《"God's" Door》Part 9
Advertisement
The stiffness left him. Pain vanished. The world around him new and different.
“!?”
Lance looked around from his position.The blackness now had a red tint to it. Like red lightning bolt had struck it. But even that spectacle was nothing.
For before Lance very eyes-
-Stood a tall black door.
But lance’s attention was stolen, not by it, but by the man simmering beside it.
His long black hair flowed for no reason as if a wind blew just for him. His form shimmered until a man in his thirties walked forward.
His clothes gave him a nicely dressed man for the medieval times. A long black cloak was wrapped around him. His image that of a vine. He looked prickly with all the strange point of his clothes.
The color, though the same, still held their own against the blackness around them.
His presence was impossible to ignore. Every step took Lance’s breath away.
The man’s face was etched into perfection. Lance got red in the face just glimpsing at him.
A being he should never lay eyes on stood near him
If Lance was tall then the man was a giant. He towered above him. A smile was on his face, but not a pleasant one. The kind swindler makes when he finds easy prey.
“To think you would finally arrive here." The man's voice flowed beautifully. Lance was taken in completely by them. Like a moth to a flame.
“Who are you and where am I?!” Lance snapped out of it and found his voice. He needed to get back. He had to.
The man flashed a surprised look, then he began to laugh. The man held his sides and the outburst lasted for a while.
“To think you are that dense,” The man's looked to the top of the blackness. “You have come to the place you cursed the most,” he looked down his nose at Lance. “and you have known of my existence for a long time…..Lance.”
Lance's brain processed the best it could. Then the question came to his mind.
“It can’t…” Their eyes meet. A guilty smile appeared on his face. Fear gripped his heart.
“Your…...God?” But the gears kept turning in his head. “And that is my door?” He looked start at the door. Half-expecting it to disappear.
The man's seemed to think for a bit “well, yes and no. I am God, but I am not” The man spoke in such a way that Lance was lost.
The man nodded to himself and looked down at me. “Then I shall explain to the dumb idiot” He stated then went on before Lance could protest the comment.
“You see God is not a single thing,” He pursed his lips, but he quickly snapped his fingers. “More a collection of human thoughts that rose above and took form.” The man spoke slowly, but even then it still sent Lance head spinning.
“But as the thought kept coming to God soon developed human feelings. The strongest being boredom. Watching you humans, was boring and uneventful. So he decided to do something,” He smiled evilly. “Can you guess what God did?” it sounded like a question a first-grade teacher asked a problem student.
The only thing that made sense was… “He made the “door” right?”
“Bingo,” He cheered as Lance gave the right answer. “God sent pieces of himself down to earth. These pieces soon wormed their way right next to the human soul.” He pointed his finger at Lance. “And then you humans finally found it. Took you a few centuries but you did.”
Advertisement
Lance listened well but lacked the mental processing ability to keep up at all. The man sighed.
“Basically, I am a part of the whole God which you humans created through your constant belief.” He pointed to himself “ And my appearance is shaped by said beliefs.” Understanding dawned on Lance.
“So God broke into a million pieces, then those pieces became their own individuals with forms and personas depending on the person they resided in.”
“It is as you say” it was a lot to take in. Here was a part of god. A being people worshiped since the beginning of the human race.
“Why did you appear now? Why appear after I am going to die?” The word nearly caught in his mouth. “Wait I can't stay here! I need to go back!”
“And do what? Eat dirt while you are mercilessly killed for fun. Just like that girl” The look he gave broke a nerve in Lance.
“Shut up!” He was already near dead. Why fear a part of god? “What right do you have to lecture me when you haven’t helped me once. You are about as useless as a damn twig!”
God fell silent. God closed his eyes for awhile then opened them.
“I’m truly glad,” yet he smiled unaffected by Lance’s words. “You are more than ready.” It wasn’t the words that scared lance. It was his eyes.
A burning desire resided in them. “Please allow God to enlighten you, foolish human.”
And so Lance’s years of pain were uncovered.
“You see your “door” is very special. Only six other people have one just like it.” God ran his finger down the darkened frame. “Your “Door” is so much more than anyone could have ever imagined.’ he looked to Lance again. “Calling you an ‘Abandoned by God’ Is rather close.” Lance could only stare at him. “Surely you must realize it now. The bible and many things talk about them. I believe the word is a called..” He seems to search for the word. He then snapped his fingers.
