Hello! I want to let you know that this is the last chapter! It saddens me but I know it is in a good place. This was like my baby and I enjoyed writing it!

I hoped you all enjoyed it as much as I enjoyed it!

I would like add that I will be posting my new story when I get back from vacation. It was my other story but I took it down so I could focus on this one, but since this is done it will be put back up with new chapters and what not!

IMPORTANT: NEW STORY IS UP!!

ITS CALLED "IN THE HEAT OF THE MOMENT" ( Was once called " The Secretary Who Should've Stayed Behind The Desk)

ENJOY!

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Emma POV

My eyes fluttered opened but all I saw was white. This can't be right can it? Did I die? Looking around there was nothing; it looked like a plain white room. It seemed familiar but different at the same time. Suddenly a figure came out of nowhere.

Looking closer I literally jumped back. "Mom!"

"Hey baby, how's my girl doing." I ran into her arms. How is this happening?

"Mom I miss you so much!" I continued to cry into her arms as I enjoyed her hug.

She held me tighter. "We miss you too, but you shouldn't be here."

My eyes traveled to her face. "What are you talking about? This is a dream right?"

She kept from looking at my gaze. "Baby I'm afraid not."

"Mom what are you saying?" I demanded

"You died."

"No! NO! This isn't happening! This is wrong! Mom do something anything!" I shouted falling to the floor.

"I would sweetie I would but I can't. They have rules here." She looked around as if expecting someone.

I continued to sob. "He remembered me. Mom he remembers and now I leave him? I wanna go back. I have to! My babies need me! They need their mom. I didn't mean for them to go on without a mom. It was selfish of me to want to die. I get that now. I thought it would be best for all but I know it's not. Please moms help me!"

"I would believe me I would." She lifted my face to look at her. "It does get easier."

I stood up panicking "No I can't do this I'm going back."

"Listen to me and listen quickly. You had your shot at living. You had the chance at love. For once you had someone taking care of you when we died but now you are here and you can't change it. I'd do everything I could but I'm not even supposed to be here." She looked around the room again.

"I must go. I'll see you again." I watched as she faded away when her words sunk in.

"No! Please let me go back! I want a do over! Please!" I begged on my knees.

The b rightness of the room started to fade. Lifting my head from my hands I noticed the room kept turning darker and darker until it was pitched black. I felt blind unable to see and completely helpless.

Suddenly I heard that laugh. The laugh I hated all those years. The laugh only the devil himself could do perfectly. Turning around I saw nothing. The room was still black but I could feel him near which caused my heart to beat faster and not in a good way.

"Boo!" jumping back the lights suddenly shot on.

"Kevin, I thought you were dead?" I questioned the obvious.

"I am but so are you." He moved closer causing me to move in the opposite direction.

"No I'm not!" I shouted.

A grin broke out on his face. "Babe look around. How do you think I'm here?"

"That's my question you should be rotting away in hell!"

"Still mad at me? That's ashamed we could have so much fun here." He tried to get closer to me.

"Stay the hell away from me." I threatened.

He laughed at my panic. "Here's some news for you to understand your precious man is not here to help you any longer!"

"You still mad he killed you." I pointed out.

"I should have killed you so many years ago." He told me calmly.

"Well you didn't so get over it and disappear." I crossed my arms waiting for him to do so.

"You think I came all this way just to poof away. Now who's the dumb one?" My back hit a wall as he came even closer.

"I'm not you puppet anymore!" I said.

"I don't like the word puppet more like doll." He touched my cheek.

I slapped it away and tried to run but was jerked back by my hair. "You'll love what you get. My guess is you forgot how much fun we use to have."

"That was nowhere near fun! Now get away from me." I screamed.

"Not how this game works. You should remember." I held my hair in his hand as he jerks my head up so he could see me better.

"That was no game! That was rape and you are a rapist who needs to pay for all you did to me." I shouted at him as I kicked him in between the legs.

As he fell I looked back at him holding his crotch. "Yeah it hurt me to."

I took off running but had no idea where I was running to. This was a big white room that seems to not end where I was running to. Looking back Kevin had disappeared. After all those years I finally let him have what he deserved...nothing.

