sometimes i think i am a sentence

i like what i typed out, but then

oh shit

i backspaced it

i try to type out a new one

but i don't like it as much

i ask for help making a better one

but then it's just confusing

i make no sense

oh wait

i kind of like this new one better

it's happier

lighter

brighter

but it's not the same

it's not me

it's not the original

i liked the original one

it was darker

meaner

weaker

but it was me

it was good

and i want to remember

but i can't find the words

so now i'm stuck on an empty page

and i can't spell

i can't think

i'm just a blank page

i'm lost

help