umm Y/N....are you ok?" His voice rang through my ears again cutting me out my trance.

err yeah, yeah"

are you sure? I mean that looked like you-"

I fine ok now leave me alone!" I shout at him, making him take a step back out of shock.

All the emotions inside of me started to take control of me as I fell to the ground, tears involuntarily falling down my cheeks. Immediately, tom came to my side, running my back slowly while whispering sweet nothings in my ear.

shhh Y/N it's ok, it's all going to be ok." At first it worked, his soft, calm voice calmed me down but then I remembered what he did and why I'm like this in the first place. He caused my pain and he can't take it back just like that.

no what are you doing!?" I say pushing him off of me.

what do you mean?" He reply's calmly but wit also a hint of hurt in his voice.

you can't just expect me to forgive you after everything you put me through."

'put you through' " He says sarcastically. "

"I did nothing wrong."

no you didn't did you." I say with a sarcastic chuckle.

"You didn't break my heart when I came back from Australia. I was so excited to see you again, to start over again, to be together again, but you ruined that the second I stepped through the school doors and saw you with that girl. That girl who should of been me." I respond on the brisk of tears.

well who was the one who left me to go to Australia for 6 months and decided to not call me." He says now raising his voice.

excuse me! One: it wasn't my fault that I had to move to Australia and two: I didn't call you back because I thought you were too busy for me and I guess I was right." I say waving my hands around.

yeah I was too busy for you, why would I want to be with you? Why would anyone be happy with you?"

He now shouts at me. His words broke my heart completely in two. How could he say that? His words stung me just like the tears that travelled quickly down my face. I stared at him wondering how he could say such a thing. Realisation hit him as he quickly apologised walking closer to me.

no Y/N I didn't mean that. I'm so sorry, please. I didn't mean it." Tears now cascaded down his puffy cheeks.

please Y/N I didn't mean it. I'm so so sorry. Please forgive me!" He begs while I slowly walk away from him.

how can I forgive you now? Do you realise what you've done now?"

i do, I do. I'm so sorry please." He gets down on both his knees, holding on to me by my waist, sobbing with his head resting against my stomach. I hate to see him like this, so vulnerable. For some reason I feel guilty but I can't help it. I love him. I love tom Holland. But I don't know if I can forgive him yet.

I'm sorry tom but I'm going to have to have some time to myself before I forgive you. Ok have to think about it. Ok?"

please, please don't hate me I'll do anything to get you back. Please."

I don't hate you but I'm going to have some time to my self. I'll see you around tom." I say walking away from him and out the party. I really do hope I can find a way to forgive him. I can't stand to see him like that but I know it's for the best.

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