“A Deadly Sin”
Lance's heart froze. His blood chilled. “I’m…..a sin?”
“Yes. Quite the nasty one at that. Surely people’s behavior toward you was struck you as odd.” It was like “you drew their very hate toward you?”
All his years of suffering. All of them. The bullying. The isolation. The very hate toward his being. All of the made sense now.
He was a sin. A being that drew out negative emotions.
I am forsaken by god. Why….did I have to be born?
God grabbed Lance by the hair and pulled him up till they were face to face. “That’s it. Those dark empty eyes. You hate this world yes?” His form looked to be riddled with joy.
“It marked you as abandoned, they even went as far to isolate you completely. Human beings are not worth your time. You are special.” he let go of Lance’s hair and spread his arms wide like he was entertaining an audience.
Lance, through his pain, shouted out. "Why do I have a sin inside of me!?”
God let go and Lance’s chin fell hard into the ground. “Is it really that surprising” It not like you humans are pure creatures.” he pursed his lips once more “You can't see anything in gray. Always black or white.” He twirled around to face Lance.
“Just look at your history. Millions murdered. Thousand left to die. Hundreds more lost for no reason. Your very nature is dyed crimson with the blood of you own ancestors.” Lance couldn't refute his words. Simply because what he described was happening right now.
Advertisement
A picture perfect example of human cruelty.
“It is only natural that dark emotions would be a part of god. I believe you called them seven heavenly virtues and seven deadly sins. Though the former is never spoke of. Most people don’t know about them.” He walked slowly around Lance. “Mankind's best and worst qualities. Every little detail of feeling was sent to the entity of God”
“Why send them out at all?”
“Don’t you remember? God developed boredom. He needed to be stimulated by something.” he came close again. “What Better way to do so then to come down and become a part of the action.” A smile was one his face as he looked up to the heaven.
“So if you want to blame anyone. Blame you race for tainting God.” He could only stare in shock as the god went on.
“But enough complaining about your broken species. Most of my words come for you know. I can only act and think as you do." that made it all the harder to accept. He had ignored his negative thoughts for years.
“It so fucking stupid” All his years of suffering were happening for a reason.
For God to have fun. To lower his boredom.
“Now let me answer the question in your mind.”
“The thing in your back pocket activated this zone-Err more helped it finally manifest.” Lance pulled out the pocket watch. He brought it to his ear.
Tick
A faint ticking resounded in his ear drum. His hand was shaking terribly.
He dared to open it. Only to see a strange spectacle. The two hands were spinning, clockwise, at high speeds. As if the two hands were having a race.
“The second” is the sin of your door had been released.” God suddenly was up close and personal again. His breath was warm on Lance's ear. He knew the name before God spoke it.
Wrath.
“Your Wrath is burning. If I remember your exact words were ‘I hate his world’ right?” Lance stared at God.
“Do you get it? Those words sparked the hate, it is almost sad how much rage is pouring out of you and yet you are none the wiser.”
The hell is he going on about? Lance thought furiously. God seemed to look through Lance like before. He waved of Lance's questioning gaze and move back to the door.
“It seems you need to be shown.” he snapped his fingers. Lance stopped breathing. Geh was back in the field. But now he was standing over the battered body.
“What the hell” he shook his head. “This can’t”
“Oh but it is. Just look at your face. Look at the absolute hate. The fire burning in your eyes. I can almost see your darkness slaughtering all of them.
“No…. I DON’T DO THIS. THIS ISN’T ME!”
“No running.” A hand seized his neck and brought him in closer to his own face. The face of a demon. “This is you. Look long and hard and realize you were a demon.”
“....” Lance’s face was contorted into an inhuman expression. A wild beast was the best way to put it. His eyes bulged. His teeth were bared like fangs. A deadly light was deep in his eyes.
I can't believe this.!It is an illusion!
“Oh don’t be so surprised. You knew this whole time. I should know. I know you inside…..and out.” His tone was damning. Lance flat lie he was in a sinking swap. Slowly being consumed, the blackness around him.
His legs were already pitch black.
“Enough.” suddenly a chair materialized behind him and he sat crossed leg and rest his chin on his fist, “Why don't you just let your wrath take over?” His voice rose in excitement.
