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I kept walking out of the hospital. Looking down at my attire I'm in boy clothing and by the smell of it I know it's Williams. How did I not notice this before.

Did he change me whilst I was asleep. I could feel myself cringe at the very thought.

I could hear loud footsteps behind me. I know it's William but I don't want to be near him.

I don't even know where I'm going, all I know is I have to get out of here and see if Sam and Billy are Alright.

All of a sudden tingles shot around my waist and I was spun round to see William.

I quickly detached myself from his grasp to make the tingles stop.

"Ally where are you going?" He asked a bit angry at the fact I was trying to get away from him. I could see that his wolf feels slightly rejected which his making him hold on that much more to me to make sure I can't leave him.

"I'm going to find Sam and Billy, where are they?" William growled at the mention of other Male names leaving my mouth.

"Who the fuck is Sam and Billy?" I almost dryly laughed but held back. I can see William wolf coming to the surface as his muscles stayed tense. His jaw was tight and his intense glare was burning into my own.

"Billy is an 8 year old and Sam is the one who saved me and gave me shelter and food as a rouge. Not that it's any of your business.

Now tell me what you've done with the rest of that village you raided?" I snapped at him. I keep losing my temper around him, he is so frustrating.

My eyes penetrating into him observing every one of his movements.

"The village has been burnt to the ground." He answered emotionlessly. I could feel my words stuck in my throat.

"However, after finding you we took the remaining villages and children down to our orphanage and some are still inside the hospital." He stated calmly.

I felt a sense of relieve pass through me, that they where here with me.

I then turned around to start heading towards the orphanage. But William yet again stopped me.

"Ally stop" I turned towards him.

"What? I'm going to see that you haven't killed my friends after you stormed our village." I snapped at him ripping my hand out of his hold.

"It was a rouge village, and due to the up coming rouge threats it was dangerous for such a high population of rouges to be near our boarders. I didn't know you were going to be there." He said desperately trying to justify his actions.

"But I was. These rouges aren't dangerous. That village has been there for about 4 years and hasn't been a bother to anyone." I said fighting back at his logic.

"But that didn't mean it wasn't a threat. I'm an Alpha Ally I need to look after my pack first" he said his voice holding more dominance and power in it.

"There were children." I could even hear the hurt and sadness in my voice.

"And I never intended to kill the children" I could see his eyes soften as he took in my distressed and hurt voice.

I didn't know how to reply. I could feel my emotions getting the better of me. I haven't been emotional like this is so long. I think it's due to being back here where everything started.

"A lot has changed since you've been away. Come I'm taking you to the pack house to wash up and then we're having dinner with my parents." He stated leaving no room for negotiations.

And just like that his iron grip wrapped itself around my wrist as he started pulling me in the direction of the old pack house.

He has attempted to carry my but I seriously protested.

After being tugged along up to the Alphas own floor, William finally let go of my hand.

He then lead me into a room. It was very large and in the middle of it was a large bed. It was a very manly room as there was no bright colours and nothing decorating the room, with very little light entering the room. Almost like a cave some kind of man cave.

"This is our room" he stated scanning my face to try and understand if I'm happy with the it or not.

The answer being not.

He must be stupid if he thinks I'm sharing a room with him.

"I'm not staying in a room with you" I spat at him, disgust leaking off every word of my sentence.

"Your my mate, your this packs Luna and Alpha's and Luna's stay in the same bed." He stated his dark eyes not leaving mine almost daring me to challenge him.

And I will.

"I've never agreed to be your Luna" I said sternly turning away from him slightly.

"How can you really expect me to be with you after everything you did?" My voice broke a bit. I don't understand how he has this affect.

How he makes me so weak.

Even after the unforgivable thing he did to me.

"I'm sorry. I'm sorry I never spoke up. I was afraid of what my father would say. I didn't expect my father to exile you and your family. Everything just happened so fast that day, it all seemed like a blur." He said looking away from me almost as if he was reliving that day again.

"Well for me I remembered every detail as clear as day. For it has haunted every one of my nightmares. It constantly clouds my thought." I shot back my voice low and steady making his eyes snap to meet mine.

He then opened his mouth to speak.

"All-" I cut him off.

I don't even want to know. I don't even want to be here having this conversation. I never thought I would see him again and I never wanted to. I was happy leaving him far in my past, I don't want him in my future.

But by looking at his face he dose feel guilty and sorry. But it's for the wrong thing. He thinks I'm upset because of me and my family being exiled. He doesn't understand what he even did, he is a stupid Alpha Male so wrapped up in his own ego. A spoiled rich boy who has always got everything. A boy who thinks it is acceptable to rape a defensive less eleven year old girl.

He ruined me and he doesn't even know it.

He still doesn't understand what he did.

And just like that I felt consumed again with anger.

It's unfair.

All of this is unfair.

