" Lydia you will be having a new therapist " the nurse says to me as I finish eating my cold dinner .

I look up at her and she has a small smile on her face and her cheeks flushed .

" What happened to Dr . Andrews " I ask my mouth full from this tuna casserole .

She sighs heavily running her hands down her Mickey Mouse scrubs which I found ridiculous .

"He was having an affair with one of our patients here and he was arrested last night " she says and I couldn't help but be surprised , Dr. Andrews was so nice to me and he gets me and was like the only friend I have here .

But I have to admit Dr.Andrews was a hot thirty four year old man , although I would've never thought he would be having an affair with a patient here given he's married and has two kids .

" His name is Dr. Parker he graduated from college six months ago so he's pretty young close around your age group , he is ready to meet you at 3:30 so be ready " she says turning to leave.

I finish eating and head to my room sitting on my twin size cold bed starring up at the tv mounted on the wall and I grab the remote going to save recordings and replay the video of Seth's interview of him talking about Olivia and I felt bile rise in my throat .

When he talks about Olivia something about him seems off , like the words were rehearsed .

I turn the television off not having enough strength to look at Seth any longer or I'll break down into tears.

I decided to brush my hair in front of the mirror and felt disgusted by how I looked . My skin was pale and I had bags under my eyes , I had cut my hair short and it reached the top of my neck I noticed my hair was turning blonde .

A knock sounded at the door causing me to jump in surprise as the same nurse from earlier opened my door giving me a grin .

" Are you ready to meet your new therapist ? " she says .

I shrug " I guess " I say and she beckons me to follow her and I leave my room walking a good three feet from her .

She stops in front of the door turning to me grinning and I rolled my eyes from all her grinning " He is really nice so be good to him okay ?" She tells me and I nod fighting the urge to roll my eyes .

And when she opens the door and I spotted a man sitting on his desk reading through files.

Once our eyes connected I knew this was just the beginning of a crazy roller coaster ride .