Kian is making me go to this stupid party with him after I refuse multiple times.

"C'mon babe it will be funnn." he whines at me until I give in.

"Fine, you little fucker." I say and laugh with him. We make our way to his new car and get in.

We arrive at the party and he runs off when we get there to see some of his friends. I sigh and sit on the couch and a red cup is put in my hands by someone, and I smell it. It has an overwhelming smell of alcohol. Why the fuck not? I think and take a gulp of it.

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I wake up the next morning in an unfamiliar room to snoring and a major head ache. I look to see who is sleeping next to me, expecting Kian, but seeing a strangers face. "No, no, no, no, no." I whisper realizing my mistake.

I find all of my clothes around the room and slide them on. I find Kian on the couch, and shake him awake. "C'mon. Lets go home." I say to him getting a knot in my stomach because I plan on telling him what I did.

We get back to the house and I stop him when we get inside.

"Kian.." I say looking at him.

"Yes, London?" he says completely serious seeing the look on my face.

"I-I-I-" I stutter out, "slept with someone else."

"You what!?" Kian says with a shocked look on his face.

"Kian you need to understand I was-"

"No, I understand." He interrupted me, "You are just like Jc."

"No, Kian you really need to understand." I say with many tears running down my face.

"Understand what?! That you and Jc are so much alike? Now I see why you dated him."

"Kian no, please just listen to me!" I yell now crying hard.

"Just get out."

"What?"

"I said get out." He said looking at me with tears in his eyes.

"Kian.." I say closing my eyes and letting all of the tears fall.

"Bye London. I'll think about everything." He said and gently grabbed my arm opened the door, and pushed me out.

Why am I such a fuck up?! I think and pull out my phone, scrolling through my contacts. I find the person I want and before I press call, I scream. I scream as loud as I can. I press call and the person answers with a "Hello?"

"Joey?"