again to her room. she caught most of the time her mom crying alone in her room every time she's back in her physical therapy. after they found out the result of her second test, her mom always pretending to be okey but deep inside her heart was already shattered.

a tears drops to hanna's lap, she hate herself for being the cause of her mom or her family sadness.she bit her lower lip to stop herself from sobbing. she know the reason why her family not showing their weak side to her, they don't want her to be dishearten in the fight that she's facing right now. but crying behind her back makes her chest tightened.

"im sorry to tell you george but there is no progress on hanna's condition in her intake medication, but still im not planning to give up on that kid. we plan to change the drug that she currently intaking" she heard her godfather doctor david said

"honey stop crying it's not good for the baby" hanna open her eyes and lift her head up when she heard her dad words

"george is right celestine you need to stay out in stress you're still in sensitive state of pregnancy"

"I know..but im afraid right now, I think that im not a capable to be a mother ever since something bad happened to hanna" she immediately wiped her tears off and continue listening her parents and godfather conversations. her eavesdropping can be her new hobby.

"don't say that, you're a good mother to our childs. no one wanted to happened that to hanna and don't blame yourself because of that" hanna unconsciously nod to what her dad said.

"but still george! i-i feel negligent mother I can't even help my own daughter to ease her pain" hanna purse her lips

"are you still going to think that way?.do you think hanna will be happy if she saw you continue blaming yourself?. celestine we are all suffering in pain but just for our baby sake! can you stop stressing yourself!?, we should tell this good news to hanna but we're here arguing about your issue"

"what?! issue? am I the only person here anxious about hanna's condition?!-"

"hey.. both of you stop. arguing is not the solution we need here" she was about to slide her door to open when someone grab her hand to stop her

"jason" she said as she look at her side

"let's get some fresh air in garden" jason said and start to push her older sister wheelchair

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"here" jason handed her a packed of carton milk. she snickered and suddenly remembered mr.hans giving her a milk. he's indeed the younger version of mr.hans, she thought. "what?"

"thank you" she sarcastically said and sip thru in straw

"don't let yourself be bothered to mom and dad argument" her brother started after a long silence. "it just shows how much they love you" he continue.

"I know it just that sometimes I can't-" she felt a lump to her throat, instantly feel her brother soft tap on her back. "I can't stand seeing them fighting because of m-me" she wipe her tears fell to her cheeks

"then close your eyes and block your ears" jason simply said to her

"tss..what kind of logic is that" she said to weak to hear by her brother. "by the way why are you here? you suppose to be in school. even yesterday and the other day you're here instead doing some school activities". she notice that her brother often stay in the hospital than to school

"I'm visiting you. why? you don't like it?". hanna scoffed when jason make a sad face.

"stop making that face it's unsuited to you" she tease and run her hand to her brother face. "be serious jason. tell me the truth are you cutting in classes?!" she scold while glaring her brother." do you want me to inform dad about your claptrap?". she continued

"I filed for leave of absence" hanna surprised to jason words even make her mouth slightly agape. "stop looking at me like that it's unsuited to you" jason run his hand to her face like she did to him.

"why? does dad know that?!" jason nod at her. "what?bu-but why? is that because of me?!" she's speechless. she can never forgive herself if she's the reason behind it.

"don't be full of yourself your not that special tss.." she clicked her tongue but feel relief at the same time. "im attending special classes next year and I want to prepare for that"

"what classes?"

"for music and arts. im done to my admission in college and they want me to prepare for my advancement exams"

"ooooh... nice jason you really impressive. but is that even possible? you only in 8th grader" paul immediately look somewhere to avoid eye contact to her older sister. he sometimes take advantage his sister credulous

"well of course! you know how genius your brother is" he brag. but deep inside all his reasons was a lie.

he actually beg his dad to allowed him to apply the leave of absence, because he wanted to look after her older sister until she fully recover

"tsss... show off " he laugh when hanna mocked him. "but do you know that mom is pregnant?"

