=== Jielby’s Confession

[This is a confession booth right? I have something to talk about actually...Yappe, this is so embarrassing!]

[You needn't to be fretted my child, you are talking to a God. For his is almighty and all-seeing, he knows your sins.]

[But that is precisely why it is so ticky-picky, if he knows everything already why do I have to be vocal about it? Hey, this is what I did wrong, can you forgive me already? Oh gushie, for such a cutie girlie I simply can't help it!]

[Well, that is a good question, let me explain. The Lord chooses those who are true to his faith. For one to confess to sins is to speak the truth about themselves. Without the lie, they achieve better connection not only with the fair heavens above, but also with the soul on earth. Besides, every human has a guardian angel, so it’s not like he needs to spy on anyone, right? Whenever your intentions here are true are up to you. Remember that my child, and release yourself from the burden of your sin.]

I just happened to be passing by when someone was looking around. It was the habitually lovely unwinged knight who was curious today. With a gaze in the distance she looked left and right, but no one was there. Expect me, who quickly concealed herself from her vision. What was she doing here, the silly leader of our troupe? Maybe she was going to the grocers? Quite frankly, that was far her goal.

Instead, on this clear sky day, when the wind was blowing gently on top of my face, when the flowers started to bloom in the sun, when the people smiled to each other with a brighter shine, she decided it was best to go to a morning mass. Little did she know, in this city of dreams this particular church is open only at nights. She could have just visited another one, but no, she insisted.

And so, after a while, I knew she would return here, when the Moon and stars would get their turn in the sky. There was also something peculiar about her movement, was she trying to be sneaky or showing off? Normal people who wanted to remain confidential would act differently, but for her that clearly didn’t apply. She jumped through the wide open door, and looked around. No one was there. She raised her voice, and was met with a pacifying "shh" from the nun. Now, like an obedient and proper girl, she has to answer for her past transgressions.

[So, if you kindly please speak directing your words towards the Lord, we could start. Was there even reason to why you came here?]

[There was a bunch of reasons of course, he knows about them, so I don't need to tell him personally. Anyway Noctia, why are you so strict on this? There is no one here, as far as you can see, so I do wonder, why even bother, right?]

[Are you certain you came here without ill intentions my child? Speak not to me but to God. This is a place where you connect with a greater power than yours. Understanding your faults, facing the fragile and fickle humanity, just like a kid who have seen snow for the first time, just like a young bird who is afraid to step out the nest, you too are still green and many things remain unknown for you in this world. Thanks to the wisdom of the Lord...]

[Break time! I get it, that's like your thing, preaching about his name in high glory. How could this modest lass even begin to understand? Gusher-musher, you are making me a little red on the cheeks! It's like your gentle voice of an angel, it's surprisingly adorbs! I could listen to it all the time, but actually, don't you find it a little awkward that you are the only girl working here?]

It's not technically work, more like devotion. And it's not like they are in an idol band, it ought to be a reasonable clergy! But I don't know why would they allow a female nun to grant absolution, maybe they are not strictly religious around here? And this church also opens only at nights...does that mean it is a sect? Well, at least Noctia is treating this seriously, despite me not knowing if this supposed to be a mission from the other world, or something players created here specifically.

[Are you questioning my devotion? This meeting intended to be your confession, not mine. Please child, remain humble.]

[No problemo, I was just wondering about a few things, but if you want me to talk I'm gonna tell you all of the stuff.]

[Only your sins are what his highness is interested in. Consider your heart, it will feel lighter after being disencumbered.]

[When you like tell stories during the camp fire and they all laugh about how you made a silly out of yourself? I had no idea this was that easy! Uno momento, give me some time to gather my thinkings. Now now, what to confess?]

At least she was looking like actually ready to talk, finally. Sitting inside of the confession booth, Noctia's face was worried, though I barely saw her behind the wooden grate. As for Jielby, she keeled down next to the confessional with her hands joined. She was both praying and thinking about something deeply, and that is usually a clear sign that something bad is about to happen.

[So have you heard about pegasi? I always wanted one because they are like super-duper abords and stuff, right? *aww*! Obviously when I heard that they are going to release the new patch and put like flying mounts into it, I'm like yes! Ever since then I put my mind on acquiring one, because I know it is going to take a long time to grind and whatnot. I need to work hard, but sometimes I just get all dizzy from this over-and-over smacking the monsters in the head.]

[Yes, that is quite a story there. I am sure God understands your effort and will reward you in the future. In times of strain, recall the words "Those who have will be given more, and they will have an abundance". Be brave my child and work diligently.]

[But that's not all, I mean why would I ever choose to become a pegasus knight, even before the patch, right? The answer, because I am completely in love with them! They are so swinging—they have those snuggly, feather-like, totally adorbs outfits, I just can't help it to express my d'awws! You know that I based this outfit on my own personal design, right? How is it? It is totally awesome, that what it is! I love it so much I could almost faint in front of the mirror. How embarrassing!]

[I understand, God forgives you for being narcissistic. Love is something that should be given to others as well.]

Yet I would say that she is more like delusional that self-loving. Anyhow, all this talk about her favourite subject caused her to become more active from now, moving her hands around in gestures while still kneeling down on a cushion. I do wonder how this will end actually.

[So like I have been thinking, because you can only imagine how it would realistically work. When you mount the pegasus, what technique would you use? Usually you saddle on the middle of the horse, but for them they have wings in there. Thus, do you perhaps put it further behind, if there is even space there. Naturally, you absolutely mustn’t ride without a seat, it would hurt the animal. One time I saw when the rider sat on the neck of the poor thing, that is defins not allowed!]

