Slowly, I pick up all these old pastels

They remind me of tiny silver bells

That I used to draw back in gallery

When I had no worry about salary

Those days were this heavenly bliss

That deep in my heart, I really miss

When your existence was unknown

And I lived in this world of my own

Days without the sad broken hearts

When I fell for lovely colors in arts

Because it was so better than falling

In love and end up in painful calling

Days when hurt belonged to bruises

Achieved in playing outdoor cruises

When wounds healed within hours

But now, it's been years I have scars

That you gave me when I was young

They leave a bad taste on my tongue

I can't seem to swallow all this pain

That you gifted me back on 6th lane

They say young hearts break easily

It's true for you came 'n' left breezily

Monsoon keeps on passing so silently

My heart beats inside me so violently

For my eyes await your fading steps

For your arrival, I madly make preps

Oh please tell me where do I go now?

I live on your slowly whispered 'ciao'

But you never even pick up my call

Was there ever a more painful fall?

Because your absence hurts me a lot

I wish I had in my heart a blood clot

That will choke me to death forever

And I will have to wait for you never

It's so wrong to make false promises

That day you'll accept it is a premises

There you enjoy your days 'n' nights

While here I get lost in blinding lights

For you, our love was a fleeting affair

But I still wait for you on third stair

You may never know, it's your knife

That I accepted as the story of my life

No matter how hard I keep on trying

Everyday I feel like I'm slowly dying

When I'll be no more, oh so dear one

Speak up, then will you at last return?