i wonder if the moon feels sorry for me and the ocean within my soul that disintegrated my heart when i fell for you, only for the sun to leave me. and i did everything i could to shine in your eyes but only others are capable of that, so tell me darling, will i ever be enough? i tore my heart in two and i know it is not your fault, i blame the constellations who are jealous of my humanity that they once had, but still your silhouette is imprinted into the back of mu eyelids so even my dreams are haunted by your smile that tears my heart apart like candy floss. and when i ask google how to handle heartbreak i feel so dramatic and wonder if all this pain is fake, but then i remember the rainbow melodies of your soul and fall back in love with you for a whole nanosecond before i remember your heart belongs to so many others but never me. i dont want to be alone again. and i dont just want to be loved, i want to feel loved. am i asking for too much?