This feels like the end of the world

These tears fall down, oh so pearled

I grip the sheets with shaking hands

For I shatter apart in unknown lands

Clenching my teeth in tearing pain

Your absence makes me go insane

My gaze strays about empty space

Oh how I miss your so smiling face!

Warm twinkle in your brown eyes

Now, I drown in my hollow sighs

I know I was never so good enough

But I never knew it will be so tough

So tough to live with a broken girl

That you'll leave her in tiring swirl

To break into millions of lost pieces

Day by day, my emptiness increases

Waking to rainy mornings all alone

I still can't accept that you are gone