After some time 'IDOL' their latest song started playing. And that's where Suddenly the boys appeared and the crowed roared. They screamed and sang along, I swear I'm going deaf after this.

Areum started yelling and clapping. And then suddenly my gaze landed on Namjoon.

He looked amazing

(I couldn't find a good picture )

I couldn't tear my eyes away from him. I suddenly felt all those feelings coming back hitting me like a bucket full of bricks.

I still loved Namjoon and no one would be able to change that.

At least I thought.

Was he still the same?

What would he feel if he saw me again?

I noticed Yoongi was kind of hogging the area where Hyunjin, Areum and I were a little too much. Areum seemed to have noticed too since she couldn't get to see Namjoon up close

"Mommy I want to see Namjoon" she pouted

"Sorry baby I can't just tell Yoongi to leave and tell Namjoon to come" as soon as those words came out of my mouth Yoongi's head whipped around and smirked at me and walked towards Namjoon.

My heart stopped once he had reached him, and once again Yoongi looked at me and smirked and side hugged Joon back to where I was at.

Such a tease.

If I didn't know Namjoon I'd probably be head over heels for Yoongi.

-ANYWAYS TIME SKIP TO NAMJOON PERFORMING LOVE MUAHAHAH NO ONE TO SAVE Y/N -

I thought I'd be fun to tease Y/N so I walked over to Namjoon and side hugged him while I smirked over at her. Namjoon seemed confused as to why I had done what I did, I shrugged and walked away.

Soon it was time for Namjoon to perform his solo song. The others had already finished and hopefully none of them recognized her.

(Namjoon isn't the last solo but for the sake of the story here it is)

I watched him rap his own song, I looked over to Y/N and her face showed fear with a mix of excitement. I could not imagine what Namjoon would do, he'd try so hard to get a hold of her. I glanced down at the little girl on the boys arms screaming and swinging around her army bomb and smiled.

Suddenly Namjoon began walking over to where they were at, I panicked and so did she.

You might be wondering why I care so much, well let me you after that day I saw her and she made me promise her that I wouldn't tell Namjoon that she was leaving I went home after practice that day I thought about it again and fell asleep with her in my thoughts, not in a weird way of course.

The next day Namjoon didn't show up to practice so I assumed he was sick since he had been working non stop, but the day after he didn't show up again so the boys and I went to go investigate and walked to his house.

I grabbed the spare key that was always inside the empty flower pot, I opened the door and the whole house was wrecked, I became worried as negative thoughts swarmed my head. We walked to his room and there he was laying while hugging a photo frame tears running down his tear stained cheeks . He sobbed out a name

"Y-y/n" I looked around the room and froze.

She left, she had left him without him knowing

Jin hyung shook him and Namjoon opened his eyes and started crying again. All the boys hugged him, and so did I.

"What happened hyung" asked Taehyung in a small voice

"S-she left me" he hiccuped, Jungkook took the frame he was holding and stared at it I plopped down next to him and looked at it with him. Namjoon sobbed for another hour until Jin hyung yelled at him to take a shower while he made some food and the rest of us cleaned.

Jimin, Taehyung and Jungkook were 'cleaning' the living room, with Hoseok 'supervising' them. Let's admit it, they all share one brain cell.

I stayed in the room and picked up all the scattered items. I noticed a small note on the floor, I picked it up and read it

Dear Namjoon,

If you're reading this it means you know I'm gone. I think we both know why I left. You need to focus on your group. Even if I'm not right next to you I'll always be cheering you on from a far. I know you'll make it big Joon :) I love you and I always will. Don't forget me ❤️

~Y/N

I debated whether I should tell Namjoon I saw her when she was leaving or not, but I promised her I wouldn't.

So I didn't.

It took awhile for Namjoon to get over it and focus on debuting. He obviously didn't completely forget her, he still loved her and had hope of seeing her again.

Anyways as Namjoon made it to the far left side of the arena, Y/N didn't know what to do and looked at the other boy beside her for help while he kept saying something and she kept shaking her head no. She finally looked up at him.

Namjoon was making his way to our side and I panicked, I didn't know what to do and looked at Hyunjin for help.

"Let's do what Jisoo told us to do"

"I'm not gonna kiss you Hyunjin"

"NAMJOON!" was all I heard all around me, I finally looked up, and there he was. Looking better than ever.

He suddenly looked down and our eyes met.

His eyes widened

It was my turn to sing my solo song 'Trivia Love' I made my way to the stage and did my thing. I walked all around the arena and noticed a small girl yelling my name, I chuckled at her cuteness and made my way there.

I noticed a girl she was arguing with what I assume is her boyfriend over something which I'm also assuming she's the mother of the cute little girl.

When I was on the edge of the stage, I squatted down and the 'mother' looked up at me.

My eyes widened and her face paled

It was

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