12/09: i'm tired. forgive me.

i'm so tired of not being enough.

not attractive enough.

not smart enough.

not confident enough.

not cool enough.

not funny enough.

not tall enough.

not buff enough.

not talented enough.

not nice enough.

not straight enough.

enough.

enough.

enough.

i'm so damn tired. that word has been ringing in my head so much that it doesn't even seem like a word anymore.

enough.