When I finally got out of breathe I sat on the ground. I just wanted to go back. I pulled my knees up to my chest as I wrapped my arms around my legs. What would my kids think? Would they understand? I want to be with them. I can't let them go on without a mom like I did.

Closing my eyes I prayed to go back. Back to my life. Back to where I was finally happy. Back to where I was loved.

Opening my eyes the room had changed it was unfamiliar but was in the appearance as a hospital. Lovely who would I see this time? I hope it's not Mike, I don't think I could handle him at the moment or worse Stacy.

I heard the door handle rattle. Well here is goes. I lifted the blanket over my head like I use to do as a little girl until my dad would check for monsters. Pretending to be a sleep was hard because I couldn't stop from breathing loudly since I was panicking.

"Emma, babe can you hear me?" Peeking thought the blanket I nearly screamed.

"Tyler." I rose up so fast my head became dizzy.

"Shh...Calm down. I need you to lie back down." He ran his thumb under my eyes to get the tears.

"Tyler is that really you?" I questioned as he had me lay back and sat on the bed adjacent to me.

"Babe it's all me. I missed you so damn much. I hate what happened, and let me say I am so sorry. I can never forgive myself and I get it if you can't or even want to forgive me." His eyes became watery.

Looking at him I grabbed his hand "How do you know about it?"

"Caitlyn told me about everything." He said as he pulled his hand from mine and placed it on my stomach.

"Tyler I--." I couldn't think straight.

"Emma look I wish I could go change everything that happened but I can't and I hate it. I hate myself so much for it. For causing all this on you, I should have protected you and I seem to fail you. You can leave I get it if you want to but you have to know..." I shut him up by pulling his head down so I could kiss him.

"Do you really think I'm going to hate you and leave you? You think so little of me sometimes." I rolled my eyes as Tyler kissed me again.

"I miss you so much. I feel like I haven't seen you in forever." He started to kiss my neck.

Laughing I pulled him back to my lips. "Tyler as much as I love you my back is starting to really hurt."

"Oh right sorry let me get my mom." He pushed up off the bed.

"Your mom? Wait where are the kids?" I demanded.

"Don't worry I'll bring them in but you were out for sometime so I had them at home. Don't stress Caitlyn is on her way over with them right now." After hitting the call button on the wall Tyler came back over to the bed.

"How long was I out for?"

"About a week and a half, we almost lost you. I couldn't stand the thought of losing you. I have no idea how you did what you did when I was under that spell but I commend you and look at you and see someone strong and beautiful who can do anything."

Tears fell from my eyes. "You just have a way with words."

He grinned at me. "I try my best, but back to this." He placed his hands on my belly. "

"Oh no Tyler tell me something didn't happen." I cried into his shoulder.

"Baby call down nothing happened. We have pretty good pack doctors. My parents are the best but we had to wait on them so the first doctor who got to you first performed a miracle." He rubbed my back to calm me.

"Are you ready for another?" I whispered not really wanting to know the answer.

"Look at me Emma, I love the two we already have but I sure as hell will love this one as much as I love you and the other two kids. But maybe I should tell you about something." He paused and my heart was racing.

"Tyler what is it? You're scarring me."

"There isn't a baby."

My mouth dropped "What?"

A grin broke out on his face. "There are two."

My head started spinning. "Two? As in twins?"

"That's what most people usually call it when they are having two babies." Tyler started laughing harder.

I swatted his shoulder. "Why did you do that to me?"

"Do what?" He acted all innocent.

"You know, act like we weren't having a baby." I pouted playfully.

"I'm sorry. Will you forgive me?" He kissed my forehead.

"I'll see what I can do. What are we going to do now? That's going to be four kids?" I can't imagine it. The two now are wonderful but they do make me exhausted.

"We will figure it out. We always figure everything out. They will never go without a thing. We can do this." He locked his eyes with mine.

"Tyler I love you so much!"

"I love you more than you could ever imagine."

"Tyler, this may sound super crazy but did I die at all or was I just in a state of dream land?" I had to ask. I needed to know what it was with my mom and Kevin.

"Why would you ask a question like that?" He was worried.

"It's just I saw my mom...and possibly Kevin. They felt so real. I just don't know what it was." I confessed.

