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(Recap)

I smile/blush and I snuggle up to his bare chest, his chin resting on my head.

In this position I fall deep asleep.

Probably the best sleep I've had since I was a child.

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I woke up and tried getting out of bed but a tight, heavy grip is around my waist in the spooning position.

I roll over to see who it was.

"Morning snorer!" Kian smiles when I rolled over to face him.

"Did I snore!?" I ask worried.

"Haha no I was joking" Kian laughs.

"Fuuck! Don't do that!" I say and slap his arm lightly "i have to get up and get ready for the day" I add and try getting up but Kian tightens his grip around me.

"Kian your squishing my insides!" I yell.

"Just a little longer?" He whines and I give up.

"Fine" I say and I snuggle back up to kian and we fall back to sleep.

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"Laura? Ricky is on his way to pick you- " Jc says swinging the door open

"Oh shit" he adds when Jc see me and Kian sleeping together cuddling.

"I won't interrupt you two" Jc says and leaves my room slamming the door which woke me up.

"Who's there!?" I yell which woke Kian up.

"What's wrong princess?" Kian says in his husky morning voice while he is still half asleep.

"Someone was here!" I say and quickly getting out of bed to my wardrobe.

"No one saw us" Kian says sitting up "calm down. Take deep breaths in and out" he adds and starts doing some breathing exercises to help with stress but I ignored him since I'm not stressing.

I pick out an outfit and go to my bathroom to have a shower.

I look under the sink to find a new soap and something sharp cuts me deep on my wrist.

"Ouch!" I yell.

"What's wrong?" Kian says jumping out of bed and ran to the bathroom opened the door and see my wrist bleeding.

"Do you cut?" He asks getting bandages.

"No!" I reply

"used to" I mumbled under my breath and he didn't hear good.

"How did this happen then?" He asks and placed the bandage over the cut,

"I don't know" I reply.

Kian leaves the bathroom and I changed into my outfit and went downstairs. (outfit above)

"Laura you ready to go?" Ricky asks as I walk down the stairs.

"Um... Sorry what?" I say confused.

"Dad is back, so your going back home!" Ricky chuckles.

"Oh" I laugh and I run back upstairs to the bedroom I was staying in and I start to pack.

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"Ok I'm packed" I say with a pretend sad face.

"Let's go-" Ricky says and someone interrupts him

"-can I come?"

"Oh my gosh no you can't, Kian" Ricky says sarcastically.

"Actually we have a meeting about secret o2l stuff soon" Jc yells running down the stairs "so after we drop Laura off, we go to the meeting" Jc adds.

"Ok good idea" Ricky agreed.

...

Lucky it wasn't all o2l or else we all wouldn't fit in Ricky's car.

Sam is out on a date with his new girlfriend Lily, And Connor is at a different meeting.

So it's just Ricky, Kian, Jc, Trevor and me.

They drop me off in front of the complex and I walked to mine and dads apartment.

I unlocked the door and slowly opened it. I closed it and leaned against the door I let out a big sigh while looking at the ground and I drop my bags beside me.

"Was it really that bad?" Someone sang from Guy Sebastian's song 'don't worry be happy' and I noticed it so I continued it.

"Really that bad" I say very sadly. I'm too sad to sing.

After I spoke dad lifted my head up so we are looking at each other

"I don't think it's really that bad" dad sang with a concerned face.

"Hey dad" I say with a fake smile and pulled him into a hug.

"Ok what's wrong?" Dad asked and hugs me back.

"I'm fine."

"Are you peeing blood?" He joked to enlighten the mood but did not work.

"That didn't work dad and no I am not on my period" I grumbled and I picked up my bags and started walking to my bed room "I'm sorry I didn't really sleep good" I added without looking at dad and I kept walking to my room.

I get to my room and fell on my bed, literally fell, and I closed my eyes.

I just lie their on my bed thinking about life and what has happened recently.

My mother died,

Finding Ricky,

Moving to LA,

Had a little thing with Kian but I said I wanted to stop it,

Can't find any girl friends,

Feeling lost where ever I go,

And over all that I haven't been sleeping well for long periods of time.

I start falling asleep and my phone vibrated in my bra, I open my eyes and took it out.

I got a voice message from Jc.

Voice message "I thought about our last kiss, how it felt, the way you tasted..." Someone sang Amnesia from 5 seconds of summer.

Umm what? They listening to 5sos without me?! Bruh! Wait was that Kian singing?

I open messages to reply and he sent another text it says-

2:42pm

"Just thought you wanted to hear Kian sing about his princess (you)! :) x"

I read it and laughed.

I reply-

2:44pm

"bruh you listen to 5sos without me :( xx"

As soon I send it I get a text back from Jc.

2:45pm

"sorry it's Kians fav and he is the driver so he picked :'( <3 how are yah?"

2:46pm

"I'm fine"

2:46pm

"just fine? :/"

2:47pm

"yeah x"

2:47pm

"ok if you say so, We arrived to the meeting bye talk after <3"

2:48pm

"have fun"

2:49pm

"ugh I'll try. Kian is always annoying help me! -_-"

2:50pm

"haha suffer bish! I'm thinking about going to the mall"

2:50pm

"meanie :( yeah it would be good for you!"

2:51pm

"hey Jc ain't your meant to be in a meeting? 😏"

2:52pm

"shh I'm texting under the table! Don't tell anyone!"

2:53pm

"goodbye Jc! I'll leave you to it."

2:55

"noo! Don't leave me with... this" (photo of Kian inserted here)

I don't reply because he's in a meeting and he will be in lots of trouble if they caught him and Kian would be upset that I'm texting Jc not him.

Ugh boys always get upset haha, joking!

I decided that I'm gonna go to the mall to treat myself.

I wear the clothes I got on, got some money and my keys, left a note that I've gone shopping on the table for dad to read and drove to the mall.

I went through a few shops, and this one shop i saw but I kept walking past it. Might go in it when it's less busy so I went to Starbucks to order a non-caffeine drink.

I walk in and ordered, waited a little and got my drink.

I turned around and see Sam with a girl and Sam spotted me.

"Laura!" Sam yells across the store and waves to me to come over so I did.

Once I stand next to their table, Sam pushes me down onto a spear seat opposite them.

"Laura this is Lily, Lily this is Laura- Kians girlfriend" Sam introduces me and I just realised what he said and I feel my face turning red.

"No! I'm not Kians girlfriend!" I assured worried.

"Haha I understand, but hey you seem fun to hang out with, here is my number let's talk sometimes" lily says adding a smile and giving me a note.

"I would love too and you seem fun too" I say smiling back.

I got up from the seat and left the store. I decided to go to the cute store I saw before.

I walk in and it's very bohemian,

I like it!

I'm looking around and I've all ready found some things to buy.

I walk over to this rack and some girl comes beside me.

I look over at her and oh my world...

"I love your dress!" I say to this girl beside me and she turned around to me.

"Oh thanks! I got it here. When I first put it on I wasn't to sure about it and how it looked on me but now I kinda like it" she says quickly but I managed to understand it.

"It looks amazing on you. Oh! by the way I'm-" I say but she interrupts me before I could finish.

"-Laura! I know. I love your songs! They are so... 'my feels'!! Haha" she explains "I'm Daisy!" She adds.

"Daisy... I love that name it's got a cool vibe to it! We should hang out sometimes, here's my number!" I laugh and we swap numbers.

It's getting late so I buy the clothes that's in my hands and I left the mall to go back home.

I have a shower and went to bed.

"What a great way to end a good day!" I say before going to sleep.

I've met two really nice girls that I think we will become very close, I just know it.

And I finally fell asleep...

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