Last chapter was not Oliver-Mona moment, This chapter is.

Note: This chapter might be disturbing for many readers, I donot mean to harm someone's feelings. Please read it at your risk.

Besides this chapter was needed, it's a closure, you can't control feelings and don't ever surpress them because then you'll have nothing but regret.

Enjoy.

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"Hello everyone" A very delighted and excited Oliver greeted his family.

'Why he is so happy?' Mona thought

"Whowww, why is this quiet guy so cheerful today?" Sam teases Oliver, as an answer he gives him an angry stare.

"Haven't mom and dad told you, punk." He says, Sam scoffs and then rolls his eyes.

'Is punk new nickname for Sam?' Mona thinks.

Mona is a type of girl who over-thinks everything due to her innocence. Although she knows that they are speaking in English in front of her so that she doesn't feel left out.

"Come to the point, Oil" Sam again teases Oliver, to which he blissfully ignore.

"I'm happy today, because everyone is coming today." He says very happily.

Mona becomes happy.

'I will be able to talk to the new baby' she thinks.

But then her bright face suddenly becomes dull.

'Oh no, that means Leo and Matt will also come.'

This is her little secret, she needs to hide from everyone. She admits that she still has a crush on Leo and the fact that he has a twin who looks exactly like him doesn't help her either.

It's embarassing to say, but he is her first ever crush, although for every girl, their first crush is very special because during their crushing time they think of it as their first love, so it's Mona's first love even if it's just attraction due to his good looks but it's to early for her to realise that. She is still in her crushing phase.

Even though it hurts her as he is her cousin, he only sees her as her sister, but she knows she will overcome it, the most embarassing thing is that this is her first or one of the firsts, she lost her one of the first to her cousin.

She is small and innocent to have any kind of sexual thoughts about him. It's just, seeing his face makes her cheeks flush red, her heart flutter due to his beauty, although again she is small to think about that.

Again time will make it pass again. It's not wrong to have a crush on your cousin, you can't control your feelings and the fact that at that time she no idea that he is her cousin, gives her a benefit of doubt.

Oliver notices her dull yet a bit flushed face, ro which he frowns.

'She was happy just a minute ago' he thinks.

Mona is in her pre-teens so it's obvious that they will see some physical and mental changes in her.

Oliver is as wrong as he thinks, it might be her mood swings but it's time for her to see her first crush to which she isn't ready. But he will talk to her.

Yesterday was a bit emotional for him too, the fact that she thought that we'll leave her makes her dumb in his dictionary because even after his death he'll not leave her, they've been apart for a very long time and now it's time to make everything right.

"Are you alright, Tooth?" He voiced his concern to her.

She looks at him, giving him a fake smile and anyone can tell it's fake.

"Yeah, I'm just excited, yaaay" she fakes yay.

It's just not coming from inside.

'Snap out, Mona' she encourages herself.

Thinking about the baby, gives her a real smile making her eyes shine.

Oliver gives her a side look.

He's now determined to talk to her. But later.

I hear the door open and then welcoming noises and talks of my extended family who are now greeting everyone here.

Come on, Mona you can't run away.

I just want this phase to go away, cause it does nothing except for hurting me, at that time I had no idea he was my cousin, anyway it's my first crush, it'll take time but I'll be okay, I know that. But him having a exact photocopy of him is sooooo illegal.

Why does he have be sooo handsome?

'shut up, you dirty poo, FOCUS, we must stay focus!'

Oh, god pleas help me or even kill me that's better. Yeah that's right!

'Shut up, you can't die, what about your first kiss? And your family?'

Oh yeah, I can't die. Cancel the deal god, we'll talk later. For now just let's go.

I take a deep breath and put on my smile. But then again I failed to noticed a pair of eyes on me.

$$$$

I welcomed everyone with a warm smile and my greatest hugs.

Which are only exclusive for my family.

I also hug Leo and Matt because it'll be so selfish of me not hugging them because I want to avoid them.

