The package from Richard had arrived and a dabbled with them for a while. Nothing really seemed to scratch the itch like actually being with someone did, not that I had actually finished any of my times with Alec though. I texted Richard and told him that they were all too small, and did nothing for me. He told me he’d make another order of some things he thinks I’ll like, but it’ll have to be a surprise.

Once the second package arrived, he asked me to come over to try them out.

I was spread out on Richard’s bed, Richard by my side as he gently pushed the dildo into me. “You’re so amazing, Mae.” He cooed, kissing my neck gently.

I moaned out as he pushed it in as deep as it would go, the vibrating part of it stimulating my clit.

“Greedy girl.” Richard ran his tongue over my skin, chuckling slightly.

“Richard.” I moaned out his name as I grasped onto his arm, trying to steady myself.

“Mae.” He continued stroking himself. “I can’t just sit here and watch you like this.”

“We can do it.” I suggested, knowing it was what he wanted and knowing I had already lost my virginity to Alec. I was hoping that by using the dildo and breaking my non-existent hymen, he wouldn’t be mad not being able to break it himself.

“Are you sure, Mae?” He looked down at me, a serious expression on his face.

“I am.” I nodded, letting a moan slip out again.

Richard moved from my side to straddle between my legs. I reached down to hold the vibrator, watching him as he moved. He leaned down to kiss me as his hand ran down my body, tracing along my curves and down to my crotch, placing it over my hand. He slowly thrust the vibrator in and out, causing me to moan once more. He slowly slid it out of me, moving it up so it gently touched my clit. I arched my back, trying to move into the stimulation, causing Richard to laugh.

“Are you sure you’re ready, Mae?” Richard asked once more. I nodded, sure I was ready for this. For him. He placed my hand on his dick, telling me to put it in when I was ready. I guided it in and he began to thrust gently.

“Go faster.” I spoke quietly, gripping onto the sheets as I grinded against him.

Richard chuckled again, leaning in to kiss me once more, and he picked up pace, causing me to moan out and kiss his face sporadically. I wrapped my arms around him, holding his chest to chest with me. He ran his fingers through my hair, causing goosebumps to form.

With every thrust, I could feel him against the butt plug, reminding me it was still them.

“I’m close. Keep going.” I mustered, feeling it build up inside me. Richard buried his head in my shoulder as he pushed deep inside of me, making me finally finish as he cummed inside me. We sat like that for a few minutes before Richard finally sat up and pulled out.

“I’m sorry about that, Mae.”

I smiled up at him, happiness still fuzzing my mind. “I’m on birth control, no worries.”

Richard kissed my shoulder again, his fingers delicately rubbing against my skin. We sat in the warm bath together. It was nice having a bath big enough. Richard had scrubbed me clean lovingly, calling me perfect multiple times. I liked being in his arms. I felt…loved. I just wish he wanted to be with me like I wanted to be with him. It broke my heart thinking about him loving another woman, doing these things with another woman. I wanted nothing more than to be with him.