《I wanna be a gamer!》Chapter 10- For my sake
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[5 years ago]
I remember that day like it was yesterday.
I woke in the middle of the night and I could heard mommy and daddy´s voices
-“Why? Why are you leaving us?” said My mom
-“I can’t do it anymore since we live together………. things have changed………. I feel like I don’t love you anymore sorry I will come for my things tomorrow bye!
My dad said that and went out of the department
My mom was sitting there without saying anything, she just was crying
-“Mommy don’t cry” I said
-“Anna…….don’t worry………..go back to your room” Said my mom with a smile that was not a smile on her face, I don’t wanna see mommy like that….
-“Mommy……”
-“Anna go back I said!” Shouted mom
-“…..ok” I go back to my room, sit in my bed and cry while hugging my knees
Since that day mommy stopped going to work.
She just sits there and watch tv all day.
I start going to school alone, at first it was scary but then I got used to it.
Eventually I had to cook and clean the house, it was exhausting but I got used to it.
-“Hey Anna, why do you come alone to school?” Said one of my friends
-“It’s nothing… my mom’s works is a little far away so got to get here myself”
-“that’s a lie! I heard my mom saying that your mom is a parasite that just stay in her room all day, disgusting~~” said one boy in the other side of the classroom
Hahahahahahaahahhah, I could hear the laughing of my classmates
-“Hey, that’s going to-! Wait Anna” said my classmate while I stand up
What the hell do you know
-“hm? What do you want, parasite woman~!” Said the boy while laughing
-“I was just sayin--! Pufffff!” said the boy while I punch his face
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What the hell do you know about me, W H A T T H E H E L L D O Y O U K N O W!!
I have a hard time alone with the things I got to do, I don’t need a fucking sissy kid who has all in his life to come and mess around more my life! What the hell do you know!!!
-“Anna! Anna! Wait, you are going to kill him!” I heard the voice one my friend
Then I snap out, what the hell I am… when I see a small little kid with a broken nose and a lot of punch marks on his face then I see my hand, it has blood on it.
After that I was expelled and the family of that boy demand my family for a lot of money.
-“Sorry but I cant leave anna with you anymore, look at you, you are a disaster and then this you disappointed my Carla” said my father to my mom
-“Oh really?, don’t come here to put high airs, since the divorce when did you come to see anna? , the ally money that you send is like a big joke, If I buy her some shirts I wouldn’t have for her to eat” said my mom with a dead pan face
-“You bitch—what the hell do you know.--!” said my dad angry
While all of this was happening I was in my room with a lady with blond hair who look like she had 23-24 years old
-“So you are Anna your dad has talked to me a lot about you~ Your as beautiful as he said! She said with a smile in her face
-“Oh really? I would like if he told me that to the face I haven’t see him since he left..” I said
-“W-w-well you know he is busy……”
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-“Oh really? But it since to me that he really has a lot of time in his hands” I said while looking the belly of the lady, it was obvios that she was pregnant
-“………………………But you know Anna when this baby is born you will be a big sis-“
-“ A kid of the lover of my dad , a kid of the bitch that destroy my family? I will pass thank you” I said
-“YOU! Fucking kid” She said while holding up her arm
*Slap*
She slapped in the face, it hurts!
I went out of my room and run out of the house
I run and run and run
I run until I couldn’t move a finger.
why is this happening? What did I do wrong?
Its not fair.
I sat in an alley, I hug my knees.
I am alone.
I don’t have anything anymore
No friends, no family , no home
Maybe I should just die here
That would the coward path but I don’t care anymore
So please god, let me die here at least in peace…….
-“Hey, hey wake up, what are you doing here?” ????
I look and there was a kid with a worry face .
-“I wanna die” I said
-“Why?” He reply
-“I don’t have anything to live anymore, so please leave me alone” , I said
Please just go away and let me rest in peace
-“ what about family or friends?”
-“I don’t have family or friends I am alone in the world”
-“That isn’t true!”
Huh?
-“What the hell do you know! “I stand up and throw a punch to the face of the kid
What the hell do you know!!
I started to punch the kid in the face
-“I am just a walking corpse! I am empty! I don’t have a reason to live anymore! So leave me alone!!”
-“I wont!” said the kid while looking me in the eye with a resolute face
Why? Why can you look at like that
-“Why?” I said
-“Because you are asking for help!”
-“I am not!”
-“Yes you are! Because look” he said while grabbing my face
-“You are crying”
-“eh?” I sad while touching my face
-“you are crying, is the prove that you are in pain, that you are alive” said the kid while standing up
-“I am alone”
-“I am here”
-“I don’t have a reason to live”
-“Yes you have it” said the kid while reaching out his hand
-“If you want a reason to live, then life for my sake! and in exchange I promise that I will never let you cry again” said the kid
-“Who are you?” I asked
-“My name is Alex, Alex Summer but for now on you can call me big brother” said the kid while smiling
I grab his hand.
Its was warm, I cant remember when was the last time that I feel this warm
-“ I understand big brother” I said while smiling
After that the police try to contact my family but they disappear just like air.
The family of Alex adopt me and I came to live to his house.. no….our house.
Maybe he doesn’t realize but his words that day save me.
I will for you, my brother, so never leave me alone, ok?
…………………………………………………………………………………………………………………….
[Alex’s house]
[11 p.m.]
-“An-n-n-a wait!, I swear it! It wasn’t my fault!”
-“Hmm~ lets heard your reasons in the living room and who THE FUCK was that pretty girl on the motorcycle ok? B-R-O-T-H-E-R~”
- “wait Anna! no~~!
I said while being dragged to the living room
Man this is going to be a long~~night
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