As Shota and I laid in bed, my mind wandered to Y/N and Oboro. I knew he would take care of her, but I was still worried about both of them. I always knew that he and Shota was in love with each other, but I was also in love with Shota, I know I'm probably a terrible person for that, but I couldn't help it, not a day goes by that I don't think about him and Shota together, and how I used to be happy for them, until the accident, then everything changed.

I didn't mean to fall in love with Shota, I wanted to be fair to Oboro, but things don't always work out that way, do they? I feel like a horrible person, like I've betrayed him somehow. When it came to Y/N, it hurt for me to think about her, I missed her so much. I had to talk Shota into staying here when Bakugo offered us a room because he didn't think it was a good idea.

Eri really missed Y/N, so she attached herself to Mina and Karminari and Hitoshi wanted to stay together, which I was fine with, why would they do something during this time? Shota wasn't very happy with it, but I talked him into it, knowing he needed Kaminari, they were in love, everyone knew it.

I sighed, wondering why Y/N had to die. I usually could make light of any situation but it was hard on this situation, I just felt emptiness, probably because I lost a loved one but I know I didn't feel like doing anything, or being happy, I don't know what was wrong with me, but I needed to be happy for Eri, Hitoshi, and Y/N. I closed my eyes, as Shota lay on my stomach, using me as a pillow. I smile, softly as I play with his hair, falling asleep myself.