"really?! I didn't know, how many months is it?." paul felt his excitement sky rocketed. he really wanted to have a younger sibling even before because he wants to experience to be an older brother

"I don't know I just found out today" they're both excitedly to found out the good news.

"let's go back now. but let's pretend that we didn't know the good news okey?" her brother suggested that she instantly agreed. jason push hanna wheelchair carefully going back to her room.

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hanna currently sitting in her bed while her parents both in front of her and jason seated in a stool beside of her bed. "sweety and baby we have a good news to both of you". the two youngsters exchanging meaningful glance and try to maintain their poker face. "we're having another angel in family. im 4 weeks pregnant" in a cue hanna and jason gleam in delight. they'd both congratulate their parents

"so when you flew in korea you already pregnant mom?" her mom nod

"i don't have any idea back then, we just found out recently" her mom brush her hair gracefully. " by the way sweety your birthday is coming. do you have any wish for your birthday?" she clutch the bedsheets under her blanket before nodding to her mom ." you do? tell me what is it" she slowly scan her family faces and saw they're waiting for her answer

"I want to stop my therapy and medication.instead I want to travel with you guys to create a memory that I will treasure" hanna immediately heard dejectedly groan from her family which make her head bow down

"hanna what's wrong? why are you suddenly said that. are you having a trouble-" her mom voice cracked at end. "you know that it can't be happened". her mom continue

"I just thought instead spending my time here, I want to do what I really wanted" she softly said

"your not spending your time here for nothing hanna. your here to heal for you to do what you wanted in the future" she lift her head and saw her dad seriousness with saddened eyes. she bit her lower lip and head bow again.

"I just don't want to be burden anymore" she weakly said to herself but jason who's near at her hear her words.she glance her brother when she felt his hand on her and met his eyes as if saying that he's always by her side. " im sorry I won't say it that again" hanna said to her parents

"don't be sweety just rest okey?" her mom said and hug her from her side.

" mom you can go home and rest. for the meantime I will take care hanna here. you too dad I know your busy in company I will let you two know if something happened" jason suggested that makes his parents flustered to his words. "why? did I said something wrong?"

"ah.. no it's just that you acted matured much more than your age. im very proud of you son" his dad said that make his heart flutter. eventually their parents bid goodbyes on them after making sure hanna's state was okey.

"jason can I ask you a favor?"

"sure what is it? as long as you don't want me to buy something just to be alone here and do a little escape to hospital challenge again that you did in yulje last month" hanna bit her lower lip when her brother guess of her favor. "what the- you really wanted me to buy something?" she nod

"but of course im not going anywhere. since im not in capable doing that thing right now. promise" she assured her brother while placing her right hand to her left bosom.

"tsss.. fine what is it?" jason said in surrender

.............

while jason run a errand from her again she started to write a letter to her family, only friends in korea, to mr.hans and of course to her favorite artist mamamoo

she asked her younger brother to buy her some sort of materials that she will need in writing a letter. she need to do it before her motor skills in writing will be lost although it was part of her therapy but still like her doctor said, her condition doesn't show any improvement from her intake medication.

in the middle of writing a letter to mr.hans she saw her hand suddenly a bit shaky and she's getting muscles cramps. she dropped her pen and start to massage her arm to loosen her tense muscles. she wanted to finish her last letter but her hands not following her already.

"are you okey?"'hanna switched her head to jason who currently walking towards to her with paper bag on his hand. "did your muscles stiffen again?, let me help you" jason place his bought food on coffee table and immediately sit beside hanna eventually starting to massage her arm

"I just pushed too much myself on writing and designing the letter" she reason while observing her brother seriously massaging her left arm. "you can stop now, I'm already feel okey. thank you." she continue

"do you want to eat now?" hanna nod to jason and she quickly put away her things in bed table and properly organize it in the lampshade table near in her bed. she decided to continue her works when she got enough rest to subside the tensing muscles in her arms.