Its been 5 year. 5 years since I left Namjoon, 5 years since I started living with Hyunjin and the other boys, and 5 years since my baby girl was born.

That's right. Areum. She was beautiful. She looked just like Namjoon. She had adorable dimples, her eyes were a soft brown color and her hair was silky black.

BUT yes there's a but ...

There's just 1 thing about her. Just one small little flaw.

She's in love with BTS.

If only she knew her father was the leader of the group. In fact Namjoon is her bias and trust me it's hard, to tell her to stop watching their videos or stop listening to their music.

Anyways

Hyunjin and I have formed a great bond. I would be lying if I said I didn't find him attractive. But can you blame me? Have you seen the guy? He's drop dead gorgeous. All the boys love and adore Areum, but Jeongin is the one that acts like the older brother. It's so cute. As for Hyunjin, he treats her like his own, she even sometimes even calls him appa.

I've also looked at Namjoon. I've kept track. It's hard not to when my daughter is in love with the boys. May I say Namjoon looks even more attractive than he did before. Namjoon is now 24, he's an amazing rapper, dancer and even vocalist. He's dyed his hair a lot but my personal favourite will always be black

I love him.

I still love Kim Namjoon.

It's been 5 years. 5 years since I last saw Y/n. 5 years since I got home from practise and didn't see her. Not even her belongings. Everything was gone. She only left a note. A shitty fucking note.

~Flashback to that day~

After an exhausting day of practise I was ready to head home and cuddle my baby girl Y/n. Obviously I was not gonna leave her even after bang pd asked to. No way in hell was I letting that amazing girl go. As I entered the house I found it awfully silent

"Y/N IM HOME BABY!" I walked towards the bedroom. The closet doors were open and her clothes were gone. There was nothing, she wasn't there. I didn't hear the shower running, she wasn't in the kitchen.

She was gone.

I looked over at our bed. There was a note with my name on it. I immediately grabbed it and started reading it

Dear Namjoon,

If you're reading this it means you know I'm gone. I think we both know why I left. You need to focus on your group. Even if I'm not right next to you I'll always be cheering you on from a far. I know you'll make it big Joon :) I love you and I always will. Don't forget me ❤️

~Y/N

That night I cried. I could literally hear my heart breaking into millions of pieces. The next day I missed practise and spent my day crying. I just couldn't believe Y/n had left me. Even after we promised to stay by ones side. The day after the boys came and dragged me out of bed to go to practise.

Today Hyunjin, Areum, Jeongin and I were headed to the mall. I was planning on buying Areum some new clothes and maybe myself too. Jeongin had Areum in his arms giggling at her, while Hyunjin and I were having a conversation about some random things.

Suddenly I hear Areum scream and I turn around to look at Jeongin. He's chasing her into a store. Hyunjin and I immediately sprint after them. Once we enter the shop I see Areum hugging a pillow

"Hey baby let mommy see what you got there" she gave it to me and I stared at it. It was a BTS pillow. It had all the members on it but Namjoon. I couldn't tear my eyes away from him. He's so gorgeous. Areum looked JUST like Namjoon. Exactly like him just a little girl version.

"mommy can we pleaseee get it " she said holding my leg, while looking up at me with her little puppy eyes. I didn't know what to do, I looked up at Hyunjin and he nodded.

"Okay fine baby" she squealed and I picked her up and kissed her forehead. I paid for the pillow and walked out the store.

I handed Areum to Jeongin to go buy ice cream while Hyunjin and I sat a nearby bench. I rubbed my temples lightly.

"You're still not over him are you?" Asked Hyunjin with a hint of sadness in his tone.

"I can't. Especially when he's literally everywhere. I have a daughter who's his and to top it all off she's in love with his group!" I exclaimed. Hyunjin slowly wrapped his arms around me while I buried my face into his chest "I don't know what to do Hyunjin. He's on tour and she knows he's coming here she's been begging to go but what if he recognizes me? What if he asks about her Areum? I can't just tell him that she's his daughter. He has a whole career!"