“Why?” he was half sunk in the blackness. “Because there is still time.” Lance's eyes flickered.
“Yes, you can still have your revenge. I did say your “Door” is different. The toll will be the same, but you “Wish” will actual be granted.” God chimed in excitement evident in his voice. He was like a kid with a new toy.
“Actual granted?”
“Oh did I fail to mention something important.” He tapped his brain. For a moment he flickered and glowed, but it soon stopped.
“You see, my thoughts and feelings might be yours but I still know many things. Like the fact that every door other that ones like your don’t grant wishes at all.”
“What?! But hundred of people have done it! Surely one wish got granted!”
“Not a single one. Most are just shown an illusion of their desired wish. It never truly happens.”
How many people died for nothing? The new reports as in his childhood were filled with people dying from the door.
“Yep all of them pointless deaths. Why would god give such power to every human? Things would get boring too quickly.” God looked up to the heaven.
“The higher power sure is a sick monster, isn’t he? Giving all you humans such a test knowing full well you will fail it.”
His own mother….dead for a false hope. A rigid test from God.
Burn it to the ground. Reduce it all to ashes.
A blackness enclosed his heart. His body was swallowed by the blackness. Only his head was safe.
“No! I am not like this surely I was human. I was born a human being!”
“And yet the world sees a monster. A mutant to the human race.” God waved his hand, Or in the distance, it appeared.
Alice corpse.
“God played his hand. A hand that got you hated and her killed” His gripped his fist and her visage was gone.
“I am not…”
You are!
“NO!”
“Then what kind of world treat you this way? Surely they have a good reason for treating you like dirt.”
The blackness was slowly going up his neck.
Something inside him was breaking.
“Enough.” God doned a soft expression. Almost like a parent worried about their child. “You have suffered enough.”
“....”
“Fight back. Lay waste to them all. Have your revenge.”
There was nothing left. Lance world was crumbling.
I don't want this anymore.
I have nothing but hate.
This world…... should just burn.
“Will I know how to use the power right away?” His voice lacked ay emotion. Only a beast hidden in human skin remained.
“Yes, I will supply you with the knowledge for it. Though I will need you to offer blood to make it set in stone.” The blackness had gone inside of him….No, it had been there the whole time.
Lance looked over his body. Three ribs, his nose, and his knee were broken. Lance stared for a long moment at the hole in his leg. Plus the hundred bruises all over his body.
“Do you have a preference from where?”
In that moment, God shivered. Before him, a human being broke. But instantly a demon took its place.
Truly terrifying. He threw away his humanity like it was nothing.
“Rage is the only thing I have left in me. No, it was the only thing I ever had. God even gave it to me. I might as well test it” A fist formed and the grip tightening until blood trickled from his palm.
“I would love to pay them back for it,” Lance said this with evil intent burned into each word. Lance was unaware his dead eyes were alive but darker than ever before. An even darker smile on his face.
“I love it, Lance! Our time may have been short, but I am glad to have finally met you." He gripped the open hand.
Creak.
The door made a soft creaking as it open. A black light shot out of it as it opened. Lance felt a burning sensation on his lower neck.He screamed loud as it lasted for what seemed like an eternity. He rolled and shouted but nothing eased his pain.
“AHAHAHAHAHAHAH”
“That tattoo is the contract, Just feed it your blood and anger or others. You will be given power in exchange.” God sounded like a little kid, he was jumping for joy almost. An evil smile lit his face. “Here just look.”
The pain finally subsided and Lance inspected his new mark thanks to a mirror having to materialized out of nowhere.
It had five marks that look like a wave like arms each curved slightly to the left.
The arms shot out of a circle, with a just blank space in the middle. The length of each arm was a rush of sorts. It looked like a very menacing starfish with a hole in the middle.
“Now, go and reap your vengeance! Let the world see TRUE wraith!” god snapped his finger and the world began to collapse.
Advertisement
-
In Serial9 Chapters
Land of Astria
Virtual reality MMORPG has been every gamer's dream. Aaron Kennings, age 20, has been playing games ever since he was young. From the shooters, platformers, puzzle games and more. But there's only one type of game that he enjoys most, RPGs. After long years of waiting and gaming, the very first VR device ever made "VirGo" finally appeared. With its launch, also came the very first MMORPG virtual reality game "Astria". Immediately a lot of people bought the device together with the game and Aaron was one of them. The game was known for its strict combat system and difficult enemies. And trying to play the game solo would be crazy. And because of that players would immediately form a party with others. Now let's get into the story of Aaron as he tackles this new game together with his friends!
