Sigh... how much longer until i die. These trips into the darkness keeping getting longer... and when it ends the pain only gets worse. I want to die.

The light. that sits nearby is growing dimmer? I guess this is the end. Finally the moment has come... death eternal... Long live... death ... ahahahahahaha.

As the light grows dimmer the darkness grows colder, and colder and just as the light is about to go out... it blinks. and starts to grow brighter. [Nooo, i want to die! Just let me die!]

This light grows brighter and brighter until all the darkness is gone. [How could this be! I was , I wanted too , I truly wanted to just die!]

After the light engulfs me. I'm forced to open my eyes. And what i see isn't a hospital room filled with doctors and nurses straining themselves as they try to bring back a nearly dead corpse of a man. What i see is a rocky terrain that keeps going and going as far as the eyes could see. [Where am I?]

I try to close my eyes again but then i realized that i didn't have eyes... or even a bloody eye.... or blood.... [What am I?]

I try to touch the ground and realize I didn't have hands or feet. I couldn't feel or move. Reminds me of that time when i woke up in that damn hospital bed with my body strapped to it.

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For an unknown amount of time I have been stuck watching the rocky surface. My old memories are fading away... and all that i seem to remember now is this rocky surface.

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[I... am.... soooo.... tired.... sooooo....sleeeepy....] Darkness slowly fills my view.... then finally complete darkness consumes me....

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Just as my mind was beginning to fade a bright jarring light Sploded the darkness that consumed me. I look outwards once more.... and i see streaks of light falling .... from some place? One of these streaks of light starts falling towards me... and just as it looked like it would hit me... I went through it. Sigh.... well that would've been awesome if that had smooshed me.... not like it could anyways... Atleast the view is different this time. What i am viewing now is a cascade of light falling from somewhere beyond.... and pummeling the ground ferociously.

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After a while i noticed that the rocky terrain not only had wholes in it but had beds of colored light that just glowed.... like it didn't care that "I" was trying to get some rest? I guess i gotta wait for it to go away.... I hate this....

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Finally the cascade of colored light is gone and all is once again a rocky surface... I am kinda glad? Now what was that feeling that I had earlier?... I need that feeling so i can sleep... I empty my mind of all thought and slowly encourage the darkness to consume me... this time it takes less time.... seems like the darkness wanted to consume me too? Well atleast something is going my way.

Then just as the darkness was about to consume me whole .... a bunch of streaks should up again.... [Fucking jinxed it....]

And just like before falling light striking the terrain, making holes. making hills.... heck even a fuckin mountain... wait... what am I thinking about? all that comes up is the rocky terrain... guess it was nothing note worthy...

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phew.... its finally over... I hope? nah... there comes more light streaks.... fuck....

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Is it over? nooooooooooooo

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stop it. stop shining!!!!! NO MORE LIGHT!!!!!

Even though the light won't listen... I cling to the darkness... as hard as i can... and it seems every time I do, my grip gets better... and better.... and better.

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Until finally I close the darkness in on me .... I am completely enshrouded... just as I was about to relax into the darkness.... my grip begins to fade with my mind.... the darkness loses its grip and the light intrudes once more.... I must keep it going..... I pull the darkness back from beyond and enclose myself once more but how will I rest? If I try to rest it'll come undone...? All my hard work wasted... THIS time i will make the darkness complete. I will build it up and pack it in then I'll get more and pack that it in again.... I will keep packing it in until it stays that way forever.... and ever and ever.... I will never let the darkness go again...

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Pack it in... collect... pack it in.... collect... pack it in collect... packitincollectpackitincollectpackitincollectpackitincollectpackitincollectpackitincollectpackitincollect.....

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Pack it in collect... pack it in collect... pack it in collect.... its getting harder to collect....I guess that means I am nearly done? .... no i can't think like that... if i do then the light will gain an upper hand.... must continue...... collect... pack..... it.... in.....

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I have reached the point that i can no longer pack in no matter how hard i try it just won't go in any more.... I have done it.... I am freeeeeeeee!!!!!!!! NO MORE LIGHT!!!!!!!!!!

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The END?