My pulse rose as a small hum came out of my mouth, i havent sang alone in awhile and it scared me. I closed my eyes remembering the last time i sang infront a crowd, it was really just at my moms wedding.

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I smiled at my mom as i sat on the chair. "This is for the lovely couple and couples." i closed my eyes Fucking christ Emma is isnt here yet. I cant perform without her can i?

I swallowed as i started to sing. "Its a littlle bit funny..." the verses flew out of my mouth as my biological father whispered into my mothers ear, her face softening to a sad look. The smile disapearing as she turned away and rushed out of the garden.

My finger tips, stopped picking at guitar. the voice that was mine stopped

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I quickly apologized rushing off the stage, sick as a dog as i sprinted outside, close to throwing up as my hands gripped the metal railing. My breaths got faster and shorter. I closed my eyes quickly.

the last words she spoke to me. "Sugar were going down swinging..."