It's been a month since I've been locked up

The auror who brings the food comes every day at noon, the worst thing is that he brings a very small portion and it tastes horrible.

It is a very curious prison and on the first night I understood what the minister was telling me and also because there are no guards

The dementors enter the tower at nightfall and begin to torture the prisoners, the nights are very cold and very noisy from the screams of the prisoners

It seems that I am the exception, the first night I had a conversation with one of them

It seems that my soul and my body is different from other people and they do not like it, that dementor said that a long time ago he met someone equal to me

According to what the dementor heard from the people it devoured, the appearance was that of an old man with a huge staff and his eyes were golden in color.

It would be interesting to talk to that wizard, but he must already be dead, for he told me that he knew him a long time ago before this tower of Azkaban existed.

I have spent my time this month thinking about the development of what led to me being locked up.

Arrogance and ignorance led me to be in prison

I never thought about what would happen if something went wrong, where to go, what to say, where to hide things, many factors that never crossed my mind

The main thing I have debated on has been

Why did the magic go wrong?

This I can only attribute to my ignorance and negligence, I must have tried the spell on an animal before.

I am almost certain that the problem was to force the magic to use more energy than the spell required, its effect is supposed to be irritation and temporary blindness

Forcing more energy when channeling the spell caused its effects to be devastating, but I will have to do more tests in the future to determine if my hypothesis is correct.

What I am sure of is that there is something that happened and it has to be related to that energy in my body

Because in the spellbook such destructive potential was never mentioned and more if the simplicity of the spell is taken into account

But this generates a doubt in me, do wizards not feel the energy for their body?

Or could it be that they can't control it?

Well, in no book was there any reference to this energy and this can open up countless possibilities in the application of magic

Now the problem is that I can't prove any of this, I only know a spell that I can't test on anyone,

I have dedicated much of my time this month to meditation, feeling the energy and how it flows through my body.

It's a funny thing because I absorb energy when I breathe and it uses my veins to travel throughout my body and it recirculates in my heart.

I'm still not sure what role this energy plays in improving my body, because I don't know if it just uses the veins as a conduit and as a result of this the blood in my body adapts to it and gradually absorbs it or directly the blood absorbs energy

It makes sense then because in the books it is said that the blood of magical animals is requested to perform experiments and potions

My theory is that by spending more time in meditation I can get my body to adapt to the energy and this will strengthen my power.

It is proven because this month I have not felt hungry at any time, although the auror brings food the amount is so little that it is simply to avoid death from hunger.

However, I believe that this season in prison will take a toll on my body because I need another type of diet so that my body absorbs those nutrients because I do not believe that energy is omnipotent

The only thing I'm lucky about is that whatever it is, it seems that no dementor liked it because they always pass by my cell, it seems that they did not lie to me, I wonder if it has something to do with being sucked into a hole black

Although I don't think they can absorb any happy memories or joys because I don't have any anymore ...

So I decide to continue with my daily meditation routine.

Today I feel again that someone is watching me, it is the 4th day that it happens to me while I meditate, I wonder if it is the person who comes to kill me

"Are you coming to kill me?" I asked with my eyes closed while meditating

After a while, in silence, I felt a voice in the distance that said: "why do you think that?"

"Didn't the old fools from the wizengamot send you to end the Gaunt family legacy?" I asked for

When I thought he was gone I felt his voice sound like an old man but now with a touch of mockery.

"No one in this world can kill you until you are 10 years old, that's part of the promise I made"

Then the feeling left, I wonder who that old man is, I have several conjectures but that meeting will surely be held in the future.

It seems that my safety is guaranteed at least until I leave Azkaban, I doubt that someone will attack me after the old man fulfills his promise, I have about ten years left to turn 12 and be able to attend school

I will have to wait another year because they only accept students who are 11 years old until August 31, I can only sigh at my bad luck of being born on September 1

Alexander gradually realized that the auror who delivered the food got very nervous when he delivered his portion

What Alexander did not know was that it was already the 3 time that the auror found a body outside the cabin where he has an established point of arrival

He recognized them all because they were co-workers

then 3 months have passed

I have had quite slow progress in terms of meditation

My body continues to absorb energy but there is a limit that my body accepts, although little by little that limit is increasing

Although I am not sure how much is a product of my body growth or meditation, I do not doubt that I have not wasted my time because when I started I could only absorb energy up to the size of a little finger, now I can absorb more than double that quantity.

the process of meditation will make me more powerful in the future, it seems that this prison period will be a blessing for me in gaining power.

I hope the old wizards don't get impatient and die before I kill them.

No one can take advantage of me and get away with it, it was not like that in my previous life and this will not be the exception