"What you think getting kicked out the pack was the bad part. You raped me.

I was thirteen. I hadn't even had my first kiss.

I've had years of me worrying that my mate was going to reject me because of your sent you left on my after you raped me.

I've been bullied, hit, called a slut, a whore for not waiting for my mate all of them smelling my tainted scent and no mark.

You ruined my life.

I had nightmares for years. When I think of what scares me most I think of you and what you did.

I think about how it hurt. I think about my father giving up everything he has ever worked for just because you couldn't keep it in you pants."

I said letting the anger show on my face. The hurt. The utter sadness.

I could see my words cutting into William and his face changes to one of pain.

It's the only other emotion I've seen on his face instead of anger and lust.

"STOP!" He shouted stopping my rant.

I couldn't quite describe the look on Williams face. It was one of guilt and sadness but also by angry. He kept clenching and unclenching his fists as I saw small trails of blood drip from his balled fists.

"I-I d-don't i-" and just like that William fled the room almost knocking the door down on his way out.

I let out a loud sigh.

And this isn't the end of this discussion, in fact I'm interested in meeting his parents again to give them a piece of my god dam mind.

Not even a few seconds later I heard a light knock on the door.

I turned my attention to the door to see a girl with long brown hair appear.

She appears a bit cautious as she peaks her head around the door slowly.

"Ally" her soft small voice says.

"Um do I know you" I questioned having no ideas who this person is before me.

"Yeah, it's me Jane."

"Oh my gosh Jane is that you!" She finally smiled coming over to me and hugging me in her warm embrace.

It's was Jane, she was my best friend before I left. I hadn't seen her in so long, she had changed so much since I've last seen he she's grown up. I guess I have too but it's weird.

"I can't believe your finally back and I can't believe you left without saying goodbye." She said pulling away from our embrace, a smile gracing her face.

"Yeah I'm sorry about that. It was all pretty sudden." I explained, she nodded her head understanding.

"So Your our Luna. It's crazy William had been looking for his mate for so long. It very rare for an Alpha not to find his wait straight away, if only you never left" she said still smiling brightly, however I could feel my smile drop a tad.

"Well it wasn't exactly my choice" I defended myself.

"Oh, of course I know. It's was the talk of the pack about what had happened. It was shocking your father had always been so calm" I clenched my teeth a bit holding my tongue from saying something I would regret.

"Yeah" I said shortly hoping to end this little discussion.

"What about your parents are they coming back to live here? I'm sure William would be more than happy to lift there banishment." She said encouragingly.

I felt my throat close up. I took a few deep breaths to try and relax myself.

This just reminding me how much my parents would be disappointed I'm back here.

"Um yeah. Well what about you, did you find your mate?" I said almost desperately trying to change the conversation.

I some unknown emotion cross her face, but it was quickly replaced with a smile.

"Yeah, He is actually the Gammar. He fought and won the position of Gammar when your father left. He is amazing really you have to meet him." I almost laughed at the excitement in her voice.

I was also a little bit envious. That she has a mate she lives so much. One that she is proud of.

It also hurt to hear about my father position being filled. I know he gave it up, and has now passed but I can never really imagine anyone else as Gammar of the Blood Moon pack. No One could ever measure up to him.

I wonder what he would think if he knew who my mate was. That he knew I was back here after everything they did to get me away from here. I felt that I was betraying him and my mother in a way.

"So what's his name?" I questioned, anything really to keep her questions off me.

"He is called Luke, he was a warrior like me and we met and fell in love." She said In a soft tone whilst a shade of pink cover her once pale cheeks.

"That's really sweet" I said throwing her a fake smile, trying my best to be happy for her.

"What am I doing taking all about me. I was sent here by the Alpha to get you ready for dinner." She said handing me her hand pulling me into Williams closest.

How great.

30 minutes later

I sat looking in the mirror at my emotionless face. My long blonde hair had me straightened, I don't think I had ever seen it so shiny.

I could barley recognise myself.

I haven't really cared much about my looks. I did when I was younger but after William I never cared about what I looked like, I preferred to just act invisible.

This was my first time wearing makeup as well. The mascara made my eyes bigger, my brows more filled out and my bone structure more defined.

I was wearing a dress which was medium length and is tightly fitted around my small waist but loser at the bottom.

I have a fairly good built and figure due to all my running and training, my skin is slightly tanned due to living outside as a rouge for so long.

Jane then came out the bathroom taking in my appearance a smile gracing her face.

"You look so beautiful Ally." She exclaimed in awe.

I just hugged my arms around my body in discomfort as if I could shield myself from the world.

"Alright the Alpha just mind linked me, there ready for you downstairs in the dining room. Do you want me to take you there or do your remember where that is?" She questioned me.

"I will be just fine. Thanks Jane" I said thanking her politely.

And I headed out the double doors.

This is going to be fun...

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