After getting home I saw my parents had left the back door open for me and a change of clothes. I put on my shirt and leggings on before walking in. My parents were in the living room watching tv when they heard me. "Hey hun how was your run?" Dad asked with a smile. "It was good but can we keep it between us that I'm a black wolf I know that they are rear among us like white wolfs who usually are alphas or Luna's I don't want to be mistaken by either or people thinking I want to take the alpha position or something," I said a bit worried at what my parents would say. "Oh hunny you have nothing to worry about and yes just try to keep her at bay and if you need to shift do it late at night so people won't see you," my mother said agreeing with me. "Well I guess that just leaves us with just always trying to cover it up and also make sure if you get mad not to let her take over ok," dad said giving me a smile then turning to mom. "Yes hunny try to keep her down and it will help and maybe your dad can help you train at night with your wolf but during the day only human and if anyone ask just say it was to painful the first time and your scared and that you will try to work on it even if it's a lie," my mother said as she leaned towards my father again and started to pay attention to there movie once more. I did not second guess them and left to my room.

Time went on and some even thought that I did not have a wolf. Others thought I might be hiding my wolf or of course what the mean girls would say is that my wolf was to ugly to show because of my scar or I was just to mean. Funny thing is that my wolfs name is scarlet. And scar for short kinda ironic too if I do say so my self. Anyways time went on and I also started to see that my life has just started to get in to a certain schedule. Morning breakfast, school, homework, training, and late afternoon patrols. So much of my schedule was full of things that I barely fit in eating. It did help though keeping me from wanting a mate but as time was going and many found there mates I have already lost hope I would ever get a second chance. Funny when I'm on patrols sitting and checking out the area then two people out of no were are perfectly matched by the moon goddess kissing by a tree so in love that it hurts to not have it too. The pain of reminding that night Jake just said those words coldly to me. One of my guesses is that he did not want to be pared to his bettas sister and or a week wolf that I was 2 years ago. Now I have gain more experience and been in a few rouge fights that have help me learn and I hope to continue to learn as I go or at least keep me at bay. There has been situations where wolfs have gone rouge after being rejected but I hope I won't end up like that. "Jayla I'm sorry he left us," scar said in my mind as I was thinking about our rejection. "It's ok scar it's not our fault he just did not want us and because our love to our mate was already there we let him go so he would be happy," I said back to her as we continued walking through the forest by the boarder. "I hope we are able to find our second chance mate soon," she said happy to know that we may still have someone out there. "I'm sorry to burst your bubble scar but there's not really much hope left all we got is us and protecting this pack till our last breath," I said and she went silent. I blocked our link and I knew that I might have hurt her feelings but to me finding a mate now is just a fairy tail that only happens to certain people.