8 113 -
In Serial57 Chapters
The White Rabbit: Book 2
In the Urillian Empire, the Empress Xandra rules three-quarters of the planet Xren from her home in the capital of the Earth Continent. Both the fire and water peoples have fallen under her might after a series of wars stretching back three centuries. Earth elves, under Xandra's rule, have spread throughout the planet and established colonies, and are, by all accounts, enjoying what seems to be a prosperous and happy existence. But not everyone in Uril is happy. The holy books speak of elves as the Chosen People of Thesis, tasked with guiding and protecting the lower races. For some people, this scripture has been interpreted to designate their life as one on the lowest rungs of society. Humans have been reduced to a slave class, and serve their elven masters under Xandra's rule, kept at bay by the constant fear of the dreaded Emerald Knight, and their own perceived weakness. Humans do not lead long lives, nor do they possess the wisdom, power, or magical acumen of their elven masters. But there is hope. A group of people have banded together to fight against Xandra, her Knight, and her empire. They call themselves the "Knights of Order" united under the principle idea that Xandra's reign has brought chaos unto Xren, and they wish to restore order. These Knights are led by a man named Xaxac Brigaddon, spoken of as a legend. They say that when the moons are full, some humans transform into powerful beasts. They say that Xaxac is the most powerful warrior on Xren, that in his youth he was enslaved and forced to fight other humans to the death in a bloodsport called "cage fighting", that he could not be touched and held the world championship title for three years running until he faked his own death and escaped his master to join the resistance. They say that he has friends in high places- noblemen, pirates, and the devil himself. They say that if you can find him, he can ferry you to freedom in places where the Earth Elves fear to tread. They say that he is immune to magical attack, and his eyes shine like the silver moon. They say that he is descended from Quizlivian Brigaddon, one of the humans who helped the demon Magnus escape a god. They say that if you want to walk the Path of Order, you should follow the White Rabbit.Come and watch the transformation from human boy to Knight of Order: The life and times of Xaxac OfAgalon OfLangil Brigaddon. Content Warning: This work is based on the real experiences of human trafficing survivors. Xaxac's origins are based on true events, and they are presented realisitcally; this includes but is not limited to: isolation, gaslighting, emotional and sexual abuse, and grooming tactics. This work is meant to hold a mirror up to society; it is based on the real of experiences of people who have experienced slavery and/or abuse. It is an adult work and probably should not be read by anyone under the age of 18. If you are a survivor of human trafficing and/or abuse, your feedback is welcome, but please do not read this if you think it may trigger your trauma. I did not write this with the intention of harming anyone, but rather to provide accurate representation for a group that does not normally get it in the hopes of changing the zeitgeist. I would like to see a world where more people understand what these experiences are like, so that real survivors do not have to deal with microagressions from an ignorant public. Reader discretion is advised. This book does not display these elements as heavily as book 1.
8 154 -
In Serial6 Chapters
The Gate of Wills
Crow and thousands of other gamers are drawn into a new world where more is at stake than what they can imagine. Of course, he is happily unaware of the dangers that lurk around him and is mostly just peeved over why he can't choose an avatar or log out of this new mmorpg. He is about to have a rude awakening.
8 92 -
In Serial45 Chapters
He's a Senior and I'm the Freshman
8 190 -
In Serial20 Chapters
Hate me [Finished]
"Направих нещо ужасно само защото мразя майка и. А тя?! Тя е единственото момиче, което някога ще обичам. Но...това, което направих е непростимо." Мислех си за това, когато тя ме прегърна в гръб. Усетих ръцете й да стискат кръста ми. Тя подпря главата си на рамото ми. Плачеше. Тогава чух две думи,които ме стъписаха: -Обичам те! Погледнах я. Целунах я по челото и си тръгнах.Корица:sadreamer
8 148 -
In Serial22 Chapters
Your Voice | Taehyun x Chaeryeong
"•I love hearing Your Voice•"In which Taehyun gets a phone call from an unknown number. It turns out that it was all misunderstanding but what will that one phone call lead to?Started : 10/09/2022Ended : 02/11/2022
8 155
