Thank everyone who has read Ode and gave me honest impressions about it.

Since i started this profile on RR, i have written more than i had in all of my life. And i have changed a lot too. Ode was a project born of many confliting parts on my personality. It's almost as if it was the only scape from the pressure inside as i submerged myself on depression, neediness and other emotional conflicts.

A lot -and i mean it- has happened to me since i started writting it. And now it's time for me to close this once and for all.

I apologise for the lack of continuation to this story. It has a LOT of pages, and i would HATE to be in the position i'm putting your guys on (the one of "i read through all of this, and now there isn't any closure?!").

I apologise and hope you all can forgive me.

That said, i do not intend to abandon the world Ode is situated in. Nor do i intend to abandon Alvin. I think i could do something a lot better than what i did in Ode, however, and i may write a better work with some of the basic traits of the characters in Ode - only better worked on.

With such desire in my heart, i do hope i can start anew soon - a new story in the world of Ode, with better worked characters, a better plot and also better narration.

However, when i do it, it will be on a new profile - one which isn't self-depreciating, even though i find it relaxing to write under a name like "trashmctrash" .

It's time for me to take some things head-on, and my writting life is one of then - hiding behind a self-depreciating name may be relaxing since i can do some mental/emotional gymnastics to escape some feelings, but it does get me the short end of the stick.

So, as soon as i get in shape to write something good again, i will post the new profile here. Thank you all for your patronage.