Leo or Matt, I still can't distinguish between any twins of my family. Anyways, Leo or Matt smiles at me.

"How have you been, baby?" He asks.

My heart started to beat loud at the word 'baby', but here the meaning is different.

FOCUS MONA..FOCUS.

I clear my throat, "I'm fine, bro, how have you been?" I ask, deliberately using the word 'bro' to remind myself that he's my brother.

"I'm doing good, thank you for asking" he says and then there is but awkwardness, or it's me that is feeling that.

I started to play with my fingers and move on to other member to say hello.

As we move to dining room for lunch, Leo tries to talk to me.

'why now?'

"So how is school?" He asks.

"Good." I say, and then walk faster.

As we all sit, Uncle RD asks me, "So now you'll are in a band?"

The band members including me nod.

"Yes, I'm excited for it." I say clapping my hands.

He nods and then smiles, "Good, but I hope you don't get distracted from your studies."

"We'll be fine, uncle" Monday says.

Monday glances at me with a worried expression. Sometimes I just forget that he's my twin and can feel it if I'm feeling down.

We then all eat our lunch, which is pasta, Ratatouille, noodles with meat and steak.

I keep my head down, as Leo is sitting beside me.

'why is he behaving like a glue today?'

His scent is soooo....scenty, I mean you cannot say beautiful, but yeah I smells beautiful and nice.

He looks very hot too.

BRO

BRO

BRO

He's your bro!!

I shake my head out of these dirty thoughts and focus on my meal.

Band aits don't fix bullet holes, you say sorry just for show.

DAMN LEVI!

His addiction to tik tok will drive me crazy someday.

I've been noticing Mona for a very long time now, she seems disturbed and flushed. I mean her cheeks are a bit pink and she keeps glancing at Leo, who is laughing at a Joke Matt made. She gives him a soft smile and then shakes her again and eats her lunch.

I frown, why is she behaving like this?

I might not understand eye language but I can tell something is bothering her.

I'm from a mafia family, people, this much I should read people by now.

"I'm thinking the same, dude" the voice comes in my ear, which makes me jump. I look beside me to see Monday so close that we can lip kiss.

"What?" I whisper.

"I can see, something is not right with her too infact I can feel it." He says.

This is the another thing of which I'm jealous of him.

"So why you didn't came or feel anything yesterday when she was crying?" I ask.

"I did and I came too but when I saw Monday and you talking with her, I backed out" he says.

Why they are so close?

"We'll talk later to her, ok?" He whispers to me.

I swear I can feel his breath on my face. This disgust me.

"Ok, now get off my face" I say shivu g him a little.

He nods firmly and then goes back to eat.

Like brother like twin.

Wait a minute.

I frown.

"But why are we whispering in English?"

$$$$

Lunch is over, now Leo is talking to Mona or tries to, but she's avoiding him like a player. She then excuses herself and goes away. I look at Leo, who has now a sad expression.

"Ever since I found her, she has never once talked to me. Did I do something wrong? Why does it have to sting so bad?" He says.

Suddenly I feel bad for him. He was the one who founded her, he doesn't deserve this.

And we do the next right thing. I and Monday follow Mona, who is now in garden taking a small but nice walk.

I nod at Monday and we move toward her, blocking her to walk any further. She stops and sees us with a tiring expression.

"What do you guys want?" She asks softly.

"Are you okay? You seem so dull today, you didn't even talk to the baby tummy." Monday says.

"And why are you ignoring Leo and Matt, do you know how much you're hurting them, they don't deserve it." I say softly.

Her lower lip trembles and panic courses in my system.

"Do you know, how much I'm hurting right now?" She asks or rather says.

"What happened?" I ask.

"Leave it." She says and starts to walk again but we block her path.

"Tell us, you'll feel light." Monday says and Mona takes a deep breath.

"You'll not understand." She says crossing her arms.

"Try us" I say.

But the next thing she said was like dropping nuclear bomb in our house.

"I've a crush on Leo."