"I know I know Y/n. It's okay. In fact if Areum really wants to go I'll go with you both. Those boys have millions of fans I doubt he'd recognize you" he kissed my forehead

"Thank you Hyunjin. Really" I smiled up at him. He was slowly leaning down when suddenly Areum screamed because Jeongin was running behind her. She ran towards me and jumped on my lap.

"Hey baby!"

"mommy! Can we go home now?" I looked at both boys and they nodded in agreement

"Okay lets go!"

We've been getting ready for our Love yourself tour. I never loose hope that some day I'll find her cheering me on from the crowd. I'm still hoping I see her at one of the concerts.

At this point I think she left Korea. Her friends aren't even here, it's like she just disappeared into the thin air. I always ask myself

'Has she found someone new?'

I mean it's obvious. After not seeing her for 5 years she had obviously restarted her life or something. I hope she's doing alright.

"Yo Namjoon"

"Yes Yoongi?"

"When are we going to Chicago again?"

"October 2nd and 3rd. Why?"

"I don't know I have a feeling the concerts will go amazingly good" he smiled

"Maybe. Maybe." I signed. I've been trying to find Y/n but it's not easy. I have no clue to where she could have left to

"Ay man just let it go. It's been 5 years. For all we know she could be married and have kids Joon" he smiled sadly

"I just don't want to loose hope hyung" he patted my back and walked away

-time skip to November 30th-

We landed in Chicago that morning. We were quietly sitting all together in my hotel room.

"Okay what can we do while we're here?" Asked Jimin

"Oh! Oh! I wanna go to the beach!" Exclaimed Taehyung

"No I kinda wanna visit the bean" said Yoongi

"Yea that sounds funn!" Exclaimed Hoseok

"Bitch no. You really think ima go out and freeze my ass. I'm staying here eating" laughed Jin

"Yea me too I don't wanna go out" said Jungkook

"Aww but kookie I wanted to take pictures with you" pouted Taehyung

(A/n: TAEKOOK BITCHES)

"but I'm hungryyy" whined Jungkook

"Let's just go get food and then will go to the bean" I said

"NOOOO I don't wanna leave the hotel" whined Jin. "Fine then you stay" I said to him.

-Same day as your last pov only at home this time-

I was in my room playing with Areum, when suddenly Hyunjin bust my door open.

"You know, you should learned how to knock" I scoffed

"I HAVE A HUGE SURPRISE FOR YOU AREUM" screamed Hyunjin ignoring my comment

"Appaaaa Hyunjinnieeeeee what is it?" She squealed in excitement. My heart melted at the sight of Hyunjin smiling so cutely at her while she giggled

"Show her Hyunjin she's gonna get irritated" I said while Areum had her arms crossed and pouted

"She's just like you. Cute" he winked

"Shut up and give her whatever you got" he slowly got 3 pieces of paper from behind his back

"TADA I GOT YOU AREUM SOME BTS TICKETS" my heart literally stopped. Oh no. I didn't think he was serious about this

(A/N I know tickets don't arrive in a day but whatever uwu)

"APPAA THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOUUU I LOVE YOU" she screamed and jumped on him, gladly Hyunjin caught her

"I love you too baby girl"he kissed her cheek and looked at me

"Hey baby can you go find Jeongin. I need to talk to Hyunjin"

"Okay mommy" she walked out of the room and I closed it behind her. I inhaled and exhaled

"HWANG HYUNJIN!" He flinched

"Y-yes?" He gulped

"I didn't say you could buy the dam tickets!"

"I'm sorry but Areum really wants to go. She loves them. Even if Namjoon did recognize you, you could say 1 of two things. Either you and I are married and Areum is mine or that she's his. Imagine how happy she'd be if she found her dad was the leader of BTS !"

"Yea but what if Namjoon wants to take Areum from me?!"

"Why would he? He has no reason to" he shrugged

"Goddam I hate you"

"No you don't" he wrapped his arms around me pulling me on top of him

"let me gooooo"

"Never" he laughed

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So like...I feel like this story is going on pretty quick and idk if to make it longer ...I'm confuseddd buh w.e

ALSOOO

So the ly tour in Chicago was in October right? But they are coming again in May (this year) for the ly speak yourself tour. And idk if I should make Namjoon and YN meet until the NEXT concert ORRRR just get over it and make them meet like...NOW LMFAO