[Being gentle is a virtue, no matter if to humans or to animals. You have a kind soul my child—it is your strong point. Forget not that gift, which was bestowed by the God, for he works in strange ways. Unknown is his plan for you as well.]

[Honestly, I was also planning how I am going to straddle it as well. The typical method is to have both legs astride. That is somewhat the safest method, but does it work well with the female body? The pictures I saw had the rider stand, because she was so smol. I think when you fly it would be difficult to do so, especially while diving at high speeds. Additionally, I was considering using a sidesaddle, though that would depend on how well the pegasus can hold balance.]

[I see, you are considerate about others. I do appreciate that, but even you say so, don't forget you speak with God.]

Quite understandably, Noctia was worried that this conversation is going in a strange direction, away from confession. Her hand was on her forehead, contemplating deeply. We both had no idea what to say to the girl who steadily getting livelier.

[Above that there is the matter of how the rider should deliver the blow of her spear. Obviously you need to be careful, if you did not notice yet, the problem is the wings. During the flight they flap, but when diving they can be set aside. You need to work with your little adorbs pegasus to figure out the optimal strategy that will keep speed during the impact. If you strike from the front, you will be pushed back, if you do a fly-by you tilt to the side. Many things to consider...]

[Perhaps you should concentrate on the cause you came here my child. Just now you have been talking about your dreams, not your...]

[Actually, I think if you train together, you can do anything! It is all about getting the right balance before the lance connect. So I dunno how exactly it is going to work in this game, but I hope at least I can modify her looks. I was always a fan of ponies, unicorns and you name it, ever since I was a little girl. The usual colour is pure white, but how about making the wing accents pink? Then I need to figure out the saddle and stirrups position that we both will be comfortable...Actually Noctia, what is your opinion?]

[As I said Jielby, you are speaking with God. This is the purpose of confession. He is not here to talk about pegasi, rather his holiness would be delighted to hear about your sins, that you might be released from them and become free. Do that and I will give you my blessings as well. If not, then I'm not sure how I help you with that...understand?]

Is that her final resort? She want to threaten the little birdbrain that she will be forced to grind on her own from now? This is quite a harsh punishment, but she didn't really say it literally. Nevertheless, her face looks slightly annoyed now.

[Okay, I get it. You just want to remind me that even with a big dream like that, you need to work your way from the ground. I guess that alone is fair, I didn't expect you to know much about them anyway. Do say, was my info kinda useful? Ishishi~]

[It was quite alluring in a way, but let's not derail from the subject. You do remember for what purpose you came here?]

[Oh I just wanted to talk and all. You are always lonely or sleepy, I thought it would be a nice change for you! See, I came here some time ago, but during the day you locked the doors, so I waited all this time until you wake up. Is that like BBF or what? We should do that more often from here on now, like I barely know anything about you.]

[God forgive me, for what I have perpetuated. You send me this test I must persevere and as your humble servant I accept it. Please have mercy for me and for my friend, who is lost deep in a forest, shepherd this lost sheep her back to her herd.]

The nun mumbled behind her praying hands. I just barely heard what was she saying, but for Jielby it seems she didn't.

[Okay my child, I give you my blessing—you are free to go. As for your penance I wish that you pray alone, in silence and think about how you can improve upon yourself. Only after that you may find peace with God.]

[So you are saying that there is a better way to get rich fast? You could have said in the first place! In actuality, I wanted to ask you if you could change your sleeping schedule a little, it would absolutely help others, you know?]

Okay, she didn’t want just talk—she actually wanted to use Noctia for the purpose of grinding...I am out of words.

[That alone...I understand, I really do. But I can't say it is an easy thing to do, although I feel a little tired now.]

[Yea just keep trying to improve upon yourself and stuff! God will show you the path, especially now that mornings are super sunny!]

That is true, I should go to sleep as well. I mean all this happened because Jielby felt invigorated by the early spring, and then thought it was a good idea to share that energy with the night owl...so what was the deal with this confession?

[Oh yea, about the whole talking to the God, I do respect what you do, but it is a little silly of you know? You are like always serious there, Lord this, Lord that. Why did you even decide to pray at night time?]

[To speak freely, I just felt like it. There is no other motive than the fact that I usually stay up late.]

But those words were not clearly what she meant. She hid her face behind a prayer gesture, and turned away a little. Both of the girls exited the church and met their gazes in front of the main gates, in the middle of a bright night.

[Oh okay, I guess that works. Righto, I am going to catch you later alligator!]

[Yes, be safe in your travels during the night. Let the star guide your way.]

[Don't worry about that, I mean I still don't have the pegasus so I can't fly. Did you know actually that they are all female? They are born from an egg, just like birds, but there must a reason why, right? I will take a guess it's sparky rainbow magic.]

[Of course...that might be it, Jielby. Thank you for your sharing your cheerfulness with me tonight.]

The pink one, feeling a little bit fuzzy, came close and hugged warmly the owl girl, who returned that gesture despite surprise. Afterwards Jielby quickly left the vicinity of the church, partying ways with a deep blow. However, the one that remained, the nun that concentrated her mind on something...I was wondering about what she was thinking when she spoke in a very quiet tone.

[This flying mount, I guess I don't really need it to be honest, as long as she is around that is...]