It's been a month since I moved to Australia. It was really hard leaving tom and the first few days I couldn't stop thinking about leaving him but he kept his promise and he called and face timed me everyday.

I stared a school here which is alright though I made a few new friends who are really nice. Toms now starting to call less and only text me once a day but I understand because schools probably really busy. I can't even stand to look at another boy knowing me and tom are only friends for now. I just want to hold and kiss him but I know I've only got 5 more months and then we will be back together again.

It's been a month since Y/N moved to Australia. I've been doing fine since she left although the first few days o wasn't really myself as I missed her so much. I kept my promise by calling her everyday but I've kind of grown a bit distance and not really texting her that much because I'm really busy at school and other things.

Schools really boring now that I can't see her face everyday but I know that it's only 5 months until I can have her in my arms again and hold her and kiss her all day.

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4 months it's been without Tom. We never really text anymore only really once a week. I really miss him and I know he misses me too but we're both just busy at school so we can't text each other that much.

I've only got 2 more months until I can see him again and it would be an understatement to see I'm excited. I can't wait to feel his fluffy brown hair in between my fingers again and smell his beautiful aftershave on the tops I used to sleep in.

It's only 2 months until I get to see Y/N again. We never text anymore. I would like to see it's because I'm busy at school but it's not. I can't actually make myself text her. What if she has found someone else? What if she has forgotten me? What if she doesn't want to see me? These thoughts run through my head everyday so I'm trying to distract myself with other things such as girls.

I've been on a few dates trying to get over Y/N but it's not working though I haven't given up yet.

I step inside my house back in the UK feeling a huge weight off my shoulders. Relief floods me as I'm finally back after 6 long months being away. I start school tomorrow then I'll finally be able to see tom again.

To be completely honest I am very nervous to see how he is but I know we will both be happy when we finally get to see each other after a long time apart.

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I get ready for school this morning with mixed feelings. I'm super scared and nervous but so happy and excited at the same time. I kept tossing and turning last night with nerves building up in my stomach I push them away and carry on getting ready for school.

I open the double doors of my school I used to be at 6 months ago. Not much has changed-still the same people. I walk over to toms friends with a skip in my step. When I reach them they all welcome me back nice as I do the same.

"where's tom?"

erm about that..." I look over to where haz points his finger and I see something I did not want to see...