I peek around the corner. All these people are freaks! That one guy cuts off his fingers, I feel the blood rush to my cheeks. Somehow I just can't look away. They're both guys, though, so I'm pretty sure that's gay.

- Nyanya watching one of my regular torture sessions

People die. That's what they do. The friends around you, and also you. I only hope, when all's said and done. I can look back on my life, and say it was fun.

- Nyanya ruminating on death

That red dot is here again, but today it will go ignored. For some reason, today, I'm feeling really bored. Even playing with Nyaster feels like something's wrong. I can't even properly listen to my favorite song.

- Nyanya being used as my stand-in

My tail's been twitching like a bat out of hell. And all I can hear is that damn bell. It tinkles, it clinks, and annoys me the hell off. I think I've had enough. The other girls' attempts at cheering me up, just aren't working. I can hear them whispering about me behind the corners, lurking. They're just worried, I know. But I feel restless, and I don't know where to go.

- Nyanya... feeling restless

Loud music helps... a bit. I'm just feeling a little shit. I hide it behind a smile, but I'm crying all the while. I know I need to let it go, but all I'm doing is not letting it show.

-Nyany- okay, I'll admit it. It's me.