I don’t understand these things I’m feeling right now. I recognize them and see them for the importance of what they are, but they all feel slightly fractured and incomplete.

That was the most in-depth memory I have ever recalled I don’t even understand how to sort through all this information and process it properly. I’m just not sure what to do.

“System what are these feelings I’m feeling?”

confushion, recolecton, and love

“Why am I feeling these things now. None of the other memories I’ve had have left me with these types of emotions before. So how come all these feelings are incomplete?”

feelings incompleate because memorie incompleate

“Wait the memory was incomplete? Why?”

you lacked the power to re-acces that part of your soul

“So I’m going to feel incomplete until I break through the next layer of cycles?”

yes

Or until you claim more of a domain

Hummmmmmmm.

So I either need to grow in internal power or in the amount of area that I hold to complete this memory.

But why did I gain these memories now instead of the ones like before?

All the other memories were broken. There were no names or faces recalled, I only had vague ideas of what happened in those memories but I could not recall anything more.

In this last memory, I distinctly recalled both my name as well as others. I even clearly knew my gender. This last memory was full of information as well as the knowledge gained from working as a fletcher.

I gained much more information on the classifications of monsters and beasts, as well as a greater understanding of some raw materials and some of their uses. Although those uses may be outdated and less useful for me at this time.

But the monsters and the legendary power some of them held. If I can replicate and obtain power similar to them then I may be able to break out of this prison on my own. The fact that monsters were monsters because of their affinity to mana and the mutations that made them extraordinary compared to the beasts that appeared similar to them. Monsters aggression was higher than that of beasts but so was their intelligence and power. It made sense that they would attack those that they thought were weaker than them based on the mana saturation of the being. Humans were seen as weak in the eyes of monsters because few humans held much mana or had an aura of strength that dissuaded monsters from attacking. And even if they did hold mana or had an aura of strength many monsters would be drawn to it as they saw a trespasser or strong prey that could push them to the next tier of power.

That's what it was all about to them, gaining power so that nothing could stand in their way so that they could survive and reproduce strong offspring. It was a cycle live, fight, gain strength, reproduce, and die. Some of the monsters of legend became powerful enough where they were smart enough to talk like humans and broke out of the cycle. These types of monsters could be the most dangerous as they could be just as innovative and creative as humans when they fought.

But here I am a dungeon that has the power and means to create matter and turn that matter into living breathing monsters. So far I’ve only created a single golem from the bodies of my friends when I tried to defend myself subconsciously. I only now realize what I did at that time. I took my friends bodies that had been saturated in my mana and bound them together into a golem. A monster to protect me from the invader that the demon had told me to fight and kill.

I through my friends at a creature I didn’t understand without truly realizing what I had done.

It’s my fault for any danger they were in and now that I’m gone they are once again free to live in peace once again.

At least they can now know peace.

But it’s my fault that they even had to face that trial, to begin with, these creatures clearly came after me since they had all the necessary tools to contain me so all my friends could have lived their same lives with no trouble if not for me.

I shouldn’t get attached to anyone else or I might bring them into danger…

Who am I kidding I couldn’t seclude myself from the world even if I tried my hardest. I’m too social of a being to not get attached to those around me.

Since I can’t seem to not be around others then I at least need to make sure I can protect those close to me, instead of throwing them at the enemy in front of me, like last time…

So what can I do in my secluded sphere prison to defend those I care for?

Also, who do I really care for at this point in time?

I mean the system is here all the time even when I moved. And in not sure I can truly trust AI yet…

But I want to.

That's what this feeling inside is right?

AI wouldn't have come to mind otherwise.

But should I really put my trust in it…

I think I should try to. It is one of the only beings I have contact with.

If only AI would wake up...

Why not trying to call her again.

I mean whats the harm...

“Hey AI are you awake?”

“Affirmative.”