3 November 2088

Everyone recover next day,except Jessica.she got cold.So i take another break from school to take care of her.Mom kinda worried,but in the end she let me.now only us at home,i knock her door.she doesn't answer.as i worried i use the master key from mom.when i got in i see her room isn't empty like the room i enter before.there is doll ,many books like novel,but there is also weapon lying on the floor.

"Who?'(Jessica)

"It is me,forvish."(Forvish)

when she see me ,she relieved.then she ask me.

"Isn't it time for you to go to school?don't worry about me,i can take care myself."(Jessica)

"Don't be kidding,your cold is very bad.if i left you alone,i can't study in peace.i will make you some porridge."(Forvish)

i make some porridge and feed her.she sit on the bed her eyes kinda hazy..then she ask me.

"Forvish,aren't you too perfect?"(Jessica)

"Are you dreaming?i am not perfect at all."(Forvish)

i stop feed her,immediately she ask me another question.

"No,i am wrong about that,but you are too capable to live your own."(Jessica)

"What are you saying?"(Forvish)

i don't understand what is she mean.

"Forvish,even if Aulia-san could cook nor shiroyuki,but you never let them cook right?you are only let them help."(Jessica)

Now i am confused.as this talk will be dragged i put the porridge at her table.

"It is the same as washing and everything,even you do it on your own,buy ingredients and many things.after you learn it you never let anyone do it."(Jessica)

.......i can't refute that.still what she is thinking..

"Forvish,do you truly love shiroyuki and alice?"(Jessica)

she knows about it huh,

"........i love them.."(Forvish)

"Lies......if you really love them,then why you never trust them?"(Jessica)

"i trust them."(Forvish)

"Then why?why you never ask them do something?Even if they ask you ,you never once let them."(Jessica)

she is right,but is because i want to less their burden.

"You always fight alone,when i see your video,i know your back is lonely no one stand behind you."(Jessica)

she and her dad is the same.

"After living with you ,i know one things about you,you never trust us aren't you?"(Jessica)

"I trus-"(Forvish)

"Stop it,Forvish.even if you say it you always shoulder our burden by yourself,never let us help.if you keep doing that ,why i must trust you?""(Jessica)

...i can't say anything.

"At first,i think you are just to capable for the boy around your age,now i know why.you become capable near perfect because you doesn't trust anyone.if you trust another person you let them shoulder your burden,but you insisted to shoulder it alone.you are afraid they will betray you.it is feeling linger in your heart because your parents."(Jessica)

"I..."(Forvish)

"Forvish,please let us help you,you already carry much,at least let us do our own burden.you aren't alone any more,you should count on us to fight with you.don't fight alone,don't suffer alone like you did before.you are wrong all of this time."(Jessica)

"I don't want let all of you to be hurt,i just want you to be happy is it wrong?"(Forvish)

i don't want let you get hurt,someone who believe in me.someone i want to live with.

"It doesn't justify your actions. Forvish then let me ask you,if you are in our position,will you be happy?Everytime you return, you always wounded.even you are tired you are still force yourself to cook for us even if you are tired.while we only can watch,can only worry,can only encourage you,but can't help you.do you think it is happy for us?"(Jessica)

"I don't know."(Forvish)

"the answer ,of course not!!what you are doing are only one-sided kindness.the reason i learn cook because i want to help you!!!Don't ever think we will leave you!!!!Even if World reject you!!!!i WILL NEVER EVER REJECT YOU!!NO MATTER HOW DANGEROUS YOUR MANA!!!So please believe in me...."(Jessica)

Her cold become much worse and she fall on my chest.i am just coward that afraid to be hated,that's why i always force myself never knowing it only hurt both side.i believe some of the girls know,then want me to be honest with them,want to me help me.but i never even once do that.this is my fault.i hug her

"Jessica,you can rest now.your words already reached me,for all has done to you....please forgive me."(Forvish)

i lay her on bed.then i take care of her suddenly i feel so many people outside...a group black clothed men were outside.a body guard?there are a twenty people... can i handle them alone?no....i don't need to handle them alone anymore.i take out my phone then i call mom.

"What's wrong forvish?"(Mom)

"Mom,i need your help,no everyone help !please return soon!"(Forvish)

She doesn't answer for a minute then she ask me.

"Forvish,don't act so rash.we will arrive soon."(Mom)

"Yeah."(Forvish)

i won't let them hurt jessica.

Narrator POV

At school

"Everyone,today we have something to do,let's show him your fruit of training."(Mom)

"Finally i can show him what i capable of!!!"(Ken)

he grind widely.everyone share the same feeling but aulia ask her mother

"but,mom you are pretty tricky..to think you make someone spy on him."(Aulia)

"What do you mean?i never do that.he is the one who ask for our help!"(Mom)

"......WHat?"(Shiroyuki)

no one ever expected this..

"...Well i don't know myself.but we must hurry everyone to the car !!Leon will be the one who drive!!!"(Mom)

"yeah!!"(Everyone)