Copyright © 2015 Annabelle Hays

Carson's POV

After we get Annabelle out of her wheelchair and into the car, we drive to get her some food then head home. We wheel her in through the doors, which mind you, was very difficult.

We all plop down on the couch at once, suddenly exhausted. It was silent, which is odd for us. Finally Kian speaks up and he claps his hands together once, clamping them together.

"Well I guess now is good a time as any." He says and we all eye him, confused. "Well, about two days ago, we got a call from Digi and well..." He says trailing off. "We are going on tour." Sam bursts out.

We were silent for a second and then the girls and I cheered. "You guys! That's amazing! Congrats!" I say and we all hug one another. After the big announcement we all kind of did our own thing.

As I was looking for something to do, I saw Connor sitting by the pool with his legs in, all alone. I open the sliding door and quietly join him, resting my head on his shoulder putting my own legs into the pool.

"So how long are you going to leave me all alone" I said half kidding, looking out at the beautiful sunset. He stayed silent and I grew worried.

"Babe? What's wrong?" He remained silent and I grabbed his face in my hands and turned his face towards me. "Hey," I said trying to turn his head again, him still not looking me in the eye. "You can tell me anything. I love you no matter what." I say and I kiss him, but he doesn't kiss me back.

"Connor? What's the matter?" He gets up and starts walking away. I grow panicked and run after him and grab his arm. "Hey. Hey!" I say with more force the second time.

"You wanna know the problem? That's exactly it." He says and I look at him, confusion in my eyes. "You love me. That's the problem." He says sadly, yanking his arm from my grasp.

I feel tears stinging at the back of my eyes. "Connor! We can work this out! Just talk to me! What did I do wrong?" I ask, as tears threaten to spill.

"You aren't the problem, It's me. I'm the problem!" He says yelling the last part, makeing me jump. I grow frustrated, angry that he's not being straight forward with me. "What's that supposed to mean?" I yell back, my anger escaping.

"I'm Gay ok? I'm not normal and I dont belong here." he says, tearing up.

My body suddenly releases all the stress and worry and anger and I gasp. "Connor you take that back right now." I say sternly. He walks away from me and I run at him and fully embrace him he trys to escape but I won't let him.

"You do belong here Connor. You are such an amazing guy." I say I feel his body relax and he hugs me back. I feel moisture on my shoulder, knowing he's started crying and I squeez him tighter.

I just stand there with him, conforting him, rubbing his back. "Shhh. It's ok." I say as he sniffs for what seems like the hundreth time. "No it's not." Connor says and I pull back and take his face in my hands and look at him.

"Just talk to me. Tell me all aout it. I'm here for you." I says and he hugs me agian and I continue to confort him.

"I've been wanting to tell you. I've been wanting to tell you for so long Carson. I just didnt want to hurt you because you were in love with me when I couldn't be in love with you. No matter how hard I tried to love you, I just couldn't. You are such a beautifull and kind and sweet girl. I just had to tell you. I could't keep giving you false love, just for you to later find out that all of it was fake." He says and he takes a deep breath.

"I support you one hundred percent. No matter what." I say and he pulls back and smiles down at me sadly. "That's why I loved you Carson. You are such an amazing girl." He says and he gently kisses my forehead.

Once we stood there a little longer and Connor was calm again, he spoke up. "Hey, I'm not quite ready for the guys to know just yet so could you pretend to be my amazing, fabulous, perfect girlfreind a little longer?" He asks me with pleading eye's.

I smile at him. "Of course. You'll never meet a better actress in your life!" I say and he laughs.

He takes my hand and he pauses before we walk in. "That's my girl."

A/N Hey guys! I am SO SO SO sorry that I have not updated in FOREVER! I had lost inspiration and could not think of literally anything. So again, Sorry for the long wait.

Anyways, I hope you liked this chapter and I love you guys. Until next update, Peace Out Girl Scouts!