The past couple of weeks I haven't been out my house or even out my house. I haven't talked to Tom the whole time- it's killing me.

He would turn up at my house but my mum would turn him away as she knows what he has done to me. Sometimes he would even bring me flowers but I would throw them straight in the bin. I still can't believe tom still did this to me after all he said before I left.

no I'm not going to break up with you. It's has been like heaven being with you and I'm not just going to let that go down the drain. We can still text and call and FaceTime and it's not forever it's only for 6 months we can get through that."

well maybe while your in Australia but when you come back we can be together again."

Today is my first day back at school after a week staying in my bed. I wake up early on this miserable Monday morning to make myself look somewhat presentable. I look at myself for the first time since what Tom did to me and I look like I haven't slept in days. I have giant bags under my eyes, tear stains still down my cheeks and red, puffy eyes visible even though I can hardly see out them.

I decide to curl my Y/H/C hair and put on a natural look of make up. I dress into black jeans, a red stripy top and white high top converse.

I quickly shove some avocado toast in my mouth as I make my way to my car. Tom would of driven me to school but he had to go and get a girlfriend.

. I drive to school playing my favourite songs to try and get my in a better mood and forget about everything that has happened.

ahhh Y/N I missed you so much" daisy said as she ran up to me and hugged me as soon as I walked through the door.

I missed you too"

I'm so excited your back, I have so much to tell you!" She says excitedly.

We make our way to our tutor/home room so she can tell me everything she has been keeping from me the past week.

As we walk there I pass tom and R/N talking standing by Tom's locker. We make eye contact for a few seconds but I immediately look away- I cant bare to look into his eyes for any longer.

I hear him calling my name coming after me which I'm sick of him doing.

Y/N..Y/N"

Tom stop following me and leave my alone."

I quickly walk away after my sudden outburst at him. Seeing his face when I said that turn to guilt and sadness just broke my heart even more but I need to remember what he did to me and that he's with R/N now and happy and that's all that matters.