Tyler studied me for a moment. "What happened to you is hard to explain. As for what you say you saw I couldn't tell you what is was but all I can say is you're here now. So if you died for a second then you could have saw them or it could have been your mind but don't worry too much about them."

I held onto Tyler, I felt safe finally. Here with him made me feel like for once everything could finally be perfect. The door opened causing my attention to draw to it. Lisa walked in causing me to cry again.

She was at my bed in an instant. "Emma are you okay. What's hurting?"

Shaking my head I smiled at her. "No I'm fine, well my back hurts some but it's just that I missed you so much!"

"I missed you too! Don't ever put yourself in danger like that again." She scolded me then winked.

She checked all my vitals and then gave me some medicine for the pain. Tyler whispered something in her ear and for a minute they get this secret going back and forth. Lisa turned to me and excused herself then left.

Tyler was smiling at me as he went to the door and opened it. Arabella came running in and jumped on the bed. "Mommy!"

"Sweetie I've missed you so much!" I hugged her as she giggled.

"Mommy I've missed you too. Grandma and grandpa aren't like you and daddy." She whispered to me.

"Don't worry I'm not letting you go anywhere else for a very long time." I looked up to see Jacob in Tyler's arms asleep.

"He's grown so much." I looked at Jacob who was taller now and looked more like his daddy.

"You should hear him talk." I saw Caitlyn walk in and come over to give me a hug.

"Thank you" I whispered in her ear.

"You're my sister Emma there is nothing I won't do for you" She hugged me again.

"Well Tyler take care of her. I'm going to get back to Kyle and my boys. Oh Emma congratulation on the two." She winked as she walked out.

Arabella had looked up at me. "Mommy what did she mean?"

"You've gotten smarter since I last saw you." I poked her nose.

She nodded "Will you pretty pwease tell me?"

"How would you feel about a new brother or sister?"

"No boy I want you to have another princess like me." She grinned at me.

Tyler walked over and lay Jacob down beside me. He snuggled up to me instantly. He looked so peaceful in his sleep. I can't wait for him to wake up. I miss my boy so much. I missed my kids more than they would ever know.

"How about two new ones?" Tyler asked her as he sat at the end of the bed.

"Daddy, mommy can't have two babies." She laughed as she thought he was joking.

"No princess mom has two babies in her tummy." Tyler said as he rubbed my stomach.

"Really?" Arabella followed her daddy's lead.

"You could have two new sisters or brothers or even one of each." I explained.

"Yay!" She squealed.

Arabella stayed on the bed rubbing my stomach until she fell asleep. She asked if she could share rooms with her new sister. She was so determined for a new sister. I just wanted two healthy babies. Tyler was watching me.

"Do you want me to move them so you can sleep?" He questioned.

"No, I wouldn't want them anywhere else." I looked at the two angles in my arms and kissed their heads.

"You are an amazing mom." Tyler spoke.

I smiled at him "You're the best dad anyone could ask for."

"I guess we just have the best family." I laughed as I stared at him.

"What do I have something on my handsome face?" He started to feel around on his face.

I shook my head "Thank you."

"Thank you? What are you thanking me for?" He was so confused.

"For saving me from Kevin. For being the one to show me that love still existed. Giving me a family I love just as much as the first one I had. I could never fully thank you enough, but I want you to know that I am thankful for every single thing you do."

Tears had formed in Tyler's eyes. "I'm glad you accepted me. Even when you found out I was a werewolf and to this day you still love me, even when you've been to hell and back. I should be thanking you. I could thank you every day and it would never be enough."

I started to cry at his words. "Tyler my life started when I met you."

"You are the best thing that came into my life and I will show you till the day I die." He moved closer, leaning in for a kiss.

Pressing my lips up to his I felt complete. "You are the only one for me."

"I'm glad because I don't plan on sharing with anyone." Tyler looked at me with love and I knew I would never have to worry about anything ever again because he would take care of me.

I use to be filled with hate, and all that hate was because of one man, but now I'm filled with love. It's from my family all thanks to Tyler. My past has a lock on it now and I'm moving on to my future and loving every minute of it with the ones I love. I am no longer that girl who believed that Tears Come First.

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