It was dark in our dorm, for one time, Jungkook hadn't wandered off to the other boys to ask them to play games with him. He got tired from our training today, but he was happy when we told him his dance looked reeaallyyy good. And now I was sitting here and I could almost almost feel the silence, the only thing I heard was Jungkook's slow breathing. As I was bored and scrolling through our twitter account, I suddenly got spammed more than normal, all of these messages were different people telling me to watch the same video. Since we've trained for 12 hours today, we were all very tired, but I wanted to check the account before going to sleep, just to see what the ARMY's where up to and to see if they liked the new video's we dropped for them. It seemed like the majority was just kind of dead because of the WINGS series. Others were trying to figure out theories, but they would probably never get it exactly right until we told them what those videos truly meant. Some were close though, scarily close sometimes. In those 3 years, they really got to know us very well!

I was amazed countless times by all of the sweet messages ARMY left us, their covers, dance covers, lyrics videos, fan videos, fan art and much, much more. Even though it was quite a bit harder for me to understand the international ARMY's, they really got a special place in my heart, and I loved them just as my as the Korean fans. I always made sure to mention both groups in my speeches because I think they are both important, and nobody should be left out! It's kinda sad international ARMY's don't get to attend the fansigns though... If only a world tour would be possible somewhere in the future...

As my thoughts got back into the present slowly, I continued to look at all of the Twitter-spam my phone processed, the video they were all mentioning caught my attention. It was a dance cover! And as far as I could judge from the thumbnail, it was a good one, a VERY good one. They thumbnail contained of a move of our "fire" choreography, and above and underneath of it, there was written: 30.000 subscribers special BTS dance mashup" That continued to catch my attention and I wanted to see this certain video, I didn't exactly know why, but something deep inside of my just told me i SHOULD. They video loaded slowly, they really needed to fix the wifi routers in the dorm. *sigh* But as soon as the music of the first song began to play, my eyes were glued onto the screen. This girl. Her moves. I was totally blown away for a few seconds as I just sat stunned, staring at my screen and processing everything that appeared on the screen. The video was very well-edited and the light was perfect. But how on earth could this girl do this much? We had days we trained for 13 hours a day, only doing dance practises sometimes, and Even with that, some dances were still hard for me to do. Sometimes I'd move my foot to the wrong side or my finger would be out of postition. But that didn't happen to her... Some of our hardest dances were performed right before my eyes, and also some that were a bit easier to learn.

After rewatching this video 5 times and liking it, the room fell dark again, the video ended a fifth time and without the music and the energy and passion of the girl onscreen, it just felt empty. I decided to retweet it, I didn't know if the other boys and Bighit would be alright with it, but they just HAD to see this girl's talent, it was just amazing. The world had to know. I wanted to watch more, but since tomorrow would be a long training day again, I decided it was better to go to sleep for a bit.

As an idea planted itself into my head, my body became numb, and before I had the chance to write it down, I was drowned into sleep.