Manami POV

I teleported back, what I didn't expect was a hug from Ember.

"I'm glad we met again Amaya, I thought I wouldn't get to see you again. Sorry I went into a lecture you could barely understand." (Ember)

You do know your hugging me to your breasts. Also this feels awkward since you feel more lik Yumi than Ember. This might be some time getting used to it. Cause I remember her as the stubborn prideful girl. This motherly aura and this comforting aura is odd. No rather how does she think of me. This is Yumi and the same time she's Ember. She's reborn as Ember, like I was Amaya before this.

"If your wondering my soul is the same. Your giving me a funny face." (Ember)

I blush and looked away embarrassed. This person going at her own pace I don't know what to do with her. She had tilted my head to look at her after the hug so now I'm embarrassed.

"I'm going to sleep."

"But I'm sure vampires don't sleep. And you don't need it." (Ember)

"As a ancient goddess I can sleep."

Why am I retorting her back, I feel like I lost a war unknowingly. What's this sense of frustration. Is it her warm aura that she's giving off. Is that what's effecting me. I went to sleep confused.

Yami POV

I woke up startled by the dream I had. I was a girl know as Diamond Embrace. The daughter of the the Embrance royals. I was a former royal Phoenix raised by my kind sister. Her hobbies were herbology, healing people, helping people and reading books. But now I'm a goddess on Remista. The same planet that is my home. A goddess of chaos and life. Ironic me who shot her sister who raised her asking her why did you do this.

Only to find out on that same day I shot her that I ended her life. I lived in depression after that. For hundreds of years before ending my life at my miserable hands. Then ended up reborn as a goddess. Ironic right reborn as a goddess but as a Phoenix again. Only difference was as goddess, has sister forgiven me. Is it ok to live such a life. One without you to help and guide me. It still haunts me, the memories of when I shot Aries in the heart. My head hurts. I cried tears as I held onto my legs curled up on my bed. (Remember Aries had to fake her death so she wouldn't get chased down. But she still died due to the wounds though they healed but it wasn't complete recovery. Shot on her 500th birthday.) Sister what would you say if you saw me now.

"Shush, little one you're suffering from another nightmare again." (Kazuki)

Kazuki is one of the spirit world's princess. She's the first eldest she ran away from home and has been living me since. Her younger sister sends her letter often. Though her excuse is the world is vast I want to see it all. When I met her I was 200 years old and was just done with my goddess in training and was a newly appointed goddess. Kazuki was 16 years old then. I'm now 790,000 years old. My age difference from her is 184 years. She doesn't seem to mind. Rather I'm embarrassed to say she's like a housewife. I know spirits can live for a long time. Her age is 789,816 now. They live for as long as they want the longest it's not a fatal wound that can kill them. Kazuki hugs me and comforts me saying there's nothing here to harm me.

I think it's about time to tell her about my memories of my past they're bothering me. She's been with me for the longest I can remember. She's considered a baby in years in her race until her 1,000,000 birthday. But I'm sure she needs to know since she cooks, cleans and does the laundry for me. A sigh escapes me as I looked at her.

"What's wrong why do you have a serious face? Is it about your idiot brother again." (Kazuki)

I told her about my memories and she sighs with a face so you were worried about that.

"Why don't you look for your descendants and ask them if they know her whereabouts to ask for forgiveness instead. Wouldn't that solve your nightmares." (Kazuki)

"I don't know. She helped raised me yet I..... I can't just go to her. How can I do so after what I've done." (Yami)

My cheek hurt as I felt the slap from Kazuki.

"This isn't that Yami I know. The strong reasonable charismatic leader that helps her people without caring about her health. Weeping in your own self sorrow isn't something I wish to see, this isn't you. Your head strong, stubborn yet persistent towards your goal. Being cruel isn't you nor is being kind. You maybe merciful but this isn't what I want to see. If not seeing her after all these years is what is plaguing you. Seeing her is the right thing to do. So the first thing is getting into contact with the Phoenixes. Which I last heard from sister Mayu that they closed off 900,000 years ago after a war. Now are you going to keep being like this. Stop this self pitying look on yourself. I don't want you to look down on yourself. Nightmares of your memories aren't helping. Since I've met you, you've been having nightmares since back then I haven't said a word and waited for you to talk when your ready. But what I see is stupidity from a younger sister not seeking answers." (Kazuki)

I looked down awkwardly as the spirit princess was staring at me. She seemed to have giving a vibe that said talk or else I won't let you go. Don't think you can escape my reasoning after telling me.

