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After yesterday, Kian and Ricky thought it was a good idea to leave me and Jc alone in the house. Kian went to see his little sister, and Ricky went somewhere I don't know. Maybe to get Andrew from the airport? He told me he would be back in a few hours.

I hear Jc start a video, and my stomach growl. Fuck. Do I really need food right now? I get up from the comfort of Kian's bed, and walk down the stairs into the kitchen. Jc was filming in the dining room, and I hear him start talking again and listen in.

"So, some of you have been wondering. Is Jondon still together?" I spread Nutella on my first piece of toast, doing it slowly. "No, we are not. She broke it off with me for some reason." He lies. (A/N) Jondon = Jc and London 

After he says that I flip. "FOR SOME REASON? Jc why don't you tell them the real reason we aren't together anymore, if you don't then I will." I yell and run back into Kian's room slamming the door and pressing my back against it, sliding down slowly, letting my tears fall. 

I sit like that for about 10 minuets before I get up and pick up my phone, still crying. I dial his number and the phone rings. It rings 10 or 11 times before it goes to voice mail. "Please record your message after the beep." I hear the robot-lady say. 

"Kian." I sob out. "I-I-I don't know what to do. Please call me back. I need you." I whisper the last part and end the call. I go back into the kitchen, opening the freezer, taking the only ice cream container and a spoon, and locking myself in Kian's bathroom once again.

I sit down in the tub, still crying, spooning in the ice cream, and start to listen to my playlist on repeat. 

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I've listened to at least half of my playlist before the music stops and my ring tone starts playing. I quickly pick up the phone, looking at caller ID. Kiki.

"Hello?" I say sniffing and wiping my nose. I stick the spoon into the half melted ice cream and watches as it falls over slowly.

"Hey, London?"

"The one and only."

"What happened?" 

"Jc was trying to blame the brake up on me." I said, and start to get emotional, quickly wiping the tears away that are falling out of my eyes. 

"That little fucker-" Kian starts but I cut him off.

"I told him that if he doesn't tell them the real reason why, then I will." 

"Okay... How will we know?"

"He was filming."

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Ricky soon gets back, like I thought, with Andrew. Andrew and I hang out a bit, while Ricky goes to get us pizzas, and Kian is going to be here soon. Ricky comes in with the pizzas on the counter. I open one and take a slice of the cheesy goodness. 

"Thank you, Rickster!" I say, and get on my tip-toes to ruffle his hair. I sit back down on the couch and finish my piece of pizza, having two more after that. Ricky, Andrew and I are sitting on the couch, being bums. 

I hear the door click open and Kian yell, "I'm home!" getting a couple groans from us. He walks into the living room taking in what he sees. "Pizza?" He guesses. I nod my head slowly, and lay down putting head in Andrew's lap.

"What? Okay." I hear Andrew mumble, and I laugh. Kian comes back into the living room and looks at me, and then walks over and sits on my stomach. 

"Kian." I breath out, "I ate three pieces of pizza. I'm gonna barf." I lift up my head and squirm out from under him. I sit in between the 2 boys and start to get tired, so I lay across them, feet on Andrew and I place my head in Kian's lap. As I slowly but surely drift to sleep.