"Ok...I'll go to the floating island for answers." (Yami)

(You've guessed it she gave up without a fight cause a angry Kazuki means no food for her.)

"Nope I'm going with you." (Kazuki)

What after you shot me down with words.

"Don't give me that look. You're flying there right. So you're giving me a ride on your back on the way there. Also no running away. If I don't go you're probably planning to avoid the problem."

I turned bright red from her words. Riding a Phoenix's back means proposing so now I can't even look at her.

"Why are you so fidgety now." (Kazuki)

When I explained it she just gave me a blank stare and said is that so. Rather she blushed and said she didn't mind.

"You do know I'm the goddess of chaos and life." (Yami)

"Is that so. Well it might work out well since I inherited my mother's trait from her. She's a human but the special kind that controls death. There is a human race that controls death and the other controls life. My mother is the first one but she died and ended up with my dad in the afterlife instead of reincarnating. Where as Mayu's mother is life, her mother is the twin sister of my mother. They didn't mind marrying father since they both loved him. Well except that mayu's mother is a yandere." (Kazuki)

"Isn't that dangerous for him." (Yami)

"Nope she kills all women that comes near him, and if I wasn't for my mother he'd probably end up as permanently dead or castrated by Amu. Even mother's patience is wearing thin due to the fact father's such a flirt." (Kazuki)

Wait idiot spirit king freaking get your act together I don't think you need to have your thing removed for them to warn you. But even your daughter is saying it with a serious face and laughing but her eyes are saying she's seriously thinking that Mayu's mother should just castrate her lover to make him yield to them. Kazuki your dry laugh is scary, I turned into a Phoenix and fly towards the floating island. Kazuki is on my back humming happily. Please don't do so it's disturbing after seeing your laughing like that.

Kazuki is a beauty with aqua color hair. Her eyes are closed though when I asked she said her mother sealed her eyesight after she almost lost control of her death ability. She's wearing a black kimono. When asked her reasoning is I love black kimonos. She has a variety of them it's scary how many designs she could pull out. Her body proportions are what can shame a normal human and the violet tattoo on her left arm sticks out since she made a point to show it off. Yep her kimono are sleeveless on her her left arm.

I got used to it. Well it's better than mistaking her for a vampire due to it. My brother's race is a angel like his father. My mother is a Phoenix, she's married to Aist's father but my father is her lover. The dragon god Riku, the god of the sea. His domain is the ocean and he rules over the mermaids and sirens. Dully noted sirens are always in heat in the summer was what father said. Never by any chance try to meet one during this time. He said they caught some fishermen and rape them then bring them back after the summer is done. With them not in their right minds. Sorry side tracked might also be because we were flying over the ocean.

"Are you thinking of your family." (Kazuki)

'No I was thinking how different me and my brother is.' (Yami)

"You were raised and brought up by your mother, your brother was taken care of by his father." (Kazuki)

'His father was strict on him yet look where he ended up like. I told mother about everything he did she responded is that so, as I expected of one raised by that man. Really mother doesn't like the god of the wind.' (Yami)

"She is the goddess of the skies, her father the god of night Erivic was the one that forced her to him. Though her husband loves her she gives him a cold shoulder does she." (Kazuki)

'She's lovey dovey with father all year long. Acts like she's in heat but actually knows when to draw a line. My little sister Gemini is funny when she saw them making out and hugging but they didn't have sex at all. She was so disappointed. Can't say all my family is messed up though only Aist is that stupid. Auntie them and uncles also have kids but they make it a standard for none of us to meet even in gatherings. But this time we just might have to due to the Fates.' (Yami)

"Your brother really got himself screwed over. Did you also say that it's a first time they're going to set a example by stripping his power in front of the gods. Won't the god of wind Stein get pissed off." (Kazuki)

'It's his fault.' (Yami)

I landed on the floating island easily though there was a sealed barrier. It was